LOGINCamille:
“Awesome,” he said and removed his hand from mine. I watched him swallow the pills and gulp down after. It was when he raised his brows at me that I realized I had been staring. “How was your flight?” Lucia asked him, sitting beside me. He shrugged. “It was cool actually since I flew first class.” “How are mom and dad?” He frowned. “Still the same old whiny little b*tches they’ve always been.” Oh, so he was one of those people who cursed all the time. I had assumed it was because he was drunk. How on earth was Lucia the black sheep? I couldn’t imagine talking about my parents like that. “That bad, huh,” Lucia said, looking down at her hands. “Hey, it’s fine,” he said in the softest tone I had ever heard him use. “Forget about them. They’re not worth being sad over. I’m here and that’s all that should matter.” She nodded and sniffled. “Come here,” he said, standing up and she did the same with a giggle. “I haven’t seen you in years. This is huge.” I poured myself another glass of water and drank it while they hugged and spoke about things only both of them could understand. “I’m really hungry,” he said after a while. “Cam is the one that does the cooking around here. I can’t cook to save my life but her dad is a chef and I think it flows in their blood because she’s really good,” Lucia said, turning to me. I gave her a look. That intro had been completely unnecessary. I was adopted and therefore shared no blood connection with my father, so her theory made no sense. It was only the two of them, yet for some reason, I felt nervous, like I had been thrown into the spotlight. “I’m sorry to disappoint, but in case you’ve forgotten, I have a fever after everything I had to endure last night,” I said and glanced at Daniel from the corner of my eye. He did not look impressed. “What do you have available? I’ll make us something,” he said, standing up and going to open our fridge. There was some leftover bread which he toasted and mixed everything else he found in our fridge to make a sandwich. Strangely enough, it tasted good. “I had my doubts but this tastes great,” Lucia said, licking her fingers. I wanted to tell her she was overreacting, but decided against it. It was just a sandwich. It wasn’t like he invented something new. Ugh. Why was I so pressed about everything? He smiled. “Thanks. It’s a little trick I learned from Rhea that…” He stopped talking and froze, while Lucia pursed her lips and placed a hand over his, being sympathetic. I looked at both of them. Was this a sibling thing? If it was, then I was thankful to be an only child because this was weird. “Who’s Rhea?” I asked, wanting the weird moment to end. “His ex-fiancé,” Lucia told me. “Oof,” I said, shaking my head. Daniel glared at me and faced his sister. “You told her?” “No, I just. I mean, yes, but not everything…” she explained but he just raised his hand to stop her. “It’s fine. It’s not a big deal,” he said and smiled even though it didn’t reach his eyes. There was an extra sandwich still remaining, so I stretched my hand to collect it since I was still a bit hungry. Daniel held my wrist just before I could touch it. My eyes widened as I looked down at my wrist, where our hands were connected. He stared at me for what felt like ages, where all I could think of was how warm his hand felt on mine. “This isn’t for you,” he said and dropped my hand like it was trash. Okay, rude. For someone who claimed not to remember me, he gave off the vibe that he didn’t like me. Or maybe I was just reading too much meaning into every action of his. I wondered why. “I feel like I deserve it more than you do after what you put me through last night,” I said, deciding not to let it go. Lucia turned to me. “Put you through last night? What do you mean by that?” “The party? My headache?” I said, wondering why she was being dramatic over something I had already explained to her. Daniel started to laugh, a deep sound that erupted from him and did something to my stomach. “Lucia thinks we f*cked last night,” he explained with a chuckle. “What?” Why did he have to be so crude? “Sorry. It was just the way you said it,” she said with a nervous chuckle. “Just give her the sandwich,” she told her brother. “I’ve already told her it’s not for her,” he said. “Then who is it for?” I asked, crossing my arms over my chest. “Her,” he said, pointing toward the passage Lucia and I were backing. Lucia and I turned back to see a girl walking toward the dining. She was wearing an oversized shirt and from the way her breasts bounced with every step, it was obvious she wasn’t wearing anything underneath. I looked at Daniel in disgust. She wasn’t even the same girl I had seen him with in the kitchen yesterday. I looked down at my hands, bracing myself for one of Lucia’s infamous outbursts. There were several things she didn’t accept in the house and even I wasn’t exempt from her rules. Some things made her tick and start to yell like a mother raising several kids and this was one of them. I understood that she had cut her brother some slack after the party he threw the night before because he just got there, but I knew she would definitely draw the line at him letting some random girl sleep in our apartment. “Hi,” Lucia said and I whipped my head up wondering if I had heard right. Did she just greet the strange girl? “Could you be a darling and get me a glass of water?” The girl asked, placing her hand on her head. “Sure,” Lucia said with a smile and stood up to get the girl what she asked. “You can sit there.” I stared open-mouthed as my roommate disappeared into the kitchen while the stranger who Daniel had spent the night with sat down beside me. “This is for you,” Daniel said, pushing the sandwich plate toward the girl. “Oh, thank you,” she said, gobbling the food right away. “I really needed this after last night.” I rolled my eyes and turned to the kitchen, feeling uncomfortable and strangely angry. Why was Lucia acting weirdly nice when she would have been losing her sh*t under normal circumstances? Why had he spent the night with some girl in our house like this was a frat house? But most of all, why was I so angry that he had spent the night with the girl? “That’s your sister, right? The one getting me the water,” the girl asked Daniel, taking another bite of her sandwich. He nodded and she turned to me. “Then who’s the chick?” Daniel smirked at me and turned back to the girl and I knew right away that whatever answer he would give was going to be something stupid. “Here’s your water,” Lucia said, thankfully choosing that particular moment to appear and prevent Daniel from saying whatever he was going to say. I wouldn’t deny it though. I was really curious to know what the sober part of him thought of me.Camille: My classmates, or do I say former classmates ran wild outside, looking, shouting and celebrating like they’d just been proclaimed winners of a war. I didn’t scream, but the smile on my face was wider than everyone else’s. We were all excited that we were basically done with school at this point, our last exam just taken, but my happiness was deeper than that. My flight to London was already booked for the next day. It was a struggle to walk home without looking like an escapee lunatic. My legs itched to skip and run, and my throat yearned to scream, but I struggled to hold everything in until I got to my apartment. Away from the infectious celebration of my other classmates, I couldn’t bear to smile too hard because no one would understand. A few of my neighbors I’d never spoken to gave me weird questioning looks when I stepped into the apartment building and I automatically tried to hide my smile. But in second thought, fuck it. Why did I care what they thought of
Camille: “I don’t know.” Her words were barely audible as they came out muffled. “You don’t know what?” I asked, my patience running thin. “I don’t know what’s wrong with me.” Grace’s eyes met mine, the same baffled look behind them. “Lucia,” Grace called, her voice weak. She was the only one of us still standing by now. “What does that mean?” Lucia finally looked up at her. Her pupils were wide, like a puppy that had just been caught doing something wrong. “I’m sorry, Grace. She’s right. Most of what I told you were lies.” Grace’s lips trembled, but her eyes were fiery. She was broken, but furious. “Which part?” “Cam and I never dated.” “Then why did you say you did?” Lucia swallowed and looked away. “Because I wasn’t sure of us.” A lone tear fell down Grace’s cheek but she quickly wiped it. That was a very heartbreaking confession. “Two years,” she murmured, wiping more tears with more fury. It didn’t seem to stop them from coming though.
Camille: Lucia looked between Grace and I, the expression on her face unreadable. “What’s going on?” She asked. “You tell me,” Grace muttered. “Are you guys fighting again? You know you don’t have to,” she said, taking a step forward towards her girlfriend, but Grace took a step back, surprising her. For the first time, I actually realized how dumb I’d been in the past. I’d assumed that like me, Lucia didn’t want any trouble and that was why she never stepped in to set her girlfriend straight when she said things I’d assumed she’d made up in her jealous hysterical mind, but now I could see it clear as day that Lucia actually enjoyed it when Grace squabbled with me. It probably made her proud in some sick way. “Okay, now for real, tell me what the hell is going on,” Lucia said. She could tell that the tables had turned. “Have you been lying to me?” Grace asked, her eyes getting glaze with tears. Lucia narrowed her eyes. “Of course not, baby,” she said with a
Camille: I banged on my apartment door like a maniac, totally ignoring the doorbell. I could barely control myself. My chest felt like it was going to explode. I didn’t know what to do with myself. My fists were almost bloody from punching the walls and then the door, something I’d never done in my life before. Grace, Lucia’s girlfriend used the door as a shield when she opened it. There was a mousy look on her face which soon turned into indignation as she realized it was just me and not some dangerous madman. “What on earth is wrong with you! Why did you knock like that?” I pushed past her into the house and began to yell Lucia’s name. “She’s not in the house,” Carla said. “Where the hell is she then?” I snapped at her and her mousy look returned. My hands were trembling. It was probably for the best that Lucia wasn’t around. I would have done something I’d have regretted. “She…she went to get groceries,” Grace responded. “Since when does Lucia get grocerie
Camille: Clearing my throat., I regained my composure and stood up with a smile. “I’m sorry professor. Could you rephrase the question? I didn’t quite understand it,” I said, sounding as genuine as possible. I wasn’t scared because even though I no longer answered questions in class or even listened during some of the lectures, I still managed to ace all my electives. “Since we just discussed the literary device of the ‘unreliable narrator’, specifically within the context of modernist fiction,” he began, peering up at me from the top of his glasses in a way that managed to make me believe he was looking down at me. “How does Woolf, in Mrs. Dalloway, use the stream of consciousness technique to present Clarissa Dalloway's perspective as simultaneously subjective and yet a collectively resonant truth of the post-war London society?” I swore I could see a smirk on his ‘gotcha’ face. My brain began to work, but must have taken my momentary silence as ignorance. The rest
Camille: “I love you so much baby, but I’ve got to go.” I shut my eyes, wishing he’d take those words back. “Just five more minutes. What difference will five minutes make?” I refused to tell him I loved him back. Telling him that would mean I consented to ending our discussion. Daniel smiled. He looked like the dream guy in a romance movie, especially because I was watching him through the screen of my laptop. “It doesn’t make much of a difference, yes, but when five minutes turns to five more, then before you know it, we’re in fifteen more and next, an hour is gone and I’ll be late for work. I won’t even need to show up because I wouldn’t have had the time to prepare for any cases at all and I’d end up losing everything. With no clients, my firm would shut down and that’ll be the end…” “Then you’ll come back to New York,” I muttered softly as a last attempt, but I knew that wasn’t possible. “No baby,” he said what I already knew he’d say. “I’ll bring you here







