My wife

CHAPTER 10

“Xavier..” I couldn’t form a sentence. I heard him let out a low growl from his throat and felt butterflies erupt in my stomach.

“Say that again, I liked it.” His deep voice rang in my ears as his hand went under my shirt and onto my bare waist.

I couldn’t think now, my mind was clouded.

“Xavier,” I repeated as told and he sucked on the skin on my neck before replying.

“Good girl.”

He gently turned me so I was on my back. He wasn’t in the mask anymore but I couldn’t get a proper look at his face. All I could see was his bright eyes looking directly into mine

My hand found its way to his cheek then my thumb caressed his bottom lip. He held my hand that was on his cheek and kissed my palm as he looked me straight in the eye.

“I need your confirmation. Do you want to?” he said looking directly into my eyes.

God, I wanted to, so bad. My body was burning.

“Yes,” I said and he let out a low chuckle as he buried his head in my neck kissing and sucking the skin leaving flames of pleasure. He was now fully on top of me. I was trapped between his arms, his warmth was making my skin tingle and thirst for his touch.

“Call me daddy.” He said as he pulled away from my neck and hovered his face over mine.

So he’s into that sort of thing… least I’m getting paid enough.

“Daddy.” My cheeks were red when I said it and he seemed even more aroused. It was evident because I could feel him pocking my thigh.

He knelt between my legs and held my legs open rubbing his hardness on my center. I moaned feeling pleasure erupt from there. He wrapped my legs around his waist as he hoisted me up to straddle him as he knelt.

He took off my shirt leaving my chest exposed. My heart was already beating so fast and my body was so hot, yearning for him to touch me more, yearning for his scent to taunt me, his fingers to caress every inch of my body.

He kissed my pink nipples and sucked on them as I moaned.

“Louder! Cry for daddy my baby.”

He said as he circled his tongue around my nipple and used his hand to fondle and pinch the other softly.

I moaned even louder and felt myself get wetter.

“You’re so wet, I can feel you dripping on me. Such a naughty girl.”

He hummed in a low seductive voice as he tossed me back on my back and clutched the elastic waist of my pants then pulled them off leaving me completely naked now.

“My baby is so beautiful.” He said as he bit his lip looking at my naked body.

His hand traced my skin ever so lightly. From my collarbone down to my chest, fondling my nipple before proceeding down my abdomen and stopping dangerously close to my flower. “What does my baby say when she gets a compliment?”

He was messing with me. It took me a while to register what he said. My thoughts were mush. I was nothing more than an animal running on instinct now.

“T-thank you, daddy,” I responded and he smirked and then started planting kisses down my body. From my abdomen to my hips, then my thighs.

Everywhere he kisses felt like a caress from a flame when his lips parted from my skin.

He kissed between my thighs and I could only feel my flower throbbing for him. I was starting to get agitated because he was teasing me so much.

He must’ve noticed so he chuckled in amusement.

“You’re so impatient, baby.” He kissed my thigh and lay a kiss on my flower before spreading his tongue on it. I moaned and felt my hips squirm as he kept moving his tongue up my clit and then down. He secured his hands on my hips as he sucked on my clit the rubbered it with his tongue.

I couldn’t help but run my hands through his hair.

“Ah…daddy!” I moaned and he kept his eyes on mine as he alternated between fast and slow movements.

“You taste so good, baby.” He mumbled as he pulled away and held my legs open then used his thumb to fondle my clit. His eyes still drilling holes in mine.

I got wetter and felt even more pleasure erupt from my core. He then slid his index finger down my flower and into my hole. He first thrust in and out slowly before increasing the speed gradually. I moaned even more from his thrusts.

I wanted more, another finger inside me. He did just that and I couldn’t help but throw my head back as flames of pleasure engulfed me.

He started licking my clit as well and I felt myself cum in his mouth. My clit became sensitive so he slowed down and removed his fingers from inside me then lay a kiss on my flower.

“Mmm, seems like you enjoyed it too much baby.” He hummed and kissed my thighs.

Tears of pleasure were dripping from my eyes and my body got sweaty. This is the most heavenly sex I’ve had and I haven’t even been penetrated yet. The number of times I’ve done it and remained unsatisfied or just uninterested tops the number of fingers and toes on my body.

I heard him sigh then lay beside me and turned his body to face me. I looked at him in confusion.

“Aren’t you going to satisfy yourself?” I asked and I heard a low chuckle escape his throat.

“If I go on from here, I won’t let you rest love,” he said as he tipped my chin with his index finger and thumb gently so I was facing him.

“You have Courtney waiting for you or did you forget about her?”

Shit shit shit, I completely forgot.

For the record, I blame Xavier for this. I’m not an irresponsible adult.

I looked at him expectantly and he waved his hand. “You can leave now.”

With that, I stood up and walked to the bathroom where I left my backpack that had my belongings. I searched for my phone and tapped on the home screen reading the time as 2:15 am.

Shit, I’ve got to get home fast.

..............the next day.........................

This is the last place I wanted to be at is what I wanted to say to Courtney as we sat on the park bench. Sunbeams shot down at the trees. The trees cast patterned shadows on the ground and bird humming and probably pissing in the air. I bet they laugh about it when it lands on some unlucky souls.

Dogs were skipping around and playing with their owners, a few families were having picnics under the trees.

I had my gaze on them for a second too long reminiscing on the days when I had that when I had happiness.

The feeling was flushed down by the fact that I’ll have to see him today.

"Courtney, are you sure you don't want to go to the zoo or beach?" I urged her.

"No, I want to see Xavier, my prince." she squealed and I couldn't help but notice how excited and happy she was to meet that guy.

The thing about my job is that I’d never- not in a million years- want to meet a guy I slept with.

I’m going to feel so embarrassed. Wait. Why am I even worried? Xavier doesn’t seem like he’d give a damn about coming here, he seems like a busy guy considering he doesn’t bubble too much or smile at all. At least not in front of me.

It’s even harder to tell with that damn mask on all the time. One of these days, I’ll get enough determination to rip it off his face- that is if I ever see him again which I don’t hope to do.

Liar.

Although I have to admit that he has a particular set of skills that are very applicable in the bedroom.

Damn, ambidextrous dude.

I swayed my head from side to side and tapped my cheeks repeatedly trying to get the thoughts of him out of my mind. "Xavier!" Courtney exclaimed trust me when I say I almost harled out my heart, I’m not lying. I looked where she was running to and saw familiar blue eyes and dark hair.

Fuck!

You’re fucked.

Jokes on you, I was fucked yesterday.

As if on cue, my heartbeat accelerated the moment we made eye contact. My life is a movie, isn’t it?

I quickly looked away and to the ground trying to act natural and according to Sierra’s manual of acting natural, picking up a stick and drawing patterns in the grass was just the thing to do. It was disturbing looking at him because of the pang in my chest. I saw him and Courtney walking hand in hand toward where I was seated. I had no time to panic so I froze.

Stick dropped to the ground.

We were now all awkwardly seated on the bench. Courtney was between Xavier and me. She looked from me who was fidgeting with my fingers probably counting them over and over again to Xavier who was staring at his phone without a care in the word.

So he’s taking the act like nothing happened option.

"You guys are acting like you don’t know each other," she said in a sassy tone I glared at her to shut up but she just stuck out her tongue at me.

She stood up and dusted off her little jeans then sighed

"I'm going to play with the kids at the playground, meanwhile, you guys should talk more because life has to go on, you haven't even gone on one date." Before she was too far, I heard her whisper something to herself.

Sometimes, I wish she had a mute button.

"Good afternoon, Sierra. Nice to meet your acquaintance once again," he spoke casually as if this was a business meeting. It must be simple for someone like him to act as if nothing happened. He’s either an outstanding Grammy-worthy actor or he just doesn’t give a fuck.

On the other hand, I was nervous, I didn’t know what to do. I even forgot how to reply. I couldn’t make eye contact with him. It’s like everywhere he touched last night is still sensitive. His scent wasn’t helping either.

I need air.

"I – uh got to go do…something" After my excellent excuse, I stood up to walk away but he caught my hand and once again, those sparks, the ones that appear whenever we touch. I tried to yank my hand away from his grasp.

Running from your problems never works, bitch!

“Let go.”

“Where are you going?”

“Away.”

I heard him grunt in disapproval. I turned to him and he was looking at me patronizingly like I was a first grader. It was annoying, he thought I was stupid.

I yanked my hand away and glared at him.

“Why are you acting as if nothing happened?”

“If I were not like this, we’d be out of here, at a hotel, doing a little more than we did yesterday.”

There was silence.

“Why are you doing this?”

I didn’t understand him, I didn’t know how to read him and I didn’t even understand myself around him. It’s the whole mate thing, isn’t it? The tingly feelings, the rapid heartbeat, the discombobulated thoughts, the random wetness, and everything: it’s just so strange.

“Sierra, why are you doing this?”

I turned to look at him in confusion and he sighed.

“Why do you resist the attraction to your mate?” he asked and I took three seconds before answering. Why do I resist? Because I don’t want a mate.

“I don’t want a mate, never have, never will.” I searched his eyes for an answer but once again, nothing. Why am I doing this? I hate him, he’s just magically destined to be with me – I did my research on mates.

"Xavier, I want you to know the reason I don't want a mate," I said and finally met his eyes once again. "I've been through many bad things, I've seen the world from angles that normal people don't usually see. I want it to be just Sierra and Courtney. please stay away from me and Courtney from today onwards, I don't trust you." I said and at this point, his expression was unreadable, I couldn’t even tell if he was alive.

His emotional scent was confusing.

"I respectfully decline.”

Trust me, it surprised me just as much as it surprised you.