"Ms. Euphyllia, where have you been?" Cerys questioned as I slid into the chair beside her, her brows furrowing in confusion. My lips formed a wry smile. "I was in the powder room," I replied, trying to calm myself as I realized that my other comrades were already here. "I thought Commander Rachelle would be the spokesperson for today," I changed the topic, ignoring the tall figure at the front. I didn't want to. I refused to lay my eyes, but all attention turned toward the spokesman standing on the platform.Cerys shrugged. "Apparently, Commander Rachelle hasn't arrived at the camp yet. It might be a few days before she returns from her vacation leave, too."Before I could express my disappointment that Commander Rachelle, the one I revere the most because of her heroic deed, the hall hushed, but it didn't escape me how my fellow women were thrilled to see the spokesman at the front.That was when my eyes darted at him; his commanding presence was still the same that night in the t
The order had come down this morning: all soldiers and clerical staff were to assemble in the hall. My colleagues and I were waiting for the meeting to commence."Ms. Euphyllia, I miss you!" I chuckled when Cerys, Marlin's assistant, tightly hugged me. "Why didn't Sir Marlin inform me about your arrival yesterday? It's so unfair! We could have caught up!" She frowned, burying her face in my bosom.Chuckling one more time, I gently patted her head. "You are running some errands. That's why." I looked up when Marlin arrived. "Don't be mad at Marlin anymore."Marlin arched his eyebrow when he caught Cerys glaring at him. He heaved out a sigh and looked at me helplessly. "Flick her forehead for me.""Ouch!" Cerys gasped and looked at me in disbelief.I smiled wryly at her. "I'm only following the orders." I gestured my head towards Marlin. Cerys pouted but still clung to me while glaring at Marlin again, but he didn't pay her attention and was busy talking to his peers. I chuckled, my ch
"I shall take my leave, Alpha, Beta," I bid farewell to the two most important people in my pack as I mounted in a carriage.They both nodded. "Make our pack proud, Euphyllia." Those were Beta Rocco's words before the carriage set out on a departure.Sighing, I stayed quiet for a long moment, leaning on my seat before closing my eyes, feeling a little exhausted.The summons from the royal military should have been the only thing on my mind right now as I packed at dawn, but that one single letter was enough to make me feel restless throughout the whole night.I had read it once, and once was enough. However, those words were etched on my mind and kept replaying like a broken record.'It's good that I finally caught your attention. You're even more beautiful up close than only watch you from afar, Lady Euphyllia. But don't worry. I'm a patient person. I'll wait till you're prepared to meet me. And until then, I'll be watching.'That parchment was resting in the pocket of my uniform jac
The next morning, I busied myself by doing my duties as the Gamma in the training ground. I was greeted by the sound of steel clashing, and warriors sparring filled the air while others were preparing for the training by rock climbing. Then, I helped to adjust the strap of the harness of one of my fellow pack warriors and taught them how to do it better.Since I was still on my vacation and couldn't decide what I was going to do for the next few days, I had decided to help with the training. Not only that, but this was to distract me.It was hard to forget about what I witnessed with Redmund and Lilith. Until now, I still felt the bitterness gnawing inside me, including how I slept with Commander Lucretius.In my peripheral vision, Alpha Derrick stood near the training grounds, his arms folded as he observed the warriors' progress. His presence was calm yet commanding. He was one of the people I respected the most.If it weren't for him approving some of the women here to join the roy
I slowly peeled my eyes open. I was bewildered, wondering where I was and how I was here. But then the memory from last night flashed me.That husky voice... Those calloused hands... Those wet lips were worshipping my whole body until all I could do was scream his name...I froze from the realization. Not only that, in my peripheral vision, there was a bulk figure beside me, making my blood drain from my face as soon as I saw the tangle of sheets, the discarded pieces of my clothing on the floor, and him—Commander Lucretius—sleeping beside me.My body was immobilized as I held my breath. The blood from my face drained completely.Oh, my dear Moon Goddess! What had I done?!I instantly got up so fast to the point that the ache between my thighs reminded me of the ecstasy night I experienced. I gripped the sheets, suddenly crossing in my mind his touch.Shame and regret started to gnaw at my chest, feeling like I was about to pass out.I was a royal soldier, bound by duty and honor, pra
My heart was beating so fast when Commander Lucretius brought me to a nearby inn. Excitement and nervousness were kicking in with the help of the beverage I had drank earlier. Once the door was closed, it felt like my heart was about to explode when his hand took mine and brought it to his lips. "Your hand is cold, my little soldier," he stated huskily, leaving the back of my hand with some kisses. My breath hitched at his actions. "Should I take this that this is your first time?"My lips parted from his question. How did he come up to that conclusion? Was it because he had bedded so many women that he knew how to read our actions?I snapped back to reality when he drew closer, closing the gap between us when he snatched my waist and sultrily caressed my cheek with the back of his hand. "I'd appreciate if you are going to be honest with me so I know if I am going to be rough on you or be gentle."His gaze looked hungry, but his gentle tone ignited something in me. This man knew how