KABANATA 30

WHEN HER mother left them, she thought that she couldn’t continue moving forward. It was hard living each day knowing that the love of her life wasn’t there and wouldn’t come back though she needed her the most. She was at the point of giving up, but her siblings reminded her to keep moving forward and that she was not alone and she was not the only one in pain. They gave her the strength to wake up each day and motivated her to try the best that she could and keep on fighting no matter how tough life was.

She thought that there was no greater pain than losing her mother to death. But here she was now, mourning for her lost love. Only this time, he was not taken from her because of death but of his own will. Perhaps he fell out of love, or he didn’t love her at all, to begin with.

Nick had done an excellent job of breaking her heart. Despite that, she still finds herself wanting his presence as days pass by. She wanted to see him, to hold him, to beg him never leave