LOGINNeo came home that evening looking like a man who had won something and was trying real hard not to strut about it.
Irina was in the library — her spot now, unofficially, and they both knew it — when he walked in, jacket off, tie hanging loose, wearing that particular expression of quiet satisfaction that probably cost lesser men a lot more effort to pull off."The board ratified it," he said, dropping into the armchair across from her. "As of four-fifteen today, I'm officially CEO of McKinney Industries."
Irina lowered her book. "Congratulations." "Thank you." He leaned back and stretched his legs out like a man whose bones had been waiting all day for permission to relax. "Tomorrow night there's a dinner. Celebration slash first public appearance as CEO. I need you there." "Okay." "And I need you to wear the blazer." "Neo, I was already going to wear the blazer." "Good." "I just want it on record that I decided that on my own." "So noted." The corner of his mouth did that thing. She looked back at her book. The next morning she woke up with nowhere to be and nothing to do, which sounds like a dream until you're actually living it. Back in her real life, her days had shape — classes to teach, errands, Allison's chaotic energy to manage, Zachary's equally chaotic energy to manage. Here, the staff handled everything before she could even think about it. Someone made her bed. Someone restocked her bathroom. Someone ironed things she hadn't asked to be ironed. It was lovely and deeply unsettling and she felt like a guest who'd overstayed without being told. She wandered the east wing out of sheer boredom, which she was fairly sure hadn't been opened since the Bush administration. Room after dusty room until she found one with a piano sitting under a white dustsheet like it was in witness protection. She pulled the sheet off, sat on the bench, and pressed a few keys. Perfectly tuned. Which somehow made its abandonment feel worse. She was still sitting there, pressing random notes and thinking way too loud about way too many things, when Sasha appeared in the doorway. Irina's hands froze. Sasha looked at the piano. Then at Irina. Then back at the piano, the way you'd look at something that owed you an apology."My dad used to play that," she said.
"I didn't know that." "Why would you." Not mean exactly. Just straight. Sasha leaned against the doorframe with her arms crossed, staring at the piano. "Every Sunday morning without fail. Drove my mother up the damn wall." Irina said nothing. She'd figured out fast that with Sasha, silence beat the wrong word every single time. "Neo can't play for squat," Sasha continued, and something almost fond crept into her voice before she could catch it. "Tone deaf. Like, genuinely, embarrassingly tone deaf. Dad used to joke that it was the one thing he couldn't pass on to him." A pause. "He thought it was the funniest thing." Then she seemed to catch herself. Realized how much she'd said and to who. The shutters came back down fast. "Dinner's at eight," she said flatly. "Don't be late. Neo hates late." Gone. Irina sat at the piano for a good minute after that, just processing. That was the longest Sasha McKinney had voluntarily spoken to her. Wasn't warm. Wasn't an apology. But it wasn't an attack either and at this point she was collecting small wins wherever she could find them. The restaurant didn't have prices on the menu. Irina had always found that particular brand of fancy deeply suspicious. Like, just tell me what the salmon costs, we're all adults here. But she kept that to herself, smoothed her blazer, and decided to act like she ate at places like this all the time. She did not eat at places like this all the time. Neo had booked a private dining room — just the two of them — which she hadn't expected. She'd mentally prepared for a table full of board members and firm handshakes and the performative version of their marriage. Instead it was quiet, candlelit, and lowkey intimate in a way that made her want to sit up straighter for reasons she refused to examine. "You look good," Neo said, after they were seated. She glanced down at the blazer. "Don't make it weird.""I gave you a compliment."
"And I'm kindly asking you not to make it weird." He picked up his menu with the patience of a saint and the expression of a man who was starting to understand what he'd gotten himself into. "You are something else, Irina." "Been told that before," she said, opening her own menu. "Didn't slow me down then either." He laughed at that. A real one. And the evening kind of just.. went from there. The food was outrageous — the kind of meal that made you briefly angry at every other meal you'd ever eaten for not trying harder. The conversation moved easy, from McKinney Industries to his father to her dance classes to a full-blown debate about whether Atlanta had respectable jollof rice that got way more heated than two people who'd known each other less than a week had any business getting. By the time dessert showed up Irina had laughed three times without meaning to and forgotten to check her phone twice. She also realized, somewhere between the main course and dessert, that she hadn't thought about Zachary once all evening. She filed that under things to examine later and ate her dessert. Later never came that night.A year.It was a Sunday morning in December and Irina was standing at the kitchen island drinking actual coffee — real coffee, the altitude-asking machine, the good kind — because Anya had finally, definitively, conclusively stopped making her body hostile to coffee at around the four month mark and she had celebrated this development with a level of enthusiasm that Neo had described as disproportionate and she had described as completely appropriate.She was drinking her coffee.And listening.The mansion had a different sound now. Not a different structure — same marble floors, same chandelier, same three sitting rooms and formal dining room and library and east wing. Same Pete in the garden. Same Mrs. Paulson in the kitchen. Same iron gates at the end of the driveway that were still taller than her old apartment building.But the sound was different.On Sunday mornings specifically the sound was: Zara at the piano.She'd been having lessons for six months — a teacher named Mr. Kow
She woke up at three in the morning.Not dramatically — no movie moment, no sudden gasp, just an awareness that arrived quietly and sat with her until she was sure enough to do something about it. She lay in the dark for a few minutes taking stock of what her body was telling her and her body was telling her clearly that tonight was the night.She turned over."Neo," she said.He was awake immediately. That was the thing about the last month — he'd been sleeping the way people slept when they were half-waiting for something, one ear always pointed at the world."Yeah," he said."It's time," she said.He was out of bed before she'd finished the sentence.She'd told him once, early in the pregnancy, that she needed him to be calm in the delivery room.He'd said he would be calm.She'd looked at him with the expression she'd developed for moments when Neo McKinney's self-assessment and observable reality were in tension and said "Neo."He'd said he would try to be calm.She'd accepted th
Sasha planned it for three weeks.Irina knew this because Sasha was constitutionally incapable of doing anything without it being visible — the planning showed up in phone calls that ended suspiciously fast when Irina walked into a room, in a text thread between Sasha and Mrs. Paulson that Irina accidentally saw the notification for and pretended she hadn't, in Zara's barely contained energy every time the subject of the party came up which Zara referred to as the party in the tone of someone who knew more than they were telling."You know something," Irina told Zara one morning at the kitchen island. Zara looked at her pancakes."Zara.""I'm not allowed to say," Zara said, to the pancakes."Who told you that.""Sasha," Zara said. And then, realizing she'd given something away: "I mean. Nobody."Irina looked at her.Zara ate a blueberry."You're very bad at secrets," Irina said."Sasha said the same thing," Zara said. And then: "I mean—"Irina pressed her lips together.Neo, from behi
She was showing properly by October.Not the subtle, is-she-or-isn't-she showing of the early months that she'd been concealing under specific clothing choices and strategic positioning. The actual, unambiguous, nobody-needs-to-ask showing. The kind that Zara had identified immediately and clinically on the first morning as you have a big tummy and which had been expanding steadily ever since with the cheerful indifference of a baby that had a timeline and was keeping to it regardless of anyone's feelings about visibility.Irina had stopped trying to conceal it around the time Zara started talking to the bump. This had started on a Thursday.Zara had come into the kitchen, found Irina at the island, walked up to her, looked at her stomach, and said "hello" to it with the matter-of-fact directness she brought to most things.Irina had looked down at her."She can't hear you yet," Irina said. "Well — she can hear things but—""Hello," Zara said again, to the bump. Louder this time. In c
He went back on a Monday. Six weeks after the shooting. Dr. Reeves had said five, Neo had said four, they'd compromised on six in the specific way they compromised on things which was Irina stating a position and Neo recognizing it as correct and not admitting that immediately. She drove him. Not Curtis — she drove him herself, which he hadn't expected and didn't comment on, just got in the passenger seat with the specific composure of a man who had decided that being driven by his fiancée to his first day back at his company was not a thing that required comment. Atlanta in the morning. The commute crowd. The city doing its operational weekday thing. She pulled up outside McKinney Industries and looked at the building — all glass and steel and architectural confidence, the building that had made her feel small the first time she'd stood in front of it — and then at Neo beside her. He was looking at it too. "How does it feel," she said. He considered it honestly. "Different,"
The chandelier got her.Irina had predicted this. Had known from the moment Zara asked about it in the arrivals hall that the chandelier was going to be the first significant moment in the mansion and she was right. Zara walked through the front door, looked up, and stopped completely. Backpack still on. Yellow jacket still zipped. Head tilted all the way back."That's enormous," she said."It is," Irina agreed."It's bigger than our whole flat in Auckland," Zara said. "I said the same thing," Irina said. "Approximately." Zara looked at her. "What did you say exactly.""I said Jesus," Irina said.Zara's eyes went wide. Then she giggled the full kind, the unguarded six year old kind that came from somewhere genuine and had no self-consciousness to it whatsoever and the sound of it filled the McKinney Mansion foyer in a way that the foyer, for all its grandeur, had probably never been filled before.Neo stood slightly behind them.He was looking at Zara.At the jaw. The eyes. The specif
They stayed at the hospital until two in the afternoon.By the time they left Anna was sitting up properly, had eaten something that Dr. Osei described as encouraging and Anna described as aggressively bland, had spoken to a nurse about her hair with the focused energy of a woman who had priorities
She talked for two hours.Anna listened for all of it — the contract, the mansion, Margaret's sitting room, the gala, the library nights, Miami, the waterfront, the fish tacos which Anna made her describe in specific detail for reasons that weren't entirely clear, Zachary and Allison and the side e
They came back at nine in the morning.Anna was awake when they arrived. Properly awake this time — sitting up slightly, the bed adjusted, hair brushed which meant a nurse had taken pity on her, eyes clear and present and doing that thing they did where they looked at you and made you feel like bei
Dr. Osei made them leave after twenty minutes.Not because Anna wasn't stable — she was, her vitals were good, coherence improving by the minute — but because twenty minutes was what he had said and Dr. Osei always keeps to his word.He came in, checked everything with quiet efficiency, told Anna s







