The road is always jammed so Raisa chooses the causeway so she can get to her school quickly. From a distance of five meters he could see the fence that was about to close, as fast as lightning he broke through before the security guard closed it completely.
"Well, too late." Raisa parked the motorbike languidly. The reason is, it is already five minutes past seven, the extra time given by the school has passed a minute ago, that means even though he has entered the schoolyard, someone will ticket him at the picket table when he passes the corridor to his class.Being late is indeed a scourge for him even though he is not an exemplary student who arrives at school half an hour earlier. Usually he also arrives at school at the doorbell on purpose because he doesn't want to waste time sitting around indiscriminately in front of the class or the canteen. It's better to spend the morning reading action thriller novels in the orange house. But this time something he was avoiding would be the first experience being written on a red school note.It's nothing, he's just embarrassed later when the semester ends, the time for the trial between teachers. His name is already on the many trophies on display in the principal's room. Listed just one does not really have an effect, but for him it is very unpleasant.That is no human is perfect.Raisa walked languidly, standing behind a guava tree fifteen steps from the picket table. About ten boys are being scolded by the BK teacher because they are all the same people every day. And not a single girl. His eyes turned to the source of the steps that sounded laughing against each other. It is estimated that more than five people. He turned around in surprise to find his light brown eyes staring at him intensely. Five seconds passed, he realized that he had been lulled by those eyes, he immediately felt embarrassed. Turned her face to the crowd of children who were being punished."Eh, Yu, what's wrong with you?"The question without answers makes Raisa turn to the six boys who are three steps away from her. Raisa realized that this was the first time she saw them in this school. The suspicion was strengthened by the school uniforms used by the six handsome boys. The six of them stared at him simultaneously."After all, you're late too, want to run away?" said a close boy called Yu.Raisa gasped, put her index finger in her mouth while hinting not to shout loudly. Her steps drew closer to them, standing behind the tall back of the boy named 'Yu' while whispering."You are not students here, are you? Please help me, I want to go in but I'm afraid that you will be caught late. You can go on with me among you?"Out of nowhere that crazy idea came from, Raisa was waiting for a response from the six boys who squeezed her body."Please!" Please Raisa pitifully. He cursed in his heart since when was this excessive. If only they had gone to school here they would have said something unreasonable to him. Where is Raisa who is annoyed with every guy who approaches her. Never mind chatting, just being approached has been managed. Lha, this is acting to be a cute girl.'The current Raisa isn't the old Raisa.'"You want me to help?"Raisa nodded slowly even though she didn't see the face of the person asking in front of her. Her body is not classified in the short girl category, but standing among these six boys makes her not look too tall for the boys."You can, give your Line!" murmured the boy was still back to her."Uaha, y'know Yu is still looking for opportunities in a tight spot," said Rio, who chuckled seeing Yuda's unchanging behavior."Do you want me or not to tell pickets so— ''"Yes, I want to," Raisa interrupted quickly, mentioning her ID Line even though none of her male friends were given ID Line.
BBM, F*, IG, Line, Twitter and other social media he only makes friends with girl friends. Say he is arrogant or the like but that's how he will stay away from criminalization of the liver in the future.
Stalker is not his job, while his best friend is busy talking about the school basketball leader who will compete with the neighboring schoolgirls, he is instead busy looking for the name of the latest action movie he will watch.
"Okay, then you walk behind me. Rio, Alif, you don't make your body visible. You too," said Yuda, who gave instructions to the other three friends behind.
As if ready for battle, Yuda gave the signal to move in unison.
"Let's just go up the stairs, right?"
Raisa nodded. There are only two options via the picket table or the side walk up the stairs.
"Eh, Yu, it's not like we also have to report first," said Alif, stopping them.
"Alright, lo Rijal go there to report first to the picket, you're good at ruffling," Yuda told his subordinates to immediately run it.
"Ready, captain!" Rijal pulls Aldo's body to cover the gap so that Raisa's clothes can't be seen.
"You are the king of boasting," said Rio to their laughter.
"Every now and then I give him the opportunity to make a backup, so that he will be ready later when he changes the throne."
Raisa only played her fingers when she heard the strange men talking. Rijal comes back into position, saying everything is safe. Yuda immediately ordered them to take rescue action.
"Alright, you don't need to be afraid," said Yuda when they reached the top of the stairs.
Raisa let out a sigh of relief, coming out of hiding. Glancing at the picket table where there was no sign that he had been caught.
"Thanks yes, me first!" Raisa said goodbye and immediately ran to the corridor of her classroom without seeing their faces one by one. Raisa keeps on praying that the Mathematics teacher doesn't come in, because Mrs. Jasmine is used to being late, chatting in the morning at the office.
"Thank God our class is not like science one, we got a killer teacher, ahhaah."
Raisa chuckled remembering Bela's cheerful face when she saw the name of the new teacher who was going to be the teacher in their class for the first semester of XII IPA 2. Who doesn't like to get a good teacher, especially in subjects that make your brain nervous. Mathematics. Raisa slowed her steps because her class was visible up close. His friend's voice came out, he knocked on the door before entering. Her friend was immediately surprised to think she was Mrs. Jasmine.
"Elah, elo Raisa, I think Mrs. Jasmine will come in again to give an assignment!" exclaimed Queen, a tiny girl who always held congregational prayers so that the teachers did not enter.
Sometimes Raisa can't stop thinking about the wishes of her classmates. If you hope that the teacher doesn't come in so you don't study, why do you have to go to school. Time and money ran out. Better to do something at home instead of getting to school hoping for free time, relaxing in the canteen, just wasting time. Raisa ignored her friend's chatter, walked to the bench beside Bela who was busy with her cellphone. Arifah and Kinta are also busy with tabs.
Raisa immediately sat her butt. The incident a few minutes ago made him unable to concentrate, he was still thinking about where his courage came from asking for help from a stranger. Moreover, giving ID Line for nothing.'You're already in class, right? I'll be competing soon. I'm waiting on the field! ' -Yuda-Raisa felt her world stop when she read the incoming message. He should have known, to get something there must be something to give too. Even though some say, helping should be sincere without strings attached. But in fact, he must return the services that helped him. Giving ID Line is like giving half a day. The half of the day that will be shared with new things. Between girls and boys, if you have communicated, it certainly leads to a relationship and Raisa only likes friendship.Raisa shook her head when she realized that she had thought something nonsense."What's wrong with you? Dizzy?" Bela asked closing her cellphone, turning to Raisa who looked unusual."Uh, not really," he argued, "what's wrong with you, your face really bored," he transferred. Kinta replied in front of their table."Usually broke up.""Thank God if I break up, I don't have to see that crocodile," said Arifah, a smile spreading across Bela's lips."Yes-yes, you guys are right if I still give the land crocodile a chance. But what can I do? My heart still hasn't moved on." Bela bent her face. 'From him not him.'Usually Raisa will give words of advice, a qoute quote from Tere Liye or Om Mario Teguh. But this time his attention was on the phone, which vibrated with a sign that there was an incoming message."Five minutes to compete, you come here or I'll pick you up.""What's wrong with you?" Bela nudged his elbow. Kinta and Arifah also asked for an explanation. Raisa is not usually busy with cellphones when they are chatting."Ah, let's go. Let's go to the court, they will have a basketball match soon. Fortunately, Mrs. Jasmine doesn't come in. We can see Ridho playing. Eh, I just took care of the opposing team, they all cogan anyway." Kinta got up and invited them to immediately go to the field."Uh, yeah they compete today, I forgot, huh." Arifah frantically took a mirror to reflect on."It's already pretty, let's!""You don't want to go?" Bela asked when Raisa was still in a sitting position."You guys, I don't like basketball.""Oh yeah, about your new soccer. Okay, you're fine here. Bye!" Kinta immediately dragged her two friends to get out quickly for fear of not getting the first place."Sorry, I can't go to the field, I have an assignment."Half unconfident she sent a reply.'EXPECT EVERYTHING TO THE FIELD TO SUPPORT OUR BASKET TEAM!'Raisa was surprised to hear the audio speacker's announcement, it was a sign that the class was not studying. Rare thing that happened, surely this is no ordinary match.'You come or will I pick you up?'-If the twilight stays orange even when it's cloudy,if the moon is still dim even in the darkthen you're still my curved rainbowafter the rain on my veranda that I always hug-***Atha had just arrived at Raisa's house and was chatting with other friends, she was so worried when she heard the news of Raisa's loss. His mind was racing. Atha would rather not be with Raisa because the woman chose Yuda than she had to lose Raisa forever because of the kidnapper's evil deeds. For him, being able to see Raisa smiling even though he wasn't the reason behind the laughter that broke out on the girl's pink lips but he was grateful at least that he could still breathe the same air under the same sky. Atha is determined with her decision to continue studying abroad, at least that's the way Ampus let the two of them be together without having to endure a wound in the chest due to jealousy. Atha is sure she will find a piece of a warm heart, who knows w
-I'm not asking you to sacrifice, I just want you to be honest with your feelings. Can?-RAISA blinked to get used to her dim vision with the room light lit by yellow neon lights. Raisa's body was tied to a chair, exactly the same as what happened to her two weeks ago by Arkan et al. But the situation now is much different and very dangerous considering the abductors are international mafia."Are you awake?" A hoarse voice entered his ears along with the ticking of shoes followed by Doli's men. Raisa looked up at Doli's fierce face, still the same as before when they met. If only his hands were not tied Raisa wanted to destroy the sly smile on Doli's fierce face, as if mocking her weak.Doli told his men to put Raisa's front seat three steps away and then he sat on it. Raisa stared intently when Doli cupped her face face to face."The first rule is don't glare at me," said Doli, opening the cellphone screen."Two choices for you to be free. First,
-Because I was hurt I wanted to share the pain with you but in the end your sincere feelings made me really fall into regret-***Raisa spills all her feelings on the hamster. The innocent doll had received countless hammer blows nonstop as her head popped out of the hole randomly. It's not a gift that he wants to collect when the points are full but his way of releasing all the worries, sorrows and sorrows that can't be channeled through tears.Warning: Especially for children.For the first time Raisa doesn't regret being a citizen who disobeys the rules, it's not a criminal offense anyway. The supervising officer had wanted to reprimand Raisa but Bela and Arifah immediately took over by negotiating, they even bought a lot of special coins for him to play all kinds of rides."Make you!" Raisa put all her strength into lifting the hammer and then knocked on the hamster's head, as if the cute animal was someone she hated so much.How not to
-If erasing feelings is the same as erasing ink on a blackboard then my feelings are like being written with permanent marker ink but can never be erased-One week later …Yuda was transfixed when the figure of a woman who had adorned his heart for several years, felt lost for her departure now stood in front of him. Still the same small lips with round black eyes smiling at him."Yu, I'm not lying. I'm Angel, Yu, I'm sorry I just met you. I miss you, Yu." Angel held Yuda's hand. "You don't miss me?" Yuda gasped, deep down he missed Angel so much that for years the feeling had lodged in his heart. But somehow now it feels different. The warmth when their hands touched was not the same as it used to be. His hatred of betrayal still lingers."Sorry, Ngel, I'm just here to make sure it's you who's been chatting with me all this time or not." Angel's smile faded."What do you mean, Yu. You still love me, right, Yu? I know you're Yu, you can't mo
-If I could choose I want to sleep and have sweet dreams because my real life right now is the worst nightmare of the whole day, it's you-***Raisa looked in the mirror while cursing herself for being a crybaby so that her eye bags were so black even though they had been sprinkled with powder, they still didn't cover the dark marks from crying all night. He intended not to go to school, but a message from Bela last night informed him that the first and second hours of the try out meant that he had to attend. Raisa's problem of not studying is not so burdensome because the cross questions and the material is also a test of what they have learned. He was a little sure he could answer it easily.Not to mention the exact reason what he would say to Fairus later when he was suddenly absent. Finding him home in a sad state yesterday afternoon Fairus was almost angry, especially if he knew that he was crying because of Yuda, maybe his brother would immediately teach Y
"To be loved or to love? Anyone wants both. And I'm not lucky enough to just love."(The End, Secrets and Lies)***"Wow, you!" Fairuz threw a punch at Yuda's face who wasn't ready for a surprise attack. Fairuz pulled back Yuda's collar."I've warned you to stay away from my sister if you want your life to be safe."Yuda raised his hand when Ridho was about to approach. No one should interfere, this is his own business and he will sort it out."You make him cry, it means you're ready to—""Bang, okay, let's talk okay," said Rio, unable to bear to see Yuda's battered face. The man could have fought back but Yuda chose not to return every punch he received, letting Fairuz take all his emotions out on him."From now on you stay away from my sister!" Fairuz again punched Yuda in the face until he fell down and then left Yuda's big house."You're all right, right?" Ridho approached, helping Yuda up. The corner of Yuda's
-When someone is hurt, he prefers to cry than talk-***At four o'clock Raisa arrived at her house, she immediately got out of the car and went inside to her room on the second floor. Rio also turned his car to take Kinta home. Yes, Raisa did not go home together in a car with Yuda. The incident this morning made Raisa choose distance from the man without feelings.Raisa still clearly remembers how Yuda left her alone when she opened her eyes, only emptiness stretched out. With sluggish steps, he returned to the Villa and immediately packed up his things to fly to Jakarta. His friend scolded Yuda for the sadness Raisa received but Yuda chose to ignore it, accepting all the insults without rebuttal. Everyone has returned to Jakarta but a piece of Raisa's heart is left in Lombok. A piece of heart that is hurt for the irresponsibility of Yuda who has grown the seeds of love in his heart."Sister, are you asleep? Mother just cooked your favorite food. Come on
-I want to hold your hand but the cavities in your fingers refuse. I give up as long as you're happy-***Author POVRaisa feels guilty. Bela led him up the steps of the villa. Kinta was about to knock on the door but suddenly the maroon door opened showing Rio's face."Come on, he's already inside," Rio said telling them to come in. Raisa immediately broke through, calling Yuda's name.The man seemed to be playing the guitar. Raisa stopped her steps when she saw Yuda on the sofa, Ridho who was sitting opposite chose to get up, pulling Bela up. Rio did the same thing, taking Kinta out while Alif had already entered the kitchen with Arifah. Raisa tried to call Yuda but there was no answer, her fingers were still patiently playing the strings. Raisa chose to sit opposite him, listening to the melodious rhythm that he only knew this time that Yuda was good at playing the guitar."Yu, I want to talk," said Raisa when Yuda stopped his game.
Forgiving the past is my way to always be happy with you. Hope you're not just a part of the past that will be a memory-***Raisa POVI took a breath of fresh air, staring at Karen's brown irises. All these mistakes must be made up for immediately, I will do whatever it takes but I don't want to lie again, like I used to."Karen, I don't want us to be like we used to be. I'm sorry that I pretended to accept your feelings and became your temporary boyfriend while I didn't have any feelings, more than friends," I said.Karen was still waiting for the next sentence I would say to her, in response."And because of that mistake I got the karma according to your wishes," I continued, smiling sadly. Karen's eyebrows shot up, I don't know if she was happy to hear that."I've never forgotten that and I always hope that one day I'll see you again, I'm sorry. You can be my best friend again." Again, I sighed."If you ask if you're still