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I woke at 4:30 in the morning staring at a ceiling I didn't recognize. I'd tossed and turned all night, given that I never slept well in new places. And last night exhaustion had been losing badly, because the other half of my brain had been occupied with something far more irritating than strange surroundings. Him. The man at the training post. The way his scent had wrapped around my senses and I'd entered my room, my slit all soaking wet, refusing to leave even after I'd put a full house between us. And the most irritating part? I didn't even know his name. Maybe it's really for the best. I threw the blanket off and got up before I could keep going down that road. Stepping out, I found Helena at the kitchen counter working. “Good morning,” I said. She turned, “Good morning, sweetheart. Sleep well?” “Yes,” She gave me a brief, knowing look and said nothing about the lie. “Can I help with anything?” “Not with this.” She nodded at the small clay bowl she was grinding into, “These concoctions follow a specific order. If you don't know the process, you'll ruin the balance.” She paused. “But you can take those plates in the sink.” I crossed to the sink and got started. The dishes didn't take long. After that I stayed and helped with breakfast. By the time I came downstairs fully dressed, it was past seven. Mom and Helena were already at the table. We ate, talked about nothing heavy, and by eight o'clock the three of us were out the door. *** Redridge had changed. It's like someone had taken the pack I remembered and drawn tighter lines around it. The registration hall was on the main road, and we heard it before we saw it. I stepped through the entrance and immediately understood why. “Are all these people here to register?” I asked Helena. “Not all of them. There's a meeting this morning too.” She scanned the room. “Come, let's get to the front before–” I caught Mom's arm before we moved. Helena stopped and looked back. I gave her my most reassuring smile. “Give us one second.” She glanced between us, then at the crowded room, then back. “Don't take long. You don't want to look unprepared when Alpha Crassus assesses you.” “We'll be right there,” I said, and Helena disappeared into the crowd. I turned to Mom. "That's the second time you've done that,” I said quietly. “Yesterday when Helena said his name. Even now. What is it?” “It doesn't matter.” “It matters if it affects us.” “It won't.” She met my eyes briefly, then looked past me. “Just don't draw attention to yourself today, Elara. Please.” She was already turning away before I could push further. I pressed my tongue against the back of my teeth. There she goes. Another thing filed away under things Ember will not discuss, and I was supposed to smile and accept the wall like I always had. Helena reappeared at the edge of the crowd, waving us forward with sharp impatience. “Get over here,the registration has already started.” I glance at Mom. I'll let this slide for now… The whispers started the moment we stepped inside. “Isn't that her?” “Of course it's her! It's the pack's slut.” “Nerve, coming back here like she has no shame.” I kept my face neutral and moved toward the front of the hall like I didn't hear anything they were saying with my head high. Mom was a step behind me, and that was when I saw him. Fiona was just behind his shoulder, clinging to him. She saw me first. Jason followed her gaze but the moment his gaze landed on me, his jaw tightened. I kept walking. Straight toward the registration desk, because that was where I needed to go and I was not about to reroute my entire path because Jason Crassus was standing in it. He stepped slightly forward as I approached. “You really think coming back here was a good idea?” “I live here,” I said. “Not for long. Not if I have anything to say about it.” I looked at him calmly. “Except, you're not the Alpha.” Anger moved across his face. “You think you're untouchable now?” he sneered, “Because you've been gone for a few years and played warrior with the outcasts where pathetic little wolves like you belonged?” I just looked at him with the kind of pity you’d give a yapping dog. “At least with the outcasts, I was surrounded by real wolves who actually have the spine to stab you in the chest instead of hiding behind a camera.” “You fucking slu…” “What's going on here?” The voice came from behind me low, authoritative, the kind that didn't need volume to occupy a room. I turned. And my stomach dropped clean through the floor. Dark hair. Dark green eyes, steady and sharp. Broad through the chest, standing with the particular stillness of someone who never needed to prove they were the most dangerous thing in a room because it was simply true. It was the man from the training post. Jason opened his mouth to speak, “I wasn't asking you,” the man said, shutting him up. Jason's jaw worked. Fiona also had gone very still. Around us, the noise of the hall had also dropped into silence. Just who is this man? The green eyes moved to me. “Do you want to explain what's happening here?” he said. I held his gaze. Made myself hold it. “I came to register. Apparently that's a problem for some people.” He glanced at Jason and the way he actually flinched at it told me everything I needed to know about where this man stood in Redridge's order. “Your file,” he said to me. Low. Even. I handed it over. He opened it. And I watched his eyes move across the pages with focused patience. “You've been gone for two years,” he said. “Yes.” He looked up. “Why return now?” I kept my voice steady. “The outcast community I was living in isn't safe anymore. Smaller packs are being hit. We had no other option.” He held my gaze for a moment that lasted slightly longer than it needed to. Then he looked back at the file. “Elara Voss,” he said, almost to himself. His expression didn't change. “Former member or Redridge. Left under–” he paused briefly at something on the page, “difficult circumstances.” He closed the file. “Returning under a request for pack protection.” “Yes,” I said again. He was quiet for one more moment. Then, evenly, and loud enough to carry: “Redridge does not discard its own.” It wasn't said to me. Not exactly. It was said for me, and at everyone else in the room at the same time. I realized I might've underestimated the authority of this man when I felt the shift in posture from the people nearby who had been watching this unfold. He handed the file back. “Approved.” I took it. Our fingers didn't touch. I was grateful for that because my pulse was already doing something I had no patience for. I was about to step back when it finally assembled itself in my head, the pieces I'd been holding separately clicking into place all at once. The way Jason had flinched at a glance. The way he'd just approved my registration without all the stamps and the rest. This man from last night, was Alpha Damon Crassus!Elara I woke at 4:30 in the morning staring at a ceiling I didn't recognize. I'd tossed and turned all night, given that I never slept well in new places. And last night exhaustion had been losing badly, because the other half of my brain had been occupied with something far more irritating than strange surroundings. Him. The man at the training post. The way his scent had wrapped around my senses and I'd entered my room, my slit all soaking wet, refusing to leave even after I'd put a full house between us. And the most irritating part? I didn't even know his name. Maybe it's really for the best. I threw the blanket off and got up before I could keep going down that road. Stepping out, I found Helena at the kitchen counter working. “Good morning,” I said. She turned, “Good morning, sweetheart. Sleep well?” “Yes,” She gave me a brief, knowing look and said nothing about the lie. “Can I help with anything?” “Not with this.” She nodded at the small clay bowl she
Elara Seven hours on the road and the window had become my whole world. Trees. Road. Trees again. I watched it all blur past without really seeing any of it, my thoughts moving faster than the truck and in far worse directions. “I know how you're feeling right now,” Mom said. “But we don't have much choice.” “You don't,” I said. Simply. Because she didn't. She glanced at me from the corner of her eye. “I understand, baby. But listen, if you're worried about them, I won't let any of them near you. Helena won't either. And if someone tries anything--” “Mom.” I turned from the window. “I'm twenty.” I faced forward again. “And whoever thinks they can come at me is welcome to try. I'll shove their head so far up their own ass they'll wish they don't cross me.” Mom was quiet for a moment. Then, softly: “I know you will.” And she did. That was the thing. She'd watched the change happen in real time over the past two years. But that wasn't the problem. The problem wasn't bullies or
Two Years LaterElara“What are you doing in there, Elara? Andy's all over the place looking for you!”I didn't need to look out the window to know it was Kofi. The boy had a voice like a cracked bell, definitely impossible to ignore.“Give me a sec!” I called back, twisting the stove knob down to its lowest flame. The soup had another five minutes in it at least, but five minutes was five minutes I didn't have.I was already moving before my feet decided to. I shoved open the van door and dropped to the ground, spinning toward my mom's silhouette in the small window. “Keep an eye on the soup, I'll be back in an hour!”“At least eat something first, you this girl!”“Andy will kill me if I'm late!” I was already running.Her voice chased me down the path. “Then let her kill you on a full stomach!”I laughed despite myself and kept moving.A few kids near the water barrels spotted me and broke into shouting my name, arms shooting up in waves. On any other day I would've stopped. Tickle
Elara “You’re such a slut for my dick, aren’t you? You’ve wanted this for so long, you’re basically taking it like a fucking champ.” My eyes widened in horror as the grainy video played on my screen. The phone slipped from my trembling fingers, bouncing off the duvet as a ragged sob clawed its way up my throat. Just a minute ago, I’d woken to the sound of my phone buzzing endlessly on the nightstand. I’d groaned and rolled over with a soft, sleepy smile. My body was still sore from my first time with my boyfriend, Jason. The Alpha’s son. Everything with Jason had felt like a dream too good to be true. Even six months ago, when he first approached me in the library and saved me from the bullies who never seemed to get tired of humiliating me, it had felt unreal. Since that day, he’d been everywhere. Protecting me. Sitting beside me in the library. Walking me home. Showing me a kindness I’d never known. It hadn’t taken long for me to fall in love with him. I’d been ter







