Chapter Twenty-One

Chapter Twenty-One.

Nina's POV

Since I woke up in this body, I didn't really believe it at first. I've tried finding ways to go back, I keep wondering what if I'm just dreaming? What if I didn't really die and I'm just in a state of coma? So many what-ifs came to my mind. I can't accept that I died young and just months away from my eighteenth debut.

I'm not scared of dying because I know all people will return to nature. Death is part of nature as is Life. But what I can't accept and what I fear is that I won't even be able to repay my parents and friends well. I'm scared of not paying them back for all their good deeds, I'm scared of not fulfilling my dreams, and being a burden because of all the things they have to prepare after my death.

And if ever, I want to say goodbye for the last time.

If I really did die and was reincarnated should I be reborn as a baby right? It doesn't matter if I still had my memories but to be reincarnated in a seventeen-year-old lady, doesn't make any s