LOGIN~Soren~I don't want to go to that party.Let me just say that again for those still not hearing me: I. Do. Not. Want. To. Go.But Indie has this superpower where she can guilt-trip you into committing to anything, and Jazz backs her up like they’re a tag-team of peer pressure."You’ve been moping all week," Indie says over lunch."I haven’t been moping." "You literally sigh fourteen times during Communications class," Jazz adds. "I counted.""That’s breathing." “That’s called depression,” said Indie with a shake of her head. “And the cure is a party. There’s one tonight at Megan’s place. We’re going.”“I’m not—”“We’re going,” Jazz repeats, and that’s that.So here I am. In Megan-whoever-she is’s apartment that’s crowded with college students, red solo cups, and awful music that’s too loud to think over.Kyle texts to say he’s running late. Something about a family thing. Lucky him.I'm nursing a cup of something that tastes like regret and bad decisions when Indie grabs my arm."O
~Soren~So here's the deal with my life: it's dull.It's the kind of boredom that even Netflix would have a hard time matching for dreariness.While Georgina is due to marry Alpha Donovan, now husband number five for anyone keeping score, I live in the dorm at Eastmoore College. I share a tiny room with a girl who hoards toenail clippings. I never inquire why. Some mysteries should remain buried.My pack is tiny and negligible. Nothing ever really takes place there except for the occasional stray scare, and Mrs. Henderson’s feline climbing up trees again.I don’t party. I don’t keep track of pack gossip. I don’t really know who’s who apart from “that one is an alpha, don’t make eye contact.”So when people at Eastmoore mention Felix Dimitri in passing — some rich kid from Elsbridge Pack — I glaze over. The problems of the rich are not my problems.Until they are my problems.And now I stand in front of a sprawling manor house and I am waiting for a driver that Georgina insists on beca
~Soren~I woke up too early to too much sun.Awake in a bed that most likely costs more than Georgina’s first three weddings put together, in a room that appears as if I punched a hole through the walls of a hotel lobby. White, gold, pristine. Not a speck of real life to be found.I can’t stand it.My phone says 9:00 a.m. I slept through breakfast. Good. The less I have to spend time with my new “family” the better, really.I’m flicking through my phone, procrastinating on life as responsibly as I possibly can, when someone knocks.Not a polite tap. a full fist.“What?” I hiss.The door opened.Felix. Naturally.He leans against the frame like he has come to announce wedding plans. Black T-shirt, jeans, hair still wet, smirk already formed.“Morning, Siren.”“It’s Soren. And knocking is usually followed by waiting to go in.”“I did knock.” He walks in without hesitation. “You said ‘what’. I read that as ‘please, Felix, bless me with your presence.’”I toss a pillow at him.He catches
~Soren~I awake with a cold, wet sticking substance running down my cheeks.Orange juice.My mother -- I mean, Georgina -- is standing over me with an empty champagne flute, as if she just performed a public service.“Get up,” she hisses. “The party ain’t over, and you’re hiding like you’re some feral cat.”I wipe juice from my eyes. “You just poured —”“I don’t give a shit. Get. Up.” She takes hold of my arm, pulling me from the couch on which I blacked out in some random sitting room of this colossal manor. I don’t even know how I got here.Oh right. Mate bond panic attack. “Now young lady.”“Mom, I’m tired—”“It’s Georgina tonight. We’re in public.” She smooths down her ridiculous designer dress — the replacement one after I ruined the first. “And my friends are here. Important people, Soren. Try not to embarrass me more than you’ve already done.”Owie.But also, standard Georgina procedure, so honestly I should have seen this coming.She drags me down the hallways like I’m a misb
~Soren~I can't be someone's mate. No way, that’s not possible. The last time I fell out of love was last year when I was just nineteen. Among all of the reasons that Jacob gave me, one was that my auburn hair reminded him of his late grandmother who passed away at fifteen.You can see I'm surrounded by fools, and I found him in my neighbor's bed and he didn't say sorry. The idiot said he was helping her hunt for pimples.I glance up at the handsome devil in front of me."Your wolf's sick." I yell, but only a handful of people looks our way. "I’ll run, I refuse, you…you…pumpkin."Pumpkin? Did I just call a six-foot-something future alpha pumpkin?Great Terrific. My insults are as broken as my life.Felix's eye twitches. Just the left one. And for some reason, that makes him look even MORE unbearably hot, which—no. Stop. Brain, we don’t have time for this."Pumpkin?" His voice drops lower, and I swear the temperature drops around us with it. Or maybe that’s just my survival instincts
~Soren~ My name is Soren. Yes, soren. Now don't ask me why but I guess mom thought I might be a boy when I was still just a little pup in her womb. So I guess I was bad luck from the very beginning. In fact, late Aunt Irina said mom smooshed up her face when the pack nurse brought me forward. Oh, I forgot I'm an omega. Ta-da from the family of Betas so don't ask me again, ask the moon goddess. Mom is literally the last beta since she's grandpa and grandma's only child. And guess what? Mom is remarrying today. For the fifth time. Shhhh, don't tell anybody. I also inadvertently destroyed her dress and if you see anyone who resembles a farmer in baggy jeans with short hair, that’s me. Plus, Mom gave me a surprise haircut in my sleep. Payback from her. Call it Aura for Aura and it makes me look like a traumatized lion. "You may now kiss the bride." The pack’s officiating priest says. "Before Elsbridge Pack and the moon goddess I pronounce you mates." Yeah, everyone is crazy i







