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Chapter 77

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What did Lilian really want? The notion nagged her like a voice that would not give up. Was she playing with Jack, or did she really want him? The boundary was transgressed too many times to be good for her. Even as certain as she was to finally break free from Chris, a gnawing part of her fretted that she was transgressing the boundary in the wrong direction.

She didn't want to hurt Jack—especially if he was honest. But fear grabbed her: she was hanging on to him like a lifeline because he kept her from remembering Chris, and he kept the pain hidden.

She tightened her grip on the steering wheel. Is it really that terrible? The reasoning kept going round and round in circles. Humans needed other humans to accomplish things of all varieties of labor. Some for love. Some for protection. Some to knock them down. Was it so awful to want Jack because he was giving her a break from grief?

A horn honked somewhere behind her, surprising her. She had slowed down without even realizing it. She
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    The drive back was quiet, that heavy hush that stretched and pinched its way into Lilian's brain. Yellow and white stripes of streetlights blazed on the windshield. Chris's absence at the Chamber of Commerce event hung in her chest like a rock she couldn't shake.She had worked through at least three versions of how to tell him if she did call him by the time she pulled into her driveway. Each softened to the point where there was little to no part of it left—just as had occurred so often before.Her phone rang as she came indoors. Chris's name lit up the screen.She stared at it for a moment before picking up. "Chris."His tone was smooth, as if everything was fine. "Lilian. Heard the affair went well. Well done."A scalding laugh had reached her throat, but she stifled it. "That is interesting. I did not notice that you were present to witness it yourself."There was a pause, one hardly noticeable. "Something came up," he said at last. "Could not be avoided."Her hand on the phone f

  • My Billionaire Ex's Biggest Regret   Chapter 77

    What did Lilian really want? The notion nagged her like a voice that would not give up. Was she playing with Jack, or did she really want him? The boundary was transgressed too many times to be good for her. Even as certain as she was to finally break free from Chris, a gnawing part of her fretted that she was transgressing the boundary in the wrong direction.She didn't want to hurt Jack—especially if he was honest. But fear grabbed her: she was hanging on to him like a lifeline because he kept her from remembering Chris, and he kept the pain hidden.She tightened her grip on the steering wheel. Is it really that terrible? The reasoning kept going round and round in circles. Humans needed other humans to accomplish things of all varieties of labor. Some for love. Some for protection. Some to knock them down. Was it so awful to want Jack because he was giving her a break from grief?A horn honked somewhere behind her, surprising her. She had slowed down without even realizing it. She

  • My Billionaire Ex's Biggest Regret   Chapter 76

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  • My Billionaire Ex's Biggest Regret   Chapter 73

    "Are you sure you're doing the right thing, Lilian?" Doris asked over the phone, worry corrugating her tone. She had called to inquire whether they could spend time together—something they'd both neglected in the wake of Lilian's attack. Doris had been overseas in China when it happened, on an important work assignment, and hadn't returned until a few days prior.Lilian hesitated, lacing her flats by the front door. Her lips were clamped into a tight smile. "I'm sure. I think this is the best way to get over Chris. I mean—how else am I going to fall in love with someone else if I don't make myself available?"She'd admitted to the fact: those hesitant, uncertain kisses with Jack. Weeks, they'd been creating—banishing isolation, constructing hope—but only a brief touch had happened.Doris swallowed, thought. "Yeah, but don't you think you're rushing into this—how long have you known him?""Four and a half months," Lilian said, brushing a lock of hair from behind her ear. "But wait, why

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