Masuk~Kiara~
“Not out here.” Mateo grabbed my elbow before I could even process what he’d just said about Foster Global, steering me away from the row of curious eyes still lingering near the lounge doorway. “If you’re about to have a meltdown over a dress, you’re doing it somewhere without cameras.” He pulled me down the hall toward the wardrobe room. It was a converted suite the production crew used for costume changes and styling, currently empty except for a wall of garment racks and a single freestanding mirror. Mateo shut the door behind us and threw the lock. “Okay.” He set the garment bag down on the fitting bench like it might combust. “Talk. How does a literal billionaire know you well enough to silence an entire room and hand-deliver couture?” “I told you. His sister was my patient.” I sank onto the bench beside the bag, suddenly exhausted. “I didn’t know he was…this. Any of this.” “Kiara.” Mateo’s voice had gone strangely serious for a man who owned four different glitter blazers. “Foster Global sponsors half the network’s original programming. That man does not personally deliver gift bags. He has people for that. Dozens of people.” He unzipped the bag slowly, and drew out the gown inside. It was a deep emerald silk, the kind of dress that looked like it had opinions about who was allowed to wear it. “This isn’t a thank-you gift...” Mateo exclaimed. “It is definitely more than that.” I stared at the dress and said nothing, because I didn’t have an answer that made any of this make sense. That was when the door slammed open. Mateo yelped and nearly dropped the dress. I shot up off the bench so fast the room tilted. Zane stood at the doorway, his sleeves shoved up his forearms like he’d fought his way through half the crew to find us. His grey eyes went straight to the gown in Mateo’s hands, and something in his expression went dangerously flat. “Out,” he said, not even looking at Mateo. “Excuse me?” Mateo squeaked. “Now.” Mateo looked at me, stunned and confused at the same time. I gave him the smallest nod…partly because arguing with Zane when he looked like that seemed unwise, and partly because I wanted to know exactly what gave him the right to storm in here like he owned the building. He set the dress down like it might detonate and slipped past Zane, throwing me an are you okay glance I didn’t have an answer for. The second the door clicked shut, Zane crossed the room in three strides and picked up the gown himself, turning it over in his hands like he was inspecting evidence. “Zane, what are you—” “You’re not wearing this.” “It’s not your decision what I wear.” “It is when it came from him.” He finally looked at me, and whatever calm he’d been holding onto in the doorway was gone. “Stay away from Jun-Kai Foster.” “He’s a family friend, Zane. His sister was my patient. You don’t get to walk in here and start giving me orders.” “I’m not giving you an order. I’m giving you a warning.” He set the dress down, deliberately, like he was making himself let go of it. “You don’t know who these people actually are when the cameras aren’t on them.” “So enlighten me.” “Jun-Kai Foster goes through women the way most people go through coffee.” His jaw tightened. “Charming, generous, disappears the second it stops being interesting. Ask anyone who’s actually spent time in his circle. He’s not the grateful stranger you’re picturing.” “And you’d know, because you run in the same circles,” I voiced back. “I know because I’ve watched it happen. Twice. To people I know.” Something raw slipped through the ice in his voice for just a second. “I’m not saying this because I’m jealous.” “Aren’t you?” He didn’t answer that. Which was, in its own way, an answer. “I don’t need you to protect me from anyone, Zane. Least of all a man who’s actually been kind to me.” I crossed my arms. “You lost that right five years ago.” Something moved behind his eyes…pain, maybe, quickly buried the way he buried everything. He picked the dress back up, folding it over his arm like he intended to walk out with it, and for a second I thought he actually might. “Fine,” he said quietly. “Wear it if you want. Go to dinner tomorrow looking like something out of his fantasy.” He stepped past me toward the door, close enough that I caught the same low, familiar scent I remembered from five years ago, the one that still did something traitorous to my pulse. “Just don’t come running to me when you find out I was right.” He set the dress back down on the bench… not taking it after all. That was when my chest seized. It happened without warning. I felt a tightness closing around my ribs like a fist, my next breath catching somewhere it shouldn’t. Between the fight backstage, the seduction challenge, the dust kicked up from Mateo yanking dresses off the rack, and God knew how many hours since I’d last eaten, my lungs had finally had enough. I heard myself wheeze before I even registered what was happening. “Kiara.” Zane was in front of me before I’d fully doubled over, his hands steady on my shoulders. “Look at me. Where’s your inhaler?” I couldn’t answer. I could barely get air in to try. He didn’t wait for one. He was already crouched by my bag, unzipping the front pocket like he’d done it a hundred times before, and found the inhaler on the first try. “Sit forward. Don’t lean back.” His voice had dropped into something low. It was the exact register I remembered from a decade of locker rooms and late-night panics, the voice he used when everyone else in the room was panicking and he wasn’t allowed to. He pressed the inhaler into my hand, then covered my fingers with his to steady the shake in them. “Two puffs. Ten seconds apart. You remember.” I did. My body remembered before my mind caught up the rhythm of it, the counting, the way he used to count out loud with me under his breath so I wouldn’t have to focus on anything except his voice. He counted now, his hand never leaving mine. “One… two… three…” By the time I reached ten, the fist around my ribs had started to loosen. My breath came ragged but air actually reached all the way down, and the room slowly stopped tilting. “There you go.” I was shaking. Not from the attack anymore. It was from how easily his hands had found the exact pocket, and how easily he was able to calm me, like five years had done nothing to erase any of it. Before he could say another word, I looked him in the eyes. “Thank you, Mr. Sterling.” My voice came out steadier than I felt. “My manager will send a message. He’ll arrange an appreciation gift.” I stood up and left.~Noah~I moved after him and grabbed his shoulder, attempting to turn him around, but he shoved my hand away. I swung at him almost immediately, catching him across the jaw.He turned back towards me, his expression changing.“Are you seriously doing this again?” he demanded, rubbing his jaw. “I have already told you that I’m not giving you the gun, so why don’t you stop acting like a fucking child and listen?”“Because you don’t get to decide what happens to my belongings!”I threw another punch, but he managed to dodge it. Before I could recover, he caught the front of my shirt and shoved me backwards. My back collided with the edge of the table, sending a few things crashing to the floor.I pushed away from it and charged at him again.This time, Alexei caught me before I could land a proper hit. He grabbed my arm, twisted it away, and forced me backwards. I struggled against his grip, managing to drive my elbow into his side before he released me.For a brief moment, I thought I
~Noah~“No, you should listen for once in your miserable life. You’re eighteen years old, Noah, yet you behave like a little boy desperately trying to convince everyone that he’s some dangerous mafia heir. You carry guns around, threaten people, and think frightening everyone is the same thing as earning their respect. It isn’t.”I laughed, although his words were beginning to irritate me more than I cared to admit.“Are you giving me a lecture about respect? You, of all people? The same Alexei who abandoned his family because he wanted to spend his life playing hockey and being some fuck boy?”“At least I have something I actually want to do with my life.”“And what exactly is that? Chasing a puck around an ice rink and hoping people will clap for you?”“At least I’m not spending every waking moment trying to impress a man who will never be satisfied with me.”My expression changed. Alexei seemed to notice because he continued, his voice becoming more pointed.“That’s your problem, N
~Noah~Perhaps he had finally grown tired of pretending I didn’t exist.Well, that was unfortunate for him because I had no intention of making things easier.My gaze slowly travelled towards the floor, where my pistol had fallen after he punched me. I didn’t immediately move towards it. Instead, I allowed my eyes to linger on the weapon, deliberately making sure he noticed what I was looking at.I even tilted my head slightly, as though I were considering whether to pick it up or leave it where it was.I knew exactly what was going through his mind.He remembered the last time I had held a gun in front of him, and I wanted him to remember every detail of it. The shooting range, Father’s instructions, the look on his face when he realised I wasn’t joking, and the bullet that had left a reminder of that afternoon across his ribs.I wanted him to wonder whether I was capable of doing it again.And judging by the sudden tension in his shoulders, my little performance was working.The mo
~Noah~Alexei glanced down at the pistol again. “Is this what you consider entertaining?”“What’s wrong with it?”He gave a humourless laugh. “You really have no idea when to stop, do you?”“Stop what? I’m simply enjoying myself.”“Then enjoy yourself without dragging me into it.”I watched him for a moment before deciding to say what had been on my mind since he arrived.“Tell me something, Alexei. Are you actually a man, or are you just some fuck boy who spends his life chasing women and playing hockey?”His expression hardened. I continued before he could respond.“Father seems to think there’s still something worth saving in you. He keeps talking about how you could return to the family and take your rightful position, but looking at you, I honestly don’t see what he’s hoping to find. You spend your time pretending to be something you’re not, and whenever someone expects you to act like a Romanov, you run off to play your little games.”“Are you done?”“Not quite. I was wondering
~Noah~There was a brief silence before he replied. “Find someone else to entertain you, Noah. I’m busy.”“You haven’t even seen what I have to show you.”“I don’t care what you have to show me.”I leaned against the doorframe, turning the pistol in my hand. “That’s a rather disappointing attitude to have towards your younger brother. I came all the way to invite you personally, and you’re rejecting me without even knowing what the invitation is about.”“Then consider yourself rejected. Now get out.”I laughed quietly. “Take your time. I’ll be waiting.”I left before he could throw something at me and returned to the room.I spent the next few minutes practising, occasionally glancing at the time. When Alexei finally appeared, he was wearing a black T-shirt and grey sweatpants, his hair still slightly damp from the shower.He looked around the room before his eyes settled on me. Then he noticed the targets.His expression changed almost immediately.I was standing a few feet away from
~Noah~It was a cold Saturday morning, the kind that made staying beneath the covers seem like the most sensible decision anyone could make.Unfortunately, I had never been particularly good at doing what was sensible, especially when I had something more interesting planned.It had been a couple of weeks since I offered Grace a thousand dollars every week to work exclusively for me. She was still allowed to attend school and babysit, of course, but I didn’t want her taking cleaning jobs for other people.I wanted her time when I needed it, and I wanted to know that whenever I called, she wouldn’t tell me she was busy cleaning someone else’s apartment.The arrangement had worked out rather nicely. Perhaps a little too nicely, considering how much I had begun looking forward to her visits.I found myself checking the time whenever she was supposed to come over, and on some mornings, I would deliberately leave a mess behind just to have an excuse to keep her around longer.It was becomi







