Aaron dropped me off at home and I thanked him before climbing out of the car. "I’ll see you tomorrow, alright?" He asked
"Yeah of course," I replied, he smiled and then drove off. Watching him leave, I felt a bubble of joy inside my body before I turned around and walked into the house. Walking in, I found Mom, Jessi, and Dad sitting around the table eating dinner. My eyes lit up with joy as Dad’s gaze met mine. Dad has been gone for three weeks now, with his job, he tends to always be away from home. "Dad," I called up, a weaving smile dancing across my face His attention moved to me "Bella." He quickly stood up and I rushed to wrap my arms around him hugging him tightly. "Oh my god, I missed you so much, Dad." Pulling out of the hug, he replied "I missed you too pumpkin, how have you been and why are you wet? It’s not raining outside is it?" Mom’s attention immediately moved to me, her brows furrowed slightly as she answered Dad’s question "There wouldn’t be anywhere it’s raining as it’s not raining season. Why are you wet Bella?" She asked, confused "I was…" I started to speak but before I could finish, I noticed Jessi’s attention diverted towards me, I couldn’t help but smile as I declared "I was out with Aaron and we went swimming." Jessi’s face instantly grew with anger, I love that look on her. "Swimming?" She questioned as if filled with disbelief. I nodded "Yes Jessi, swimming. I told Aaron I love swimming and we swam together, it was so fun. Aaron is the best." "That’s great to hear." Mom smiled "How is it great to hear mom?" Jessi interrupted "Your sister is happy, it’s great." She replied Jessi scoffed "It’s not great because she sneaked out of school to swim with a man. How lame is that?" Mom’s eyes bugled "You did what!" "I didn’t do anything," "Yes you did, I have proof, you left school to swim with a man that you don’t even know much about." I couldn’t help but roll my eyes "I know that he’s your ex-boyfriend and that’s enough information. Besides so when I left school, it was not like we were doing anything, it was just detention and I couldn’t go back and do that. The deed is done and that’s okay because I’m still a straight-A student." I said trying to shrug off the situation but Mom wasn’t ready to let it slide as she began to speak but before she could let out many words, Dad suddenly chirped in "You know what, I think we’ve all had a long day so why don’t we just continue dinner." "Okay fine but we’ll talk about this later Bella," Mom said "Yeah, whatever. Anyways, you guys should enjoy your dinner, I’m not very hungry." I said "You sure?" Dad asked I nodded "Yes I’m sure. I’m going to sleep, goodnight Dad." I pecked him real quick as I continued "I’m so glad you’re back." "Me too pumpkin." He smiled I walked to my room and went straight to the bathroom to freshen up. I had a long day at school today but my day wasn’t that bad only because Aaron was so good to me. I mean, being with him just made my day and it was the easiest best day I had. After taking a shower, I did my assignments which took me an hour to finish. My maths assignment is just the worst, I hate math but since I am bound to be a straight-A student, I just have to mingle with it despite not liking it. Once I was done with my assignment, I brought out my diary and just like every other day, I wrote about my day and how things turned out to be great today all thanks to Aaron. I thought today would be the worst day especially since my birthday turned out to be a nightmare but surprisedly, with Aaron with me, it wasn’t that bad. While I was writing, I stopped for a moment and laid back thinking to myself and loving every moment I spent by the lake. I badly want to visit that lake again, it was so beautiful and comforting. Eventually, exhaustion began to take over, and I closed my eyes, wanting to get the much-needed sleep I needed. The next morning, I woke up to the ray of sunshine streaming through the window and directly on my face. I groaned, pushing myself up from the bed, and stretching out, I noticed my diary wasn’t on my bed anymore. I could swear I slept with it next to me. I started looking around for it but my actions halted when I realized I was late for school. Immediately, I rushed to the bathroom to take a quick shower. I have a test this morning and I really don’t want to miss it. After taking a shower, I wore the first outfit I saw in my closet and headed outside readying to walk to school as it was not far from home. As I got outside, I saw a car waiting for me with Aaron sitting on the driver's side "I figured you might need a ride to school." he said A smile crept on my lip "I actually do, thanks for coming." I got into his car and he started driving me to school. "By the way, how did you come?" I asked knowing that I didn’t ask him to come "I don’t know, I just figured you might need a ride." "I do, I’m already late." "Not really, classes start by 9pm and you still have ten minutes left. We’ll get there in time." He said and surprisingly he got me there on time. I thanked Aaron for dropping me off before I climbed out of the car. As I walked into the school, the bell rang, I quickly opened my locker and brought out my English notebook, as I closed my locker, I noticed a group of students looking at me and laughing. I didn’t know why they were laughing at me but I guess they still haven’t moved on from my birthday party drama. I disregarded them and began heading to class but there, I noticed people glancing at me and laughing. It felt unusual because they weren’t like that yesterday so why are they taunting me today? In the middle of the chatter and laughter directed at me, a voice pierced through, "Look who we have here, the lover girl." Confusion crept on my face as I asked "Lover girl?" What does that even mean? The answer to my question hit me all at once when Jessi approached me, holding my diary in her hands. She smiled and said, "Hey sis, I hope you don’t mind me sharing your diary with everyone else; it’s just so interesting that I couldn’t help myself." My heart sank immediately, oh no, Jessi officially ruined me.Lucinda took a step towards Luca, and I panicked. "Don’t you dare come any closer." I pointed at her.She only laughed, taking another step. "Protective, I see. We’re going to get along really well."Her gaze shifted to Luca. His body seemed to weaken, as though her eyes alone carried too much power against him"Do you miss her?" She asked, still smirking as she moved closer. "Do you miss Madrid? Do you want her back?""No, he doesn’t." I stepped forward, voice firm. I know Luca can’t protect himself right now as he’s very weak so I just have to step up for him. "He doesn’t want her—and he doesn’t want you. So leave him alone Lucinda." My voice came louder than expected Lucinda scoffed. "I could kill you in a heartbeat. Don’t make me prove it." Her eyes flickered, and I flinched back in fear. She turned to Luca again, plastering on a false smile. "I know you miss her… and maybe missed me too. It’s great to see you again Luca.""What do you want, Lucinda?" Luca finally spoke, his to
I didn’t waste any time. I ran as fast as I could. The wind hit me hard, but I didn’t stop. I couldn’t stop. I needed to get to him as soon as possible.I wouldn’t let Lucinda near him. She’d already done too much damage. I wouldn’t let her hurt him again.I rushed into the room where Luca was supposed to be, only to find it empty. Velmira and the other helpers were there, but Luca wasn’t.My heart dropped. "Where is Luca?" I asked, panic creeping into my voice.Before they could answer, he stepped out of the bathroom. "Bella," He said, confused. "What’s going on? Why do you look so panicked?""You need to leave. Lucinda’s here." I saidThe tray Velmira was holding clattered to the floor, her eyes wide with shock. "What?""Yes, she’s here," I confirmed, then turned to Luca. "You should find a safe place to stay with Velmira and the others.""Okay, let’s go." He said urgently "No, she’s after you so you should go okay." I said "Well then come with me," He said as he stepped closer, r
I jumped out of the chair "Amaya!" I exclaimed rushing to hug her.She held me tightly. "Bella, it’s so good to see you again," She said warmly."You too," I replied. Amaya is the perfect person I needed to meet right now. Since she’s Luca’s mother, I am certain she’d know exactly what I need to do. Pulling out of the hug, she asked "I don’t know if I have much time here so tell me everything.""What do you mean?" I asked confused "Did you break out of the cell?""Oh no, I didn’t, I can’t take that risk. The cell just opened and Noah and I walked right out of it. There were no security guards around and I couldn’t wait any longer to check on you guys so I just walked out." She explained "And then someone told me you’re here so I came.""Ohh." Was all I could say "But isn’t it strange that it just opened like that?""It is but that’s not the point right now. Tell me about Luca, is he getting any better?"I sighed heartily "You need to sit for this.""What happened?" Her voice hardened
“I hate myself. I hate myself” I repeated, as tears streamed down my face. I screamed my lungs out. I did it again. And again, and again but I didn’t feel any better. My heart was heavy… too heavy that I couldn’t bring myself to stop crying or even feel the slightest bitterness. Why me? Why me God?Each time I fall in love something bad just has to happen. Am I not destined to be loved and in love? Am I not worthy of love? Am I not deserving of that peaceful love?More tears streamed down my face. I felt miserable. One moment I was happy that Luca loves me but another moment I felt awful because he can’t love me. He just has to let go…. Stop loving me. Stop seeing me and never ever love again.My heart shattered as I thought about it. My throat was closing up, and I felt as if I was losing my mind. Nothing made me feel any better. I fell to the ground crying. I couldn’t even take myself to my room to cry, that was how miserable I was.I know I have to do it anyway— I have to talk
I kept pacing around, trying my hardest for contain myself. I don’t think I can do this. But I have to…. I just have to. My heart felt heavy and my stomach twisted. I have been thinking about how I’ll meet Luca and end things with him. I don’t even know how I’ll start the conversation. How I’ll tell him I have to leave him without telling him the reason why.Velmira said I have to be as harsh as possible but can I? He’s already been through a lot of pain. I don’t think I can bring myself to hurt him. I should be the one caring for him, loving him but not hurting him. But at this point, hurting him is the only way I can care for him.I took a deep breath. “I just have to do this.” I reminded myself. Like a snail, I slowly walked up to the room where Luca was resting. I knocked before walking in. Luca’s eyes beamed with joy the moment he saw me. How do I betray those eyes?"Bella, you finally came." A smile spread across his face.His smile makes it even more difficult to do this.
~ BELLA’S POVI jerked upright, gasping like I’d just broken the surface of deep water. My heart was pounding hard like it was trying to punch its way out of my chest. My chest felt heavy and my eyes…. my vision was blurry for a while until I blinked twice and saw Aaron sitting next to me holding my hand. He looked worried and I could easily tell that he’s been sitting here for hours just watching over me. Aaron opened his mouth to speak while I turned around to where Luca is lying down only to see him stirring awake while Velmira was helping him out."How are you feeling?" Aaron asked.I couldn’t respond to him, I just pulled my hand out of his and rushed to Luca. My head was pounding with a crazy headache but I didn’t care. I just wanted to see Luca."Luca." I sighed as I got to where he is. He slowly opened his eyes and met mine. A small smile dangled on his extremely pale and dry lips as he said "Bella." His voice was barely above a whisper "Oh my god!" I sighed heavily reachin