I was sitting at my desk in my medium-sized office, looking and feeling like a boss. I was in my very first office ever. I looked calm and collected but inside I was smiling from ear to ear. I am so glad I had the balls to up and quit my old job and apply for this one. It was the best decision I have ever made. Last we left off I got hired at Star Magazine, went to the clinic, and went home. This morning I got up super early to get ready to go to my old job, to collect my things. When I arrived, everyone was staring at me and my old boss kept giving me the evil eye. I ignored her though and didn’t even spare her a single eye glance. I just grabbed a box and walked to my secretary's desk and started packing the box full of office supplies that I bought. The new secretary stopped typing on the keyboard to give me an annoying glare.“This is all the stuff that I bought, so you can look at me with that annoying glare all you want. You should have brought your own pens, note pads, and sti
I made it to the airport just in time to board my flight. A part of me hoped Mason would be here trying to fight for the love I thought we had. But was deeply disappointed when I walked through the airport, through TSA, and to the gate, my plane was and didn’t see him anywhere. Tears threatened to fall from my eyes but I pushed them back and vowed to never cry over Mason again. Once I arrived back in Florida it’ll be a new chapter in my life with no Mason. With that thought, I gave my ticket to the lady to scan and I walked onto my plane. My seat was 8F which was towards the back and thankfully the window seat. Ever since I flew on a plane for the first time at eighteen years old I’ve always loved flying and always bought the window seat. I hate the middle seat and the aisle seat. I made my way to my seat, lugged my luggage into the top cabin, and took my seat at the window. The window blinds were closed shut and I didn’t mind that for now. I didn’t want to look at Rhode Island any
It's been three weeks since I woke up to an empty bed after that night Mason snuck into my room. Three weeks since he told me he loved me after making love to me. Three weeks since I last been in his arms. Three weeks of crying non stop, three weeks of being angry at him and cussing at the air at the tops of my lungs. On this day, I finally became numb & on this day, is my older brothers wedding. We are still not on speaking terms. He has tried everyday to talk to me, texting and calling me but I don't respond or answer his calls. As for Mike, we haven't spoken much since our date but thankfully he agreed to accompany me to my brothers wedding. There's no way I could face Mason and what ever date he brought with him tonight. I sat in front of my mirror looking myself over one last time. I wore a baby blue knee length altar dress with clear glass heels with diamonds running on the side of them. My hair was pinned up in a neat bun. I looked like a princess, but I didn't feel like one.
Tonight was the night to get laid. I was in the bathroom shaving my legs and pampering myself, getting ready for my first date with Mike. We have been calling each other and texting every day, some times ill go watch his shows some nights. This is the first time he is taking me out though, so I'm a little nervous.Once I was done shaving, brushing my teeth, doing my hair. I sprayed my neck, chest, and wrists with bombshell perfume from Victoria Secret. I then grabbed my black halter dress that comes up to my knees. I smiled at myself when I looked at my reflection in my full body mirror. I wore black eyeliner, mascara, with light pink almost nude eye shadow. I looked beautiful. I was putting my silver heels on when I received a text message. Thinking it was from mike, I opened the message. My face instantly falling to see that it wasn't from Mike. Ash: I miss youI read it and then closed out of the message with no response. Yes I was still mad at my brother for what he did. He can
An hour later CeeCee, Alexa and I were sitting inside of a male strip club with the rest of the bachorlette party. We had front row seats to the stage. Ash's woman hasn't said much to me since I arrived, she's been having too much fun with her friends mooning over the strippers. I sipped my wine as I sat watching the whole show. Ash's lady was caucasian with long black hair, fairly tall well average for a female, I'll say about five foot five. I barely know her, but I'm already getting a bad vibe from her. "WOOOOOOO YES BABY!" Ariel, my brothers woman was yelling towards a male stripper who was giving her a lap dance. I can never understand those who need to do this before they get married, this is so not my scene. I'm itching to just get this night over with already. "Man this blows, I want to leave already." Alexa said, CeeCee and I both agreed as we three sipped our wine some more."Isn't this your kind of scene though?" I asked CeeCee, she is of course the wild one in our group.
I been staying at Ceecee's place ever since Mason and I broke up. I haven't seen my brother since then either, it's only been five days but it feels like an eternity passed and each day gets worse. I can't stop thinking about Mason and I can't stop being mad at my Ash. Lexa and Ceecee both have been taking turns trying to distract me from thinking at all. But what can you do when both of them have to go work? Like right now, I'm sitting cross legged on the sofa eating ice cream watching the movie Friends With Benefits. Basically this girl has to pick up this man from the airport for a job he just got in New York. After he officially gets the job she takes him all over New York to show him how amazing it is there so he can decide to stay. He does, and they become friends, they hang out at each other's house and watch movies. When one day they decide they can have sex with one another without catching feelings and still be friends.Until she falls in love with him and he too falls in l