Lena POV
I don’t know how long I stayed sitting on the ground for before I forced myself to my feet again.
Rejection from my own child was worse than a knife being stabbed through my heart.
Every time I tried to shift our dynamic, his rejection only grew worse. His eyes grew harder, his voice sharper as he hurried threats and insults at me. Sometimes he was just like his father in the worst way.
Now with Celeste constantly interrupting us by being her usual perfect and adored self, I had no strength left to fight.
I pressed a trembling hand to my face, trying to stop the tears that kept pricking at the corners of my eyes.
My heart hurt horribly but I couldn’t let Noah see me like this.
When the door to the kitchen creaked open, little footsteps shuffled across the floor toward me. Swiping my hand across my cheeks a few times, I quickly straightened and turned around, finding Noah standing there right behind me.
He hesitated, then got close enough to tug gently at my sleeve. “I’m sorry, Miss Lena. Don’t be sad. Even though you’re kind of useless… you don’t do too bad around here. My mom is really nice, you should try getting along with her. Once she marries into the family, she’ll be good to you too.”
It was cruel.
Crueler than anything Damon had ever said to me when we were together.
I could endure Damon’s rejection. I could swallow the humiliation, grit my teeth through every scornful glance, bury my heart when he told me I was useless and nothing more than a mistake he made when he was young and reckless.
But to hear it from Noah… that broke me in ways I never thought were possible.
I forced a smile for him, though my lips trembled. “I see… thank you for telling me.”
He beamed. “You’re welcome, Miss Lena!”
By the time Damon and Celeste returned back to the main house, Noah had already fallen asleep in my arms up in his room.
For those stolen minutes, he was only mine. Not the Alpha’s heir, not a child destined to be raised under the eyes of nobles and warriors.
Just my little boy.
I pulled the door closed with painstaking care, the latch catching with the faintest click. But before I could even take a full step away, movement in the dim hallway caught my eye.
Damon.
He stood just outside the doorway, broad shoulders tense. A glass bottle was clutched in his hand, his grip so tight that his knuckles had whitened. His expression was dark. “You didn’t give this to him?”
My mouth opened, realizing what he was holding wasn’t just any random glass bottle but the one with medicine for Noah’s fever.
Shit.
“He refused. I didn’t want to force him to drink it.”
“You should have tried harder,” Damon snapped. His voice was hard and unyielding, the exact same tone he always used when disciplining disobedient subordinates.
Celeste stepped into view then, her golden hair catching the glow of the sconces along the wall, her delicate features arranged into a mask of gentle disapproval.
“Honestly, Damon… she’s useless. Leaving something this important to an Omega nanny? No wonder Noah isn’t improving.”
My hands curled into fists at my sides, nails biting into skin. It was the only anchor I had against the overwhelming urge to break down right there in front of them.
She brushed past me, her perfume trailing behind her like a flag of victory. My breath caught as she moved closer to Noah’s bedroom door, her fingers curling around the knob. She twisted it, pushing it open with a flourish as though it was her child on the other side of that door.
“I—he just fell asleep—” I said quickly, panic rising in my throat.
Noah had finally settled after hours of fussing and I knew how fragile his rest could be when he felt sick. I’d taken care of him enough times as a baby to know that but Celeste didn’t so much as glance at me.Without hesitation, she stepped inside.
“Sweetheart?” Celeste called out. She closed the distance to his bed, skirts brushing the floor as she perched on the edge of the mattress.
Noah stirred at the sound of her voice and rolled onto his back, lashes fluttering open. His bleary eyes blinked once, twice, and then softened when they landed on her. “Mmm…”
The ache in my chest grew deeper.
Celeste reached up, her hand moving with practiced familiarity, to run her fingers through his hair. I wanted to scream… to shout that she had no right to touch him that way when I rarely got to.
“Sit up, sweetheart,” she coaxed. “You need to take some of this medicine.”
His small voice came out thick with sleep, grumpy. “Don’t wanna…”
“But if you take your medicine like a good boy, Noah,” she said, leaning close enough for her nose to brush against his. “I’ll teach you how to recognize the herbs used to make it. Just like my mother taught me. Isn’t that something you’ve been asking to learn lately?”
The shift in his expression was immediate. His eyes lit up, wide and bright, banishing all traces of reluctance. His small body leaned toward her, hungry for the knowledge she dangled.
“Really? You will?”
Celeste’s smile spread. “Of course. Anything for my sweet boy.”
The words pierced straight through me.
My boy.
Noah shot upright, all his earlier weariness forgotten. He gulped the bitter liquid she measured into a cup without a word of protest, his lips puckering before breaking into a satisfied grin.
I stared at him, at her, at the image they made together sharing a moment of gentle intimacy.
Because they looked perfect.
I stood frozen, invisible, as she began laying out leaves and dried herbs she carried in a little pouch at her side. Noah leaned eagerly against her, hanging on every word.
“This one,” Celeste said, holding up a sprig of dried root, “is feverfew. It’s good for curing stomach pains.”
I frowned. Feverfew wasn’t for stomach pains, it was used to reduce fevers and treat headaches. I knew this, remembered the lessons from years ago before everything had been stripped from me.
“Actually,” I said quietly, unable to stop myself, “that’s not for stomach pains. It’s for fever. For headaches.”
The room went silent.
Noah turned, his little brows furrowed. “She didn’t ask you. What do you know anyway? You’re just a nanny.”
His voice was sharp, cruel in its childish honesty. Celeste’s lips curved in a satisfied smile, though she quickly masked it with a look of concern.
As I turned to move out of the doorway, away from the domestic scene laid out in front of me, I stopped short when I saw Damon standing close by. He was watching me, his jaw tightening at how close we’d suddenly gotten.
“Don’t act like you know everything, Lena,” he said flatly. “Let Celeste handle this.”
The words hit harder than any blow.
He moved around me to head inside the room.
I looked at them then, huddled together on Noah’s bed as Celeste went back to teaching him. They looked like a real family.
The one I should have had.
The one that had been stolen from me.
I turned away before the tears could fall, excusing myself with a stiff bow.
I walked until my feet carried me to the only place I still felt some fragment of safety: Maya’s little cottage at the edge of the Pack’s grounds.
She opened the door before I could knock twice, her sharp eyes scanning my face. “Oh no… What happened this time?”
Tears spilled freely as I stumbled inside, collapsing onto the wooden chair by the hearth. The warmth from the heat wrapped around me but my body still felt cold. Like ice had been lodged in my chest.
My words came out choked and bitter. “They called me useless again in front of Noah. Celeste… she mocked me. And Damon sided with her like usual.”
She sighed. “That arrogant bastard.”
After putting on a kettle, she came to join me by the hearth.
I shook my head, tears dripping into my lap. “Noah believes her. That I’m useless. He said it right to my face. He’s never going to see me as his mother.”
Maya came to me, kneeling so her eyes met mine. “Lena, listen to me. You are not useless. You once had an incredible gift. Do you remember? You were training to become a world-renowned Healer.”
Lena POVThe silence in the car pressed down on me like a weight as I eased off the brake and continued to drive slowly through the downpour. The engine hummed beneath me, the road stretched out like an endless ribbon.Unfit.Jealous.Every cruel syllable rolled through my head, louder and louder, until I wanted to scream just to drown them out.Hadn’t it always been like this, though? From the very beginning, Damon had looked at me as though I was unworthy even before I fell pregnant.I remembered the day we first discovered our bond, the one every wolf dreams of, the mark of fate itself. I had been trembling with joy as it snapped into place after the first time we slept together, and disbelief that the Moon Goddess had paired me with someone as amazing as Damon.He was the strongest Alpha I had ever known, the one every girl in our Pack whispered about with awe and longing. I had somehow caught his eye on the night of the Lunar festival. He’d come to me, taking me in his arms to da
Lena POV“Stop being jealous.”Damon’s voice roared through the receiver, so sharp and loud that I jerked the phone away from my ear as if his fury could burn straight through the line. His anger was palpable, alive, like a storm slamming into me from miles away. “At a time like this, when our son is ill, you want to play petty games and accuse me of forcing him to call Celeste what he wants? You’ve lost your mind, Lena. Grow up.”The words ripped through me like claws.“No!” I screamed.“Yes,” he hissed back, venom dripping from every syllable. “You’re being a child.”The accusation knocked the wind from me, though I clutched the phone tighter, as though my grip alone could keep me tethered to some shred of dignity still left in me.My lips trembled when I pressed them together, swallowing hard against the sob clawing its way up my throat. If I let it loose, it would sound like defeat. And I knew, I knew, that if he heard it, he would only use it as proof of what he thought I was: fr
Lena POVI stayed frozen in place, every muscle locked tight as I prayed silently to the Moon Goddess that Damon’s attention would pass over me quickly.It was suffocating, the way his presence filled the room. He didn’t need to growl or raise his voice like an Alpha. Just being there was enough to trigger my submissive instincts.His dominance rolled through the air like a storm front, making the walls feel smaller around me, closing in slowly until I felt like gasping behind my mask.I kept my head bowed, lowering it further until the curtain of my hair spilled forward, hiding as much of me as possible. My fingers clung to the edge of Ronan’s cot like an anchor, but I soon forced myself to move and slide the pulse monitor over the old Alpha’s trembling finger.Despite trying to look busy, I could still feel Damon’s eyes watching me.That sharp, assessing weight he turned on his subordinates when he suspected something was amiss. It crawled across my skin like claws dragging down my
Lena POVThe word daughter echoed in my mind, rattling around like a bell that wouldn’t stop ringing. Each strike reverberated through my chest, into my very marrow until I couldn’t tell if the trembling in my hands came from him or from me.No one had ever called me that before.I swallowed hard, forcing myself to breathe evenly through the mask, my lungs aching with each inhale. “You must be mistaken. I’m not… I’m just a Healer.”The lie felt bitter on my tongue.But the old man—his voice weak, his face deeply lined with age and grief—clutched harder at his chest. His eyes grew wet with unshed tears as they bore into mine with unnerving intensity. “No… no, I saw it. Those eyes… they’re hers.”“Maya,” I said quickly, my gaze snapping to my friend. “He’s confused. Possibly delirious.”Her lips were pressed tight, her eyes darting between us with an unease she didn’t try to hide. I wanted her to say something, anything to break the spell this moment had cast over me. But she didn’t.An
Lena POVI stood frozen at the side of the cot, staring at the sick, young wolf in disbelief.His chest heaved, each breath short and shallow, but my eyes weren’t on his expression or the rise and fall of his ribs.It was what writhed beneath. It coiled and twisted under his skin, curling around his lungs like dark tendrils of smoke. The thing pulsed in rhythm with his inhales, expanding and shrinking, moving as though alive.Like a living sickness.It slithered across his chest, shadowy and grotesque, yet no one else reacted. Not the boy, not Maya, not the nurses hovering anxiously nearby.Only me.“Maya… I’m serious.” My voice was barely a whisper.Her sharp eyes flicked to mine, annoyance etched across her face from exhaustion. “Lena, don’t joke about this.”“I’m not joking. I swear. It’s right there.” I raised a shaking hand and pointed at the boy’s chest. “It’s moving inside him like… like a snake. It’s coiled around his chest.”Maya’s brows knit together. She straightened slowly
Damon POVCeleste leaned back in my chair, her hands folded neatly in her lap, her golden hair gleaming like spun sunlight under the lamplight.“Just so you know, my father is… difficult to get along with. He has his moods. His wolf is unstable. Some even say deranged. It’s why he keeps close to my mother. She grounds him. Without her, he’d be impossible.” Her voice carried that careful mixture of pride and apprehension she always used when talking about him.I listened, my expression carefully schooled. She wasn’t telling me anything I hadn’t already heard. Rumors of the Royal Alpha’s volatility had spread across packs for years. He was powerful, unpredictable, dangerous in ways most Alphas could only dream of.But now he was coming here, and I had to win him over for the sake of the alliance.For the sake of the Pack.Celeste’s lips curved faintly. “To secure his favor, you’ll have to tread carefully. Show him strength, but not arrogance. Respect, but not submission. And above all,