LOGINMorning
POV: Lucas
I woke up to the sound of pencil scratching across paper. My eyes opened slowly, and the first thing I saw was Ethan sitting at the desk on his side of the room. He had his back to me, earbuds in, head bent over a sketchbook. Sunlight came through the window and hit his hair, but I did not let myself think about that. Instead I grabbed the basketball from beside my bed and tossed it across the room. It bounced once on his mattress and rolled to the floor.
He jumped and pulled one earbud out. "What the hell?"
"Morning," I said, sitting up and stretching my arms over my head. My shirt rode up a bit. I did not bother fixing it. "You always up this early drawing?"
Ethan looked at the clock on the wall. It was barely past eight. "Could not sleep much."
I swung my legs over the side of the bed and stood. My body still felt heavy from the late night. Yesterday had been weird enough with the move and the forced family dinner. Now we had to do breakfast together like we were actual brothers or something. Dad expected me to play nice. He had said it straight last week. "Lucas, make him feel welcome. This is important for your mom and me."
I headed to the bathroom first, splashed water on my face, and brushed my teeth. When I came back out, Ethan was still at the desk, but he had closed the sketchbook. He kept his eyes down like he did not want to look at me too long.
Downstairs in the kitchen, Dad and Ethan's mom had already started coffee and toast. They moved around each other like they had done this for years instead of weeks. Dad grinned when he saw us. "There they are. Sleep okay, boys?"
"Fine," I said, grabbing a plate.
Ethan mumbled the same and sat at the table. His mom put orange juice in front of him and ruffled his hair. He shifted away a little, cheeks turning pink. I tried not to stare. Instead I loaded my plate with eggs and bacon and sat across from him.
The parents talked the whole time about school starting next week. "You two will be in the same building now," Dad said. "Lucas, you can show Ethan around. Introduce him to some of your friends."
I almost choked on my toast. My friends would lose their minds if they knew the quiet art kid from the rival school was now my stepbrother. "Sure. Whatever."
Ethan kept his head down and ate small bites. He did not say much, but every time I glanced up, I caught him looking somewhere else fast. It bugged me. Not in a bad way exactly. Just made the room feel tighter than it should.
After breakfast, Dad pulled me aside in the hallway while the moms cleaned up. "I mean it, Lucas. Be a good brother here. Ethan has been through a lot with just him and his mom all these years. Make him feel part of the family."
"I got it," I said. But inside I felt the pressure settle on my chest. I was supposed to be the easy one, the athlete who kept things light. Now I had this new guy in my space, and Dad watching every move.
I went back upstairs and changed into practice clothes. Coach had called an optional morning session before school started. When I came out of the bathroom, Ethan was unpacking more clothes into his dresser. He had his back turned, but I saw the way his shoulders tensed when I walked closer.
"Heading to the gym," I said. "You need anything while I'm out?"
He shook his head. "I'm good."
I grabbed my bag and paused at the door. Part of me wanted to say something else, anything to break the weird quiet. But I just left.
Practice ran hard. I pushed through drills and shots until sweat soaked my shirt. The other guys joked around like always, but my mind kept drifting back to the house. To the new room. To Ethan sitting there with his pencils and that careful way he moved like he did not want to take up too much space.
When I got home a couple hours later, the house smelled like lunch cooking. I kicked off my shoes and went straight upstairs to drop my bag. Ethan was on his bed now, sketchbook open again. He looked up when I walked in.
I pulled my shirt off over my head because it stuck to me and tossed it toward my hamper. It missed and landed on the floor. I did not pick it up right away. Instead I grabbed a clean one from my drawer and turned around.
Ethan's eyes flicked to me for half a second before he looked back at his page. His face went red. He gripped the pencil tighter.
I pretended not to notice, but something twisted in my stomach. Not annoyance. Something else I did not want to name. I stepped closer to his side of the room and leaned against the desk. "You draw people or just random stuff?"
"Both," he said quietly. His voice sounded tighter than before.
I nodded. The air between us felt thick. I told myself it was just the heat from practice, or the newness of sharing everything. But I kept seeing that quick glance he had given me.
Our parents called us down for lunch soon after. They sat us together at the table and kept smiling like everything was perfect. "This is nice, right?" Ethan's mom said. "All of us under one roof."
I ate fast and tried to focus on the food. Ethan stayed quiet again, but I felt him next to me the whole time. The way his arm almost brushed mine when he reached for the salt. The soft sound of his breathing.
Back in the room after lunch, I flopped onto my bed and picked up my phone. Ethan went back to his desk. The silence stretched again, but it did not feel empty now. It felt loaded.
I watched him from the corner of my eye. He bit his lip when he concentrated. His fingers moved steady across the paper. I wondered what he was drawing. Wondered why it mattered to me at all.
He shifted in his chair and our eyes met for real this time. He looked away fast, but not before I saw the flush on his neck.
I sat up a little. My heart beat harder than it should after practice. This was stupid. He was my stepbrother. We had to live together. That was it.
Still, I could not stop the words from coming out.
"Why? Does it bother you?"
POV: EthanI woke up with Lucas's arm draped over my waist. His breath brushed the back of my neck, warm and steady. The sheet tangled around our legs. Sunlight snuck through the blinds and painted stripes across the bed. For a second everything felt normal, like any other morning. Then the memories rushed in. His mouth on mine. The way he had moved inside me. The sounds I made that I could not take back.My body ached in places I had never felt before. Not bad. Just a reminder that last night had really happened. I stayed still, afraid to wake him. Afraid to face what came next.Lucas shifted behind me. His hand tightened on my hip. "You awake?" he asked, voice rough from sleep."Yeah."He pressed a kiss to my shoulder. Slow. Like he had all the time in the world. "Good."We lay there without moving for a while. His fingers traced lazy circles on my skin. Up my side, down my arm, back again. Each pass sent little sparks through me. I turned onto my back so I could see his face. His h
POV: EthanI stood at the front window and watched the car pull away. Mom waved one last time from the passenger seat. Mark honked twice like it was some big celebration. They were gone for the whole weekend. Anniversary trip. Just the two of us in the house.The door shut behind me and the silence hit different. No parents downstairs. No pretending at dinner. Lucas came up behind me and locked the door. His hand brushed my shoulder on the way past."Finally," he said.We ordered pizza and ate it on the couch in the living room. We did not talk much while we ate. Every few minutes our eyes would meet and we would both look away fast. The TV played some old movie neither of us cared about. When the pizza box was empty Lucas carried it to the kitchen and I followed him upstairs.In our room the air felt thicker than usual. I sat on my bed and pulled my hoodie off. Lucas stayed by the door for a second, then came over and sat on the edge of my mattress instead of his own. His knee presse
POV: LucasI could not get that night out of my head. The wrestling over the controller, the way Ethan had looked up at me on the floor, the way my body had reacted like it knew something my brain refused to admit. I told myself it was nothing. Just the newness of having someone else in my space all the time. But every time I walked into our room and saw him at the desk, pencil moving slow across the paper, hair falling in his eyes, I felt it again. That pull.School had started and the days blurred. We rode the same bus now, sat at different tables at lunch, acted like we barely knew each other in the halls. At home we kept the routine. Breakfast with the parents pushing the brother act. Dinner with more of the same. Then upstairs where the air always felt thicker once the door closed.Tonight I needed to blow off steam. The game had gone bad. We lost by six points in the last minute and Coach rode me hard about missing easy shots. I came through the front door still in my jersey, ba
Chapter 3 ControllerPOV: EthanI kept my eyes on the sketchbook even after Lucas asked the question. My pencil stopped moving. The words hung there between us. Does it bother you? Of course it bothered me. He stood there without his shirt, skin still damp from practice, and I could not pretend I had not noticed.I closed the sketchbook and set it on the desk. "I just think we should keep some space. Since we have to share everything now."Lucas pulled on a clean shirt, but the smirk stayed on his face. "Space. Right. In a room this size."He dropped onto his bed and picked up the game controller. "Come on. Parents are out again tonight. Let's play something before they come back with all their happy family talk."I hesitated. Part of me wanted to stay at the desk and hide behind my drawings. But another part, the one that kept replaying his question, wanted to see what would happen if I did not hide. I grabbed the second controller and sat on the edge of my bed.We started with a r
MorningPOV: LucasI woke up to the sound of pencil scratching across paper. My eyes opened slowly, and the first thing I saw was Ethan sitting at the desk on his side of the room. He had his back to me, earbuds in, head bent over a sketchbook. Sunlight came through the window and hit his hair, but I did not let myself think about that. Instead I grabbed the basketball from beside my bed and tossed it across the room. It bounced once on his mattress and rolled to the floor.He jumped and pulled one earbud out. "What the hell?""Morning," I said, sitting up and stretching my arms over my head. My shirt rode up a bit. I did not bother fixing it. "You always up this early drawing?"Ethan looked at the clock on the wall. It was barely past eight. "Could not sleep much."I swung my legs over the side of the bed and stood. My body still felt heavy from the late night. Yesterday had been weird enough with the move and the forced family dinner. Now we had to do breakfast together like we were
POV: EthanI stood in the driveway with a cardboard box pressed against my chest, staring at the big house that was supposed to be my new home. The sun beat down on my neck, and sweat already stuck my shirt to my back. Mom laughed at something her new husband said, her voice bright like I had not heard in years. She looked happy. Really happy. That should have made me glad, but it only twisted something tight in my gut.This whole thing had happened fast. One minute it was just the two of us in our old apartment, the next she was flashing a ring and talking about blended families. I had met Mark a few times before the wedding, but today was the first time I would actually live with him. And with his son.The front door swung open and Lucas stepped out. I knew who he was right away. Everyone at my old school knew Lucas from the rival basketball team across town. Tall, broad shoulders, easy confidence in the way he moved. He wore a plain gray t-shirt and shorts, hair still messy like he







