LOGINThe sob fell from my lips as I held onto him for dear life. My emotions hit, reality seeping in. I had never been sure if I was ready to be a mom, but I never wished for anything like this to happen.My head was a mess. I still couldn’t understand how I could miss something I never had but I did. Our baby was part of me, part of us and now nothing.“I just want to go home please”. I cried.“I’m so sorry baby”. He whispered kissing the top of my head. “I’m so so sorry”.I wasn’t sure how long he held me, but I didn’t want him to let go. As much as I was angry, he always had a way of calming me down. He moved us making sure I was comfortable, my head resting against his chest.“Is this okay for you, are you sore?”.I was but I didn’t care. I didn’t want to move.He was my safe place and right now I needed him more than ever...I was ready to be discharged. Well, I was discharging myself. The doctor came and went. Explaining to me and preparing me for what happens after a miscarriage.B
The doctor had yet to come see me. All I wanted was to go home. To have my own things, my own clothes, to be in my own comfort. I wanted to wrap myself up in bed for a few days and shut the world out.“I want to go home”. I spoke.Jake was still here. Refused to leave me on my own. The furthest he went was the toilet and that was in the room.“I know babe, but you still have to see the doctor. Let me go see about breakfast”“I’m not hungry”.“You promised you’d eat something”.“And I will when I’m hungry”.“Leah”. He sighed.“I’m fine”.“Let me get you some breakfast and then I’ll chase up the doctor, okay?”.I nodded. “Could I have some coffee? And I really want my own clothes so I can shower”. I glanced at the hospital gown they had put me in. What happened to the clothes I was wearing?“Rest baby that’s what you need to do. I’ll sort everything out okay”.“I hate that I can’t remember what happened. I was careful, driving to the speed limit. I don’t understand how I ended up in an
I sat for ages watching him sleep. It wasn’t long before the nurse poked her head in to check my observations.“Do you need anything sweetie?”.I shook my head.“Your bp is a little high but that can sometimes be normal in girls your age. Do you feel okay?”.I shrugged. I was being unreasonable; this wasn’t her fault, but I wasn’t in the mood for talking.“I’ll be back soon. In the meantime, if you need anything press your button”.I felt lost. I didn’t understand how I could grieve something I never had. Maybe this was how it was always going to end up. Maybe it just wasn’t meant to be.Brushing the tears from my cheeks, I muffled my sob with the bedsheets. I wanted to leave, I wanted to get out of here and go home. I wanted to be in the comfort of my own surrounding and sleep in my own bed.But truthfully, I was in no state to leave this bed.“Babe”. His voice reached my ears, and I wiped my face clean and cleared my throat.“I need to pee”.He helped me to the bathroom and against
This is what I wanted. To be involved, to feel like I was part of the pack but to drive his truck while he ran at the side of me wasn’t exactly what I had in mind.First it was a perimeter search followed by a territory search which I thought was the same thing but apparently not. A sigh fell from my lips.I was bored, the weather was miserable, and I missed Alanna dearly. I jumped with the tap at the window.“I want you to go home. The weather is meant to get worse”.I wasn’t going home. What would I learn if I went home?I frowned and then I felt the heat creep up the back of my neck when I realised, he was butt naked. I caught sight of his smirk but dismissed it and started the engine.“Straight home and be careful”. He tapped the side of the truck before shifting and sprinting off into the wooded area.I was careful, I kept to the speed limit if anything I was driving slower and yet I couldn’t shake the truck behind me.Flashing lights, the tooting of the horn. I slowed down furth
I can’t believe he just said that. I was serious about it, and I have been since the very start, but it wasn’t easy for me because I had no idea what I was doing and no one to teach me.But I wasn’t going to stand here and pick a fight with him. He wanted me to be serious about it then I would show him just that.“I need clothes”. I pulled my arm from his grip and got inside his car.The journey home was quiet. Both stuck in our own heads. I was sick and tired of the same shit every day. The same problems, same issues.Me.As the overthinker that I was I was starting to question whether I really belonged here or not. What sort of Luna couldn’t shift on her own freely?Pathetic.“Don’t be too hard on yourself”. He grabbed hold of my hand and laced our fingers together. “You’ll get there”.“How come you were able to talk to me through the mind link in human form?”. I asked.“Perks of being the Alpha”. He shrugged.“So, it can only happen when I’m in wolf form?”.“Not necessarily”.I fro
My stomach filled with nerves.What if I couldn’t do this? What if I was a werewolf that couldn’t connect with her wolf properly?What if I was different and not good different?A sigh fell from my lips. I was thinking way too much about this. It should be easy right? Should just come naturally?“What’s the sigh for princess?”.I chewed the inside of my cheek. I felt stupid and embarrassed about this whole situation. He shouldn’t have to teach me because I should be able to do it all on my own.She was part of me and yet it didn’t feel like it.“Do you want me to turn the car around?”.“What, no”. I frowned. “I need to do this”.“Want princess. You must want to do it”.“I do I just-…”. I paused. “Why is this so hard for me?”.“It’s not hard baby it’s just the unknown of it all. You don’t know any better but today we’ll try, and we’ll keep trying until you’re comfortable enough to do it on your own”.To access the complete chapters for free, visit Jo b( n1 b).com. He brought my hand to
His eyes, they had changed. They were darker, more feral.“Jake”. My voice was barely a whisper.Moving away from me he closed his eyes running his hands through his hair. “Give me a minute babe”. My heart thudded in my chest. He looked to be in pain, he seemed to be struggling.“A-are you okay?”.
I woke around eleven.My body was still on fire. I couldn’t stop thinking about him. His hands all over me, his lips against my neck. I wanted to scream at him. He did this to me, he was making me feel like this and giving me nothing.I wanted to cry.I was sexually frustrated and pissed off at the
“You always overthinking what you’re wearing. You look great, he won’t be able to keep his hands off you”. She smirked.I had been stood staring at myself in the mirror for the last 20 minutes. “Shut up I don’t care what he thinks”. Soothing my hands down my jeans I grabbed my leather jacket.“Seri
I could hear voices or maybe I was dreaming. Slowly coming to I opened my eyes, I wasn’t in my house. Sitting up I winced at the pain shooting through my head.“Easy sweetheart, you hit your head pretty hard”.I was at Jakes moms.Why was I here?Then I remembered what I saw. The beast, the wild cr







