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016 First Performance

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The plan had seemed simple.

Stay close. Make it convincing. If anyone asked, they'd been together since the program started. Easy peasy . Just two people with an agreement and a list of rules written in the back of a sketchbook.

What the plan hadn't accounted for was the moment Theo walked out of the bathroom in a dark shirt with his sleeves rolled up and Isla's brain went completely offline for three seconds.

She looked away before he noticed.

She hoped he hadn't noticed.

Camille saw them walk
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  • My Diary , His Eyes   017 Camille Is Not To Be Fooled

    Isla sat at the small wrought-iron table in the courtyard café the morning after the program social event, her fingers wrapped around a cup of coffee that had long since cooled to room temperature. The Paris sun filtered through the canopy of leaves overhead, painting shifting patterns of light and shadow across the stone tiles beneath her feet. She could still feel the echoes of the previous night clinging to her skin like a poorly fitted costume. The way she and Theo had stood side by side in front of the group, their smiles too stiff, their proximity both necessary and awkward. The performance had been exactly that. A performance. And then, in one unrehearsed moment as they walked into the room, Theo's hand had rested at the small of her back. Light. Steady. Gone again before she could fully register it. Neither of them had spoken of it afterward. It was safer that way, tucked behind the rules they had agreed upon in the quiet of Room 14.She took a slow breath, trying to shake the

  • My Diary , His Eyes   016 First Performance

    The plan had seemed simple.Stay close. Make it convincing. If anyone asked, they'd been together since the program started. Easy peasy . Just two people with an agreement and a list of rules written in the back of a sketchbook.What the plan hadn't accounted for was the moment Theo walked out of the bathroom in a dark shirt with his sleeves rolled up and Isla's brain went completely offline for three seconds.She looked away before he noticed.She hoped he hadn't noticed.Camille saw them walk in together and her face did exactly what Isla had been afraid it would do."There they are," she said, in the voice she used when she was pretending to be casual about something she was absolutely not casual about.Theo pulled out Isla's chair before she could do it herself.She sat down. Felt the warmth of him as he took the seat beside her — close, deliberately close. His arm almost touched hers. The faint smell of whatever soap he used.She reached for the wine list and read the same line f

  • My Diary , His Eyes   015 The Rules

    Theo didn't bother to bring up the topic neither did IslamIt wasn't awkward actually.She caught him looking at her once, during the session. Just once. He looked away before she could decide if her eyes were deceiving her.She looked away too.Camille went to find the girl who paints after dinner.Still don't know her name.That left Isla and Theo alone for the first time since the hallway. She sat at her desk ,opened her laptop and he sat at his with his sketchbook and for twenty minutes neither of them said anything to each other.She wasn't going to be the one to speak first.She reread the same sentence four times."We should probably talk about it," Theo said.She looked up. He was looking at his sketchbook, pencil still. "Probably," she said.He turned his chair slightly toward her. She turned hers. They looked at each other."Rules," he said."Rules," she agreed.He opened the back page of his sketchbook. She almost said you're going to write them down but stopped herself bec

  • My Diary , His Eyes   014 The Proposal

    She didn't sleep well.She spent most of the night being awake and asleep where every thought she'd been managing during the day came back louder and less organized.Marcus landing in two weeks.Someone who is with her writing of Theo on their phone.She had thought of that text even when she was writing. She wasn't sure what she'd been looking for — some shift in how it landed, maybe. Some version of reading it where it felt uncomplicated and good.It didn't feel uncomplicated.She was up by six-thirty. Theo's bed was already empty, sketchbook gone, the left side of the room was neat.She dressed, picked up her notebook, and went downstairs.The check-in with Dr. Arnaud was at nine.She had two hours. She spent the first one in the courtyard with her notebook trying to pull the draft into something with a cleaner shape, and the second one staring at what she'd written and wondering if clean shape was even the right goal or whether the mess was the point.She was still thinking when Ca

  • My Diary , His Eyes   013 Marcus Confirms

    Her room was exactly the way she had left it. The first thing she checked was the notebook sitting where she always left it, closed, slightly to the left of center. Nothing moved. Nothing missing. The window was latched. Her suitcase was zipped.She stood in the middle of the room and looked at everything and was confused.Who came to her room.That was the thing about violations like this. They didn't always leave evidence. Sometimes they just left the feeling — the wrongness, the sense that something had shifted two degrees in a direction you couldn't prove.She picked up the notebook and opened it.The page was there, not torn.She closed it.Sat on the edge of her bed.Her door hadn't been locked. She hadn't thought to lock it. It hadn't occurred to her that she needed to do it Except apparently someone did.A knock."It's me," Camille said through the door."Come in."Camille came in, closed the door behind her and sat on the floor with her back against Theo's bed.She didn't sa

  • My Diary , His Eyes   012 Camille Theory

    Breakfast at the program building was a casual, slightly chaotic affair — mismatched chairs, bread and fruit and coffee that was better than it had any right to be, eleven people in various states of morning functioning.Isla was on her second coffee and her fourth attempt at the same paragraph when Camille sat down across from her, set her tray down, and said: "He watches you."Isla didn't look up. "Good morning.""I'm serious.""You're always serious about things like this.""Because I'm always right." Camille broke off a piece of bread. "Last night in the studio. Forty minutes, minimum. Every time you moved, he knew about it before you finished moving.""He was just looking.""He kinda likes you."Isla looked up.Camille looked back with the calm certainty of someone who had already won."He draws buildings," Isla said."He draws you between the buildings."The book went face down on the table."You've known him for five days.""I knew within two." Camille tilted her head. "How lon

  • My Diary , His Eyes   011 Project Work

    The assignment sounded easy when Camille explained it.Three pages. Observe something. Write honestly about it.That was it.But Isla had been sitting in the studio for almost an hour with a blank document open and exactly six words written at the top of the page.None of them were good.Rain tappe

  • My Diary , His Eyes   010 What He Draws

    He was already there when she came downstairs.Sitting on the low stone bench at the far edge of the courtyard, sketchbook balanced on one knee, the lamp above the ground-floor door casting just enough light for him to work by. The lavender near the steps had turned into a grey-purple blur in the d

  • My Diary , His Eyes   009 Fifty Three Messages

    She pressed play.Three seconds of static came first — wind, traffic, maybe both and then his voice."Hey. I know you're probably not going to pick up. That's… yeah. That's fair. I just wanted to say this out loud instead of sending a text because a text felt wrong for something like this."Silence

  • My Diary , His Eyes   008 The City

    They came to closer to her."I waited for you guys," Camille said, in the tone of someone who considered this a significant personal sacrifice."We went for coffee," Isla said."I see that." Camille looked between them with barely concealed interest. "Without me.""You were asleep," Theo said."I w

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