LOGIN~Soren~
I woke up too early to too much sun. Awake in a bed that most likely costs more than Georgina’s first three weddings put together, in a room that appears as if I punched a hole through the walls of a hotel lobby. White, gold, pristine. Not a speck of real life to be found. I can’t stand it. My phone says 9:00 a.m. I slept through breakfast. Good. The less I have to spend time with my new “family” the better, really. I’m flicking through my phone, procrastinating on life as responsibly as I possibly can, when someone knocks. Not a polite tap. a full fist. “What?” I hiss. The door opened. Felix. Naturally. He leans against the frame like he has come to announce wedding plans. Black T-shirt, jeans, hair still wet, smirk already formed. “Morning, Siren.” “It’s Soren. And knocking is usually followed by waiting to go in.” “I did knock.” He walks in without hesitation. “You said ‘what’. I read that as ‘please, Felix, bless me with your presence.’” I toss a pillow at him. He catches it on the fly. “Adorable.” He drops it on the bed. “Get dressed. Dad wants me to give you the grand tour.” “I’m good.” “It wasn’t a question.” He looks around, his face twisting. “Are you gonna unpack, or is ‘freshly robbed’ the style you’re after?” My boxes sat undisturbed. So what. “I like it this way.” “Right.” He takes one of my hoodies as though it were some kind of crime scene evidence. “So your closet is full of hoodies and despair.” “Get out.” “Can’t. Mandatory tour.” He drops the hoodie. “Unless you feel like letting Dad know you’re disobeying orders on day one.” He takes a slow step toward me. “I can make you agree. One swipe of my lips against yours and you’ll be begging for the tour.” I glare. His smirk widens. Asshole. “Fine.” I shove the blanket off. “Wait outside.” “Why? Afraid I’ll see something?” “OUT.” He laughs as he backs into the hallway. “Five minutes, Siren. Then I’m coming back.” I slam the door. --- Ten minutes later, because I’d rather live by my own rules than the company’s: hoodie, boyfriend jeans, sneakers. My hair is a choppy disaster, but who cares. Felix slouches against the wall, scrolling through his phone. “Took you long enough. Thought you were laying an egg.” “You said five minutes. I took ten. Problem?” “Yeah. I got bored.” He pockets his phone and starts walking. “Try to keep up.” I follow. What choice do I have. The “tour” begins immediately. Meaning he points at things without any interest in being helpful. “That’s a door.” “Incredible.” “That’s a hallway.” “You should be charging people for this.” “And that’s a wall. Very vertical. Architects are wild.” I contemplate strangling him. We pass what seems like seventeen identical rooms. Luxe. Cool. Enormous. Too quiet. He explains none of it. “This is the sitting room. People sit here.” “Shocking.” “This is the other sitting room. People also sit here, but they do it richer.” “How is it richer?” He waves a hand. “The chairs cost more.” When we finally get to the kitchen, I’m ready to commit small crimes. Marble everywhere, island the size of a small country. “And this,” Felix says with a smirk,” is where the food lives. K for kitchen.” “You’re the worst tour guide in the world.” “You’re welcome. ” He pulls a water bottle out of the fridge and doesn’t offer me one. “Want to see the best part?” “Is the best part you disappearing?” “Even better.” He takes me down, down another hallway, to a garage. Not just any garage. A shrine. Cars and motorcycles neatly arranged in rows of gleaming. At least ten vehicles, each likely more expensive than my entire college education. And there, sitting on a plinth like some holy relic, is Felix’s motorcycle. Black. Sleek. Silver catching the lights. Damn it. This is going to look incredible. “This is my baby,” Felix says. It is the first honest note in his voice today. I step closer. "It's... really nice." “Nice?” He seems offended. “This is a one-off Ducati Panigale V4. Nice is for throw pillows.” "Fine. Good enough.” He rolls his eyes, strokes the seat. “Have you ever ridden one?” “No.” “Knew it.” “What does that mean?” He looks me up and down. “You seem two-quick to play it safe.” “I don’t.” “Name one thing that you ever did that was risky?” I open my mouth. Nothing comes out. His smirk says it all. He swings a leg over the bike and sits down. Somehow he looks even hotter, which seems pretty rude. “You’re scared,” he says. “I’m not.” “Prove it.” “How?” He pats the seat behind him. “Get on.” My heart stutters. “We’re not going anywhere on horseback.” “Don’t think we’re riding anywhere just because I said riding.” he scoffs. “Come on.” This is a bad idea. The mate bond is already humming under my skin Getting close to him will make it ten times worse. But he’s challenging me. And I can’t seem to find the off switch for that. So I climb on behind him. Mistake. The bond hits like a live wire. Heat. Pressure. I Need. I hold onto hid shoulders to keep myself steady and I can feel my chest pressing into the back of him through my hoodie. He goes still. “Siren—” “Don’t.” My voice sounds unsteady. “I'm proving you wrong.” He laughs quietly. “You hate losing.” “Not to you.” Good." He reached around and adjusted my thigh. “Hold on tighter Wait a minute If we were on the move, you’d be flying off.” I clasp my hands around his waist. His breathing changes. Mine does as well. The garage is quiet except for the distant whine of tools and the sound of our uneven breaths. Everything is so electrified. “Felix,” I whisper. “Yeah.” “This is a bad idea.” “The worst.” Yet neither of us moves. His hand remains on my thigh. My arms so much as quiver around him. His heartbeat is a quick, constant rhythm under my forearms. He shifts slightly, just enough so I catch the edge of his profile. “You know what the real problem is?” he says low. “What?” “I don’t know if I want to push you away or pull you closer.” My breath catches. He turns more. His face is just inches away from mine. Those watery blue eyes with threads of gold. His wolf right there. “Siren—” The garage door starts opening. We jerk apart. I scramble off the bike. He rises so quickly he almost knocks it over. Sunlight pours in as the door rises. Donovan’s car rolls inside. Alpha Donovan. Felix’s father. My new stepfather. Perfect. Felix’s face goes blank. Cold. Controlled. “Stay quiet.” “What—” “Just don’t talk.” Donovan steps out, briefcase in hand. He studies us. “Felix. Soren. What are you two doing down here?” “Showing her the house,” Felix answers smoothly. “She wanted to see the garage.” Donovan looks between us. Felix is unreadable. I most certainly am not. “I see.” He closes the car door. “Soren, I assume Felix has been good to you.” I nod quickly. I nod quickly. “Good. Felix, we’ll talk later. Pack business.” “Yes, sir.” Donovan heads upstairs. Silence. I let out a shaky breath. Felix stares at the stairs, jaw clenched. “That was close,” I whisper. He doesn’t respond. He doesn’t respond. “Felix—” “Go to your room, Siren.” “What?” He looks at me, expression frozen. “Tour’s over. Go.” He looks at me, expression frozen. “Why—” “Now.” I leave. Because what else can I do. I take the stairs two at a time, rush through the maze of hallways, shut myself in my room, and press my back to the door. My heart races. My hands shake. We almost— We nearly did — or something like that. No. We didn’t. No, we didn’t. But it felt like the ground shifted under us. I drop onto my bed and stare at the ceiling. This house will kill me. Either the bond will, or Felix’s mood swings will, or the constant danger of being caught doing something we’re not supposed to do. My phone buzzes. My phone buzzes. Unknown number: We shouldn't talk to each other. For now. I stare at the message. Then throw my phone across the room.~Soren~I shouldn't be here, I tell myself.It’s 11:00 A.M and I’m standing in Felix's door in nothing but his t-shirt, which I stole, and panties which are already wet with sweat just from walking down the hall.The bond is taunting me, tormenting me, shattering me and I can no longer fight it.Crap.If my Mom sees me here, if I get pregnant from all of this.Well, dickhead, I say.I knock once and the door opens. Felix is shirtless, sweatpants sagging painfully low, liquid gold in his eyes and his wolf is right there at the surface.“Soren.” he whispers, checking the hallway.“What are you—”I don’t let him finish. I cup his face and kiss him, hard and desperate. He makes a sound -- surprised, hungry -- and then his hands are on me, dragging me inside, slamming the door.He exhales “F*ck” into my mouth. “You sound like you’ve been playing with yourself.”“I tried. It wasn’t enough. I need–”“Me.” He bites my bottom lip. “You need my c*ck. Say it.”“ I need your c*ck.”“Good girl.”
~Soren~I refuse to return to the dining room. I’m not supposed to be sitting there with Kai’s hand on mine, Felix’s cum still dripping down my thighs, my lips still swollen from his kiss, my body still humming with the memory of having him inside me. I close the door to my bathroom and the window, and raise the heat all the way up under the shower. But then as the water runs down my skin, I cry instead. Quiet, trembling sobs shake my entire body.Because that was goodbye. That was Felix surrendering, releasing me to Kai because he believes that’s what I want.I am still in the shower when I hear my bedroom door open. Then close and then lock.My heart freezes.I hear Felix’s voice, coarse and commanding. “Soren, I know you're in there."With trembling fingers I turn off the water. "Go away.""No.""Felix, we can't do this anymore.""I don’t care." The handle of the bathroom door rattles. "Open the door.”"No.""Open up, or I'll come in! I'll break it down!”And before I could think
~Soren~I meet Jazz at the coffee shop off-campus. She glances at my face and buys me a double shot espresso without permission."You look like hell," she says, as she slid into the booth opposite me as if that needs to be pointed out.“Thanks. You definitely know how to make a girl feel special.”"Soren, I mean it. What's happening? I don’t know. You've been radio silent since the engagement announcement."I clutch the warm mug. "I’m thinking of leaving home."Jazz's eyes widen. "Leaving as in leaving the pack or running away?""Both. Neither. I don't know." I burn my tongue and take a gulp of coffee. "Kai offered to help me get out. Start somewhere new. Away from all of this.""Kai." The tone in how she pronounces his name tells you exactly what she thinks. "Soren, I don’t trust him.""You don’t even know him.""I know enough. He's Felix's cousin and they hate each other. He's been circling you since day one. And now all of a sudden he's your saviour?" Jazz leans forward. "That’s n
~Soren~Kai's bike roars beneath us. I wrap my arms around his hips and let him take me away from everything.We drive for hours on end until we find what seems like a deserted gas station. But it is not deserted. There’s bikes everywhere, leather-jacketed guys with mad eyes. They turn to look as we come up."Kai!" One of them—tall, scarred—grins. " Didn’t expect you today. ""Had some business in town." Kai helps me off the bike. "This is Soren. Felix's stepsister," The scarred guy shrugs. "Heard about the engagement. Felecca. Stupid fucking name. Felix is a puppet. Always has been."Kai turns to me and gives me you - just - heard - it - yourself look .We drive into the country until we come to a secret valley. A clearing surpassed by cliffs with a stream in the middle. It’s serene and I love it.Kai builds a fire and ee sat on logs, the flames crackling between us."This place is beautiful," I say.“We come here when we need to get away from the pack politics.”"Does Felix know ab
~Soren~I don't sleep at all.I’m here, lying in bed, staring at the ceiling and listening to Felix finally give up and walk away at around three in the morning. His steps are heavy, exhausted, and part of me traitorous wants to call him back.I don't have to.At dawn I’m already dressed. Black jeans, oversized hoodie, hair pulled back. Armor.I look in the mirror at myself and I almost don’t recognize the girl looking back. Her eyes are sunken, shadowed by sleepless nights. Her skin is pale, she looks like a ghost.Fitting.That’s what I am now. A ghost at the fringes of somebody else’s love story.My phone is showing forty-seven missed calls from Felix. Sixty-three texts. I delete them all without reading.I can’t, not yet.Maybe not ever.I hear a knock on my door and my heart jumps foolishly thinking it’s him."Miss Soren?" Margot's gentle voice. "Your mother wishes to see you in the morning room. Breakfast with the Harrisons."Certainly.Because this is no longer a nightmare for
~Soren~The words echo through the hall, each one driving another nail into my coffin.I stand there, holding somehow Felix’s hand, and watch our future burn.Rebecca sees our now tightly intertwined hands and frowns slightly. "You two are close.""They’re virtually joined at the hip," Georgina laughs.“Like real siblings."That word again.Eventually I finally, finally recoil my hand from Felix‘s.I can't look at him.If I look at him, I’m going to completely shatter.“I should go,” I hear myself say. “It’s late. School tomorrow. I’ve got to be up early.”"Of course," Alpha Donovan said good-naturedly with a smile. "But Soren? Clear your calendar for the next few days, would you? As Lunar Witness, you must go to all the pre ceremony rituals. Rebecca is going to need your support."I repeat flatly, “My support.”Rebecca smiles at me, and it's not unkind. Just confident. The smile that a woman has when she’s never punched for anything there has never been a need to fight for anything bec







