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Davina’s POV
I wake up to a feeling of warmth and security. Something that I have been yearning for, for days now.
My eyes are still closed, so I let myself believe that when I open my eyes, I will be in my room back home. Everything I’ve been through was just a nightmare. A very real, very long nightmare.
My mom is still alive. Gone to the hospital for her morning shift.
Irena is in the kitchen, making pancakes for me because she knows I don’t bother to wake up unless to eat something coming straight from heaven.
Please let it not be real, please let it be just a nightmare.
I open my eyes slowly, and all my hopes and wishes come crashing down at once, like a house of cards.
The warmth and safety I felt was due to the fact that I was sprawled on top of Jude. Wrapping my arm around his torso, and burying my head between his neck and shoulder.
One of his arms was draped around me, securing me in place and huggin
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