Camille:
“You have such a nice apartment,” the girl said when she was done eating her sandwich. “Thank you,” Daniel said with a cheeky grin. “It’s not his apartment,” I said, unable to stop myself. “Cam,” Lucia reprimanded. “That wasn’t necessary.” “I’m sorry. Who are you again?” The girl asked, looking at me like I was the unwelcome guest instead of her. “Camille,” I said firmly. “Lucia and I share this apartment.” “Okay, I don’t care,” she said after studying me for a moment. “I didn’t know you had a sister, Dan. Sorry for keeping you up all night, Lucia,” she said with a proud chuckle. Good thing I had put on noise canceling headphones. I couldn’t imagine having to put up with whatever shenanigans Daniel and this girl had gone on during the night. “It’s no big deal,” Lucia said with a nervous laugh. “I just got back this morning anyway.” I glared at my roommate, but she didn’t look at me. When did she become so…not uptight. “Oh. Then who was knocking on our walls and yelling at us last night?” The girl asked. I froze and at that moment, Daniel turned to me with a sly smile. “There’s only one person in this house that loathes seeing people happy so badly, Mia, and it’s not my sister,” he said. “I didn’t…” I murmured, but Lucia interrupted me. “You guys must have really stressed her up last night. She only sleep walks when she goes to sleep really exhausted,” Lucia said and all three of them began to laugh. My eyelids twitched as I stared at Lucia in surprise. How could she just embarrass me like that? “I can’t believe you’re unbearable even in your sleep,” the girl whose name I just found out was Mia said while laughing. “You’re such a creep.” Before I wasn’t comfortable around her, but now I realized I didn’t like her. I was so angry, I wanted to stand up and walk away, but I knew that would only give them another reason to make fun of me. So instead, I ignored them and took another gulp from my glass of water. “Be careful with the glass, Cam,” Daniel said. “It’s more fragile than the walls of this house you tried to break down last night.” Lucia spat out her water as she laughed, and Mia joined in. I looked at the three of them. Sure I was the one being made fun of, but none of the things they were saying was funny. “Aww. I know sexual frustration when I see it and girl, you’re reeking of it right now. Maybe try and get laid so you won’t have to be so lonely and creepy anymore,” Mia continued, mocking me. It was obvious they weren’t going to stop. I wish I had just walked away. “I know you’re so eager to believe that whatever you did last night shook this house so much that I tried to stop you even in my sleep, but news flash, I slept off with my headphones on so I didn’t hear anything, dumbass,” I snapped at her. “It was probably one of your wasted friends from your stupid party that was banging on your walls and not me.” The table went silent and all eyes turned to me. “And maybe I reek of ‘sexual frustration’ like you said, but right now you reek of booze and puke and cum which is way worse,” I continued before gulping the last of my water. “That was uncalled for, Cam,” Lucia said in disapproval. “It was just a harmless joke.” I scoffed. “It wasn’t uncalled for when you casually announced I sleep walk, was it? I don’t know what’s going on with you Lucia, but I really hope you don’t plan to keep acting like this until your dumb brother leaves. Ugh. I wish I had gone to school!” Before anyone else could say a word, I stormed out of the dining and went into my room, locking the door shut after me. I didn’t want to hear anything they would say after, so I put on my headphones and started to listen to rock music in the highest volume. I was still really hungry, but I couldn’t bring myself to leave my room and make some cereal for myself. I couldn’t remember the last time Lucia and I ever had a fight, and I wasn’t ready for the awkwardness that would definitely follow after. Several minutes later, I tossed the headphones away because they were only increasing my headache. I listened carefully, but heard no sound from outside. At least that meant they were no longer talking to me. Daniel had been here for less than a day and things were already turning out badly for me. How was I even supposed to cope for an entire month when Lucia just seemed to change for the worse because of him? What on earth was even wrong with me? I was too old to be locking myself up in my room and starving simply because someone had said something hurtful to me over breakfast. Sighing, I unlocked my door and tiptoed toward the kitchen, heaving a sigh of relief when I didn’t run into anyone. Lucia was probably asleep after her night shift and Daniel, well, I didn’t care what Daniel and his bimbo were up to, as long as they weren’t disturbing me. I poured the milk and cereal in the bowl silently, so as not to attract any attention to myself. Mia looked like she liked trouble and I wasn’t ready to play ‘cheerleader bullies nerdy girl’ with her. Did I seriously just refer to myself as ‘nerdy girl?’ When I was done preparing my second breakfast, I turned to take it back to my room. I almost dropped the bowl when I saw Daniel, leaning by the door frame with his hands in his pockets. “Thirty minutes,” he said, after glancing up at the clock in the dining room. “That’s how long it took you to come back, grinch.” My eyes widened when I realized what he just called me. All my hopes of thinking we could bury what happened last night disappeared. If he remembered to call me that, then that meant he remembered everything that had happened by the kitchen counter, where I was currently leaning on.Camille: It was almost dark outside, and just as Lucia had rightly said, it was quite chilly. I was thankful I had worn a thick hoodie over my clothes. That would serve as protection from both the cold and anyone who tried to look at me weird for buying plan b. ‘Cam, this is 2025,’ I told myself. From someone who ready steamy books for a living, I was pretty close minded. I walked for about ten minutes before I started to rethink my entire decision. The hospital was quite far. I had lied to Lucia that I was going to the school clinic, but I couldn’t bear the thought of seeing anyone who would recognize me as Lucia’s friend. Now I regretted my decision to walk. I could have taken a cab instead but foolhardy as I was, I had left the house without any money, standing on my decision to walk. Maybe it was because I didn’t want the feeling of telling Lucia so many lies or maybe it was something else but whatever it was had led me to make a dumb choice. I decided to go to a ph
Camille: “He’s lying. Whatever he told you. You should know your brother,” I spoke quickly, only realizing I had made things worse for myself later. She cocked her head to the side in confusion, and in that moment, she looked so much like Daniel it felt freaky. “You don’t even know what he said?” She countered, her suspicion growing. I sighed. I felt so cold all of a sudden that I could even feel myself shivering. I had dug a pit for myself and I needed to save myself before I fell in. “I don’t care what he said. Just know he’s lying.” I wished I could have come up with something else. “I’m so confused,” she said, crossing her arms over the other and walking up to me. I stepped back without thinking and knocked my heel against the door. “I thought you were in good terms or something. What happened?” she asked when she was close to me. I noticed her face then, the small smile she didn’t even try to hide. Think, Cam, think. Why did the thought of her brother and I no
Camille: What is wrong with me? Seriously! Immediately when I stepped into my room, I locked the door and stood behind it with my ear pressed against it. My entire body was shaking, my legs felt too weak to bear the weight of my entire body. I was scared, that much was obvious. I didn’t want to hear them yell again, not only because hearing them go at loggerheads with each other had triggered my panic attack the last time, but because this time, I was the main object of contention. I couldn’t imagine having both of them turn on me. I could have counted on Daniel’s support before, but after what I had said to him, I knew that was a lost cause. I winced when I thought about it. I had called his cum diseased. Ugh. A part of me felt horrible about my words especially when I remembered the hurt look he had given me, but another part of me was still mad at him. I had prided myself on not being like one of the other girls he hooked up with, but having him cum inside me r
Camille: It all went in. With not so much as even one obstruction in the way. I could feel the pressure of his cock inside me, but the accompanying discomfort was not there. He remained in that position for a while, holding my hips taut to him as though he wanted to revel being inside me for as long as he could. When I slightly angled my head to look up at him, I could see his eyes were tightly shut. My chest was pressed against the bed, and my butt was raised higher than I would have thought possible. I usually found this position dehumanizing, but being here, knowing he could go as deep as he wanted made me feel powerful in some ironic way. “Ow,” I gasped, not expecting the sudden deep thrust from him. “You good?” He asked in a thick voice. His British accent was clearer than usual now. “Yeah…” I murmured while my body quickly adjusted to his size. He pulled me back up since I had lolled forward. “I just wasn’t expecting…oh!” He pushed into me once more, even mo
Camille: “…and I can’t always assume all the time or only do what I want to do. I don’t want to mess this up. You can just get what you want if you…” he paused. “You don’t even have to ‘ask’. Just go for it. I’m right here. It’s always me. I want to know you like this…you want this just as much as I do, because sometimes it feels like you don’t.” . I couldn’t believe my heart could beat anymore wildly than it had before, but when Daniel spoke- explained to me why he hadn’t jumped at the opportunity to do what I had really wanted him to do. The tears returned, but this time they weren’t born out of pain, fear or uncertainty like before. I wasn’t unsure of how he felt toward me anymore. Looking at his face deeply this time, I could see all the hidden emotions erupt this time. The vulnerability, the need he had for me to want this as much as he did but most especially, the lust he had managed to conceal somehow was now very evident, so clear I wondered how I had missed it before.
Camille: My wide open mouth finally closed a few seconds after, breaking into a closed mouthed smile. What was I supposed to say to that? Daniel had just said he was obsessed with me, and unlike all the other times he had said anything remotely pleasant to me and I inwardly forced myself to roll my eyes so I would convince myself I didn’t believe them and that they didn’t get to me, this one sounded really genuine. Not to sound pessimistic or accepting of the barest minimum, technically, Daniel had no other reason left to be nice to me. I mean, if he had only been acting like a decent human being just to get me to sleep with him, we were way past that now, so that meant he was being nice simply because he wanted to be nice to me. “Ah,” Daniel gasped, bringing me back to the present. “What?” I muttered, looking around before setting my eyes on the tv. The most disgusting animal I had ever seen stared back at me. I had no idea we had been watching a nature documentary.