"MISTER BAIMBRIDGE?”
The woman at the back door held a black umbrella against her shoulder and struggled to keep her balance as she braced herself against a mighty gust of wind. She looked to be in her early twenties.
“Yes?”
“My name is Ashleigh Matthews. I live in Dr. Hardesty’s pool house next door. May I come inside for a minute?”
There was a pained look on her face that reminded me of the loneliness I often felt. The kind of loneliness that gnaws a hole in your chest, steals your youth, and makes you vulnerable.
“Sure. Of course. Please come in.” I parted the door just enough to allow her to get past me without letting in the whole storm.
“Thanks,” she exhaled dashing past me. As I closed the door, I caught sight of Mrs. Winslow gazing at me from a window. I gave her a two-finger salute and flipped on the kitchen lights.
“I’m sorry to impose on you on a night like this,” the woman said folding down her umbrella. She wore a pea-green raincoat over a white cotton shirt and faded jeans soaked from the knees down. Her lips were a bit too large for her face, but, still, she was extremely attractive.
“It’s no problem, really. What can I do for you?”
“Well…two things actually.” She looked around as if to see if I was alone. “My lights have gone off—”
“Oh? You could have a circuit breaker that’s tripped. I’ll be glad to go over and take a look if you like. Would you like to wait here until the rain slacks off a bit?”
“Yes. Thank you. That would be great.” Her blond shoulder-length hair had six or seven strands of multi-colored beads woven into it hanging off the right side that clinked when she moved.
“And the other thing?” I asked.
“Well…” She rotated the umbrella from one hand to the other and wiped the bottom of her chin on the back of her hand. It had been so long since I’d had a guest in the house, I’d forgotten how to treat one.
“Oh, here, let me have that.” I reached for the umbrella. “And the raincoat, too.”
As I removed her raincoat, I caught the scent of her perfume. It was as out of place in my house as the aroma of a good home-cooked country dinner. She shook droplets out of her hair and the beads jangled. “That’s some storm, huh?”
I balanced the umbrella in the sink and hung the raincoat on a cabinet door handle. “Yes, isn’t it?” A smile spread wide across her face, but her eyes failed to hide her worry. “Would you like something to drink? Ashleigh, is it?”
“Yes. Ashleigh. A little wine would be nice—if you have any.” I opened the fridge and was relieved to discover an unopened bottle of Zinfandel that had been tucked in the back some time ago for just this type of occasion. I reached in for it as her eyes roamed around the room.
The house had been nice in its day. Built in the 1920s as a hunting lodge by a man that owned a railroad. It had high ceilings, wide crown molding, polished oak floors, and glass paneled doors separating the downstairs rooms. But the place had eventually fallen into the hands of heirs who couldn’t agree on whether to keep it or sell it. So for decades it remained unoccupied as the neighborhood grew around it. I got use of it from one of Martha’s doctors, a great-grandchild of the builder, who just gave me a key figuring it would be better to have someone in it for free than to simply let it continue to deteriorate. I did not pay rent, but I’d made a good many repairs and renovations to it, especially to the kitchen. It not only brought the house back from the dead, it kept my mind and hands occupied when I wasn’t working on a play or running Martha around town.
“It’s nice in here,” she said brushing a strand of wet hair from the corner of her eye.
“Thanks.” I uncorked the bottle then opened the dishwasher— more out of habit than actual expectation—and was surprised to find a clean stem of crystal. I poured the wine then circled the counter holding the glass out to her. “You said there were two things you needed, didn’t you?” As she took the wineglass, I noticed her hand trembling, so I stepped into the den to light the gas logs in the fireplace.
“Yes. The other thing is…” She followed me and sat on the edge of the love seat nearest the fire holding her glass with both hands. “I’m trying for a part in a Brad Pitt movie they’re going to be shooting here and…”
I waited to see if there was more as I crossed back to the kitchen for my drink. “And—?”
“I’ll…need some photographs for that.”
“Great. Seems simple enough.” As I topped off my scotch, the wind rose and there was a sharp crack and a loud thump on the deck outside. Ashleigh jumped to her feet as if expecting something to leap through the glass.
“The regular head-shot for an agent?” I asked crossing back to the den.
She sat again slowly. “Actually… What I really need…”
I sat on the couch and waited.
She rolled the glass in her hands. “What I really need…is something a little more…” She took a sip of wine and cleared her throat. “…a little more…”
I’d seen this before. I knew what she couldn’t say. “Something sexy? Risqué?”
“Well…”
Lightning struck nearby and thunder rattled the dishes. “If you can’t say it, Ashleigh, how do you expect to be able to do it?”
She walked to the window taking her glass. “Oh, I can do it,” she said, her voice sounding confident. But the color in her face suggested a different answer. “I have to do it.”
She kept her eyes off me, but I couldn’t keep mine off her. Her neck was long and her breasts just barely pushed the front of her shirt out. She was definitely intriguing. A flicker of lightning illuminated her face as she gazed out the window. “You need nude photographs to get a part in a movie these days?”
She cut her eyes toward me. “He wants them.”
“I’m sure he does.” I inhaled deeply. “But, Ashleigh…if you walked into McDonald’s looking for a job and the manager asked if you had any nude photographs of yourself, you’d probably knock his block off and call the cops. So what makes this different?”
Her voice was quiet, almost dreamy. “Brad Pitt.”
“Brad Pitt wants nude photographs of you?”
“I get to do the nude scenes with him.” Ashleigh finished the wine in a single gulp, crossed back to the love seat, and flopped her petite figure onto it.
“Don’t they use body doubles for that?”
She set the empty stem on the coffee table, sat back, dropped a loafer, and tucked her left foot up under her right thigh. “That’s the part I want.”
“Why?”
She picked a painted fingernail at a spot on the seat cushion. “People tell me I look a lot like Julia Roberts. She’s the female lead. So, I think I have a good chance to get it. I heard you’re a photographer and since you’re right next door, I just thought…”
“You’d do this just to be able to rub bellies with Brad Pitt on a movie set?”
She looked at me as if she thought every woman would. “Well, yeah.”
“You know there will be about twenty-five other people standing around watching, don’t you?”
She flipped a thread of hair off her face and stretched her right arm over the back of the love seat. “That’s okay.”
What is it with young people these days? They don’t have time to do groundwork, build a foundation, or climb anything. They want to jump right into a world of fame, fortune, and adventure and don’t mind mortgaging their morals to get it. That’s nothing, the way they see it.
Thunder rumbled in the distance. I stood and lifted my glass. “Look, I don’t mean to throw cold water on your dreams. Anything’s possible. Why don’t we go take a look at your fuse box? Would you like some wine to take with you?” I waited for her to respond. When she didn’t, I moved into the kitchen, pulled another bottle of scotch from a cabinet, and cracked the seal.
“You don’t think I’d get the part, do you?” she said. I could tell her feelings were hurt, but I refilled my glass and drank from it without answering. “Seriously, you don’t think I’d get it, do you?”
I turned to face her. “Well, how would I know, Ashleigh? I don’t know you. I don’t know them. I don’t even know what the movie’s about.”
“You’re a man, aren’t you? You’re about his age, aren’t you?” Lightning lit the room.
“Brad Pitt?” I sighed. “He’s—a little older, I think.” As I took a gulp, she stood and began unbuttoning her shirt while I choked back the scotch.
“Wh-o-o-o-a! Hey! Hold on there. Wait just a minute.”
She ignored me, jerked the shirttail out of her jeans, and worked the rest of the buttons free.
"STOP!” I shouted.Ashleigh looked up, her hands frozen on the last button.“I’m sorry, Ashleigh. Call me drunk. Call me stupid. Call me whatever you want. I’m as red-blooded as any male and you’re the best-looking woman I’ve had in this house ever! But you just don’t need to be doing that. Please, just call the studio in the morning and make an appointment.”Her gaze remained locked on me even as another heavy branch fell on the deck. Her shirt lay open exposing her bra. It was tempting. God, was it tempting!I turned away. “Please, Ashleigh.” The telephone rang and broke the impasse. I reached for it immediately. “Hello?”It was Mom. “Richie, can you run over and help your dad move Martha’s bed?”I closed my eyes and drew a slow breath. “Move it where, Mom?”“Is something wrong?”“No, nothi
I GRIPPED THE DOORKNOB, turned it slowly, and pushed the door open. Except for a pair of white stockings from mid-thigh down, Ashleigh was stark naked. She lay amid a mountain of pillows with her arms thrown back over her head and her legs cocked outward at the knees. Half a dozen lighted candles scented the room and provided the only light. The sight of her took my breath away. She looked like a movie star—Julia Roberts in person, naked.My internal control system changed gears and my movements slowed.She raised a Polaroid camera high and giggled. “Take my picture, Mr. Photographer.”I snickered. “You’re not going to get much of a picture with that thing.”“I don’t care. I just want to see what it looks like.”I sipped my drink, set it on the dresser, took the camera, and stepped back. My heart thumped hard in my chest as I framed her in the viewer. She puckered her lips and cut her eyes at me
BUMBLING TO MY FEET, I stumbled into the house, groped the medicine cabinet for ibuprofen, swallowed three capsules, and downed a full glass of water. Weaving my way to the den, I flopped onto the couch and passed out again. My sleep interfused with images of Ashleigh. Ashleigh straddling me laughing and flirting, her beads pressing against my neck. Ashleigh in white thigh-high stockings with snakes crawling all over her naked body. Ashleigh’s lips against mine. Ashleigh biting a hole in my cheek.At 6:30 a.m., I awoke trembling. My clothes were still wet and every inch of my body ached. The last thing I could remember was passing out on Ashleigh’s bed. God, what must she think of me?I tripped up the stairs, toppled into the shower, and stripped away my clothes. There were scratches on the back of my right hand. I wondered how I’d gotten them, how I’d gotten home, and if I’d made a fool of myself doing it. I turned the water on a
I LED SAM AND THE POLICEMEN into the kitchen as Sam introduced the two with him—a skinny white man named Melrose with the wide lip-less mouth of a lizard, and Crabby Staten, an older black man with gray sideburns and a thick scar across his nose. The heavy-set one, Staten, stood next to me with his arms folded like a nightclub bouncer. Lizard Lips set a black satchel on the breakfast table and stepped closer. Jones fished a small writing pad and mechanical pencil from his shirt pocket. “What’s going on, Sam?” I asked. “Something happen to Ashleigh?” “When did you see her last?” he asked, flipping through the pages of the notepad. I felt as if all three of them were watching me a little too intensely. The muscles in my neck knotted as I considered the reaction I’d get from my answer. “Last night.” That struck a chord and all three of them shifted in unison—like dancers in a Broadway production. Jones widened his stance as he made a note on his pad. Staten adju
THE NEXT MORNING I was dressed and downtown by 7:30. Like my mood, the weather had turned cold and blustery—not the best for Azalea Festival Week. I pulled my collar up against my neck for the short walk to Tripp’s Ham and Eggs still stunned by the events of the night before. Inside, I tracked to the same table with the same five other guys I join for breakfast most every morning.Sappy Talton was doing his customarily splendid job of getting our waitress Sheila flustered and confused. Sappy and I had been best friends since eighth grade when we stole a pack of Lucky Strikes and a can of Miller’s Beer from Smith’s IGA, which started a summer of wildness that cemented our friendship forever.A burst of laughter spread through the group as I took a seat. That’s what I like about these guys. They’re relaxed and fun to be around. No heavy burdens allowed.Besides Sappy, there was Fred Gorman, a salt and pepper-haired fish
ALL I COULD THINK ABOUT for the rest of the morning was Joe’s admonitions and how he’d acted. My creativity was gone and I couldn’t concentrate. I made it through my first appointment on pure instinct. My eleven o’clock was an on-site conference with the younger sister of a girl I dated back in high school. Pulling into the parking lot of the Deagan Dance Center a few minutes early, I parked next to a black Mazda van lettered with the school’s logo. I’d driven by this place thousands of times, but had never paid much attention to it. The grounds were well-kept and framed with gigantic oak trees budding with new life and dripping with long strands of Spanish moss.I entered a spacious lobby plastered with dance-related posters, informational signs, photographs, and three large TV monitors high on one wall each showing a different empty classroom. Long wooden benches lined three sides of the lobby, and there was a receptionist center
WHEN I OPENED THE DOOR, Sam slapped a search warrant into my hand and walked in without invitation. As a photographer followed, a knot tightened in my gut. There are times when you draw the line and dare someone to cross it, and times when you open wide and take the drill. This was a root canal without Novocain. Staten went immediately to dusting the den for fingerprints. Lizard Lips headed for the kitchen and the photographer stuck out his hand to shake.“I’ve always wanted to meet you, Mr. Baimbridge. Danny Butler.” He carried a fairly inexpensive digital camera with a Metz strobe. I forced the warrant into the pocket with the panties and shook his hand. “I really hope to have my own studio someday,” he said, “and do the kind of work you do.”“Don’t wait too long to get started,” I said, my voice flat. “Dreams have a way of slipping away.”“Yeah, I’ve been thinking about that.&
I STARED AT THAT FLASHLIGHT and the red smear feeling as if I was standing before my father once again being accused of something I didn’t do. Don’t lie to me! The skin on my back felt as if it was crawling around under my shirt. “Is this your flashlight?” Sam asked. “It…looks like it.” “What’s it doing here?” “I don’t know. I didn’t put it there.” “You think Ashleigh did?” The photographer nudged in next to me focusing his camera on the flashlight. I stepped back. “I swear to you I have no idea how it got there.” The strobe went off and the camera beeped. “Could Ashleigh have done it?” Lizard Lips asked. My mouth felt hot. “Of course she could have. I was passed out on the deck. Anybody could have done it.” The man’s tongue danced back and forth across his lower lip. “But, did she?” My stomach soared and I burped. “As far as I know there were only two of us and I was passed out in the rain.” An