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Looking Inward

Author: Ginny
last update publish date: 2026-07-21 05:05:40

(Beverley’s POV)

I sat alone in my room, staring at the wall.

The house was quiet now.

Too quiet.

The kind of quiet that used to scare me when I was little, back when I would call out for my mom just to hear her voice answer from another room. Now the quiet just sat there, thick and unmoving, like it had nowhere else to be.

I started thinking about how it all began.

The first time I saw Marcus at the door.

I remembered exactly what he was wearing, which felt stupid now, that my brain had held
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