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My Awakening — The Alpha’s Regret and Pain
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I spent five years patching the cracks in Jonathan Blackwood—the Blackwood Pack’s legendary Alpha—until his first love, Isabella, “rise from the dead.” Jonathan dropped me in a heartbeat, dragging our two pups to her side. Blinded, they saw only Isabella’s shine—never her evil, never my heartbreak. At last, I woke up. I filed the bond-dissolution in silence and walked away—leaving everything, even my pups, to that foolish Alpha and the calculating she-wolf. When his wish was granted and her mask fell, Isabella’s cruelty began to fill Jonathan’s hollow chest with doubt and regret. He knelt before me, punished her, and begged me to return. I only looked at him with pity. “The one who hurt me most was never her. It was you.”
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I returned to a land I had once called home and now felt only strange. The Blackwood manor walls still loomed. Servants moved through the corridors. Time here looked frozen.Quick footsteps drummed—Leo and Finn flew down the stairs toward me, the pups I had once loved more than life.“Mom!”“Mom! Now that you’re back… are you staying? Before… it was our fault. Mother, I love you…”Finn. His voice was shredded and hoarse, a dull knife sawing at my chest. I saw the scars on their small bodies, not yet healed.Pain? Perhaps. But I had already chosen to leave—not just their father, but the two pups who had once scooped out my heart with their own hands.At their cries, I only dipped my chin. No extra words. In a few syllables and a look, they read the truth; their eyes went red.“Mom… are you really… not going to want us anymore?” Leo’s voice held the whimper of an abandoned cub.I looked at them and felt nothing but stillness. I was about to speak when Jonathan cut in, too quickly.“Don’t
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Elara’s POVBy the time Beta Kael reached me, I was already in a neutral city far from the old werewolf powers.It was a mix of packs here; no one cared if I’d been a Luna or a runaway. The first days were numb and hollow. Alex’s death and Jonathan’s cold eyes clawed me awake at night. But I knew dwelling in the past would be my deepest betrayal of myself.My years as Blackwood’s Luna—brokering inside and outside the pack, temporarily running affairs when Jonathan was overrun—those “mate’s duties” became my capital now. With a deep grasp of how wolf packs operate and a hard edge honed under Jonathan’s indifference, I quickly found a place at a cross-pack consultancy.I wasn’t an appendage anymore. People listened when I spoke. My competence brought respect and an income of my own. I used my first paycheck to buy Alex a permanent, peaceful grave.I soon had a little house of my own. Small, but the windows faced sunrise. I didn’t have to wait for anyone or guess at anyone’s heart.The hu
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The next morning, I headed straight to Pack headquarters to push the search for Elara.Kael didn’t bring news of her. Instead, he set down proof of Alex’s death. The sound tore through me like thunder.“Time of death: approximately one month ago.”One month ago—the day I ordered Alex “the dummy” pushed off the cliff. Elara’s keening at the precipice, her accusation that Isabella had switched the bodies—none of it had been theater. It was raw truth. I actually became an accomplice in the death of her younger brother!“Alpha,” Kael’s voice dragged me back, “we also found evidence Miss Reed abused the young masters.”The recording froze my blood—Isabella, the woman I had defended at all costs, scalding my sons with boiling things where I couldn’t see. Last night, I’d believed her lies and locked Leo and Finn away for “reflect.”A shrill ring sliced the air—the academy mentor asking why the boys were absent.They didn’t go to school at all.Panic seized me. “Back to the manor. Now!” I tore
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Jonathan’s POVThree days later, when Isabella and I brought the pups home from a short training session, a strange hush met us at the Blackwood manor. At this hour, Elara would usually have the hearth lit, the air steeped in the aroma of a carefully prepared supper. Now, there were only cold stone walls and a silent hall.“Mom! We’re starving!” Leo shouted up the stairs out of habit. Finn chimed in, “Hurry and cook!”No answer. Their young voices rang around the empty space, jarringly loud.My heart stuttered. My eyes swept the room and froze on the stone coffee table—two parchment documents lay neatly there beside a familiar note.When I recognized the dissolution of the mating bond, my whole body went numb. The embossed seal of effect caught the candlelight with merciless authority. Elara’s fine script was a blade to my chest: [I’m gone. Don’t look for me. I have abandoned you all.]“This is impossible…” I stroked a shaking finger over my signature. I ransacked my memory and finall
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Soon, Isabella’s birthday arrived. Jonathan had wanted a grand Pack-wide banquet, but she demurred softly: “Let’s just do it at home. I don’t like noise.”Leo chimed in at once. “Perfect! I hate all those fake compliments anyway. Just us is best!”On the day, the villa was dressed in warm luxury. Se
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We stepped off the Ferris wheel and headed for the parade of flower floats.The night was a wash of color. Just as the crowd burst into cheers, the draft horses let out a terrified scream and bolted straight into the masses!“Watch out!”In the chaos of shrieks, I saw Jonathan and the pups move like
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On the third evening, Jonathan returned with the two pups.As soon as he entered, he did something rare—he explained first. “Isabella is uniquely sensitive to pain. It’s a medical condition. That’s why we took her in first…”Leo muttered, “Yeah. Mother, you’re stronger and tougher. You don’t need us
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A scream pealed from the dining room. A servant sprinted in, pale. “Alpha! Miss Reed was splashed by freshly boiled wolfsbane tonic!”Jonathan froze mid-motion.“Was it serious?” His voice was sharp.“Her… the back of her hand is red—”Before the servant finished, Jonathan shot to his feet. “Elara,
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