~Zane I had the best sex with the woman I've been craving for and I just had to go and ruin it. I hated it when she said it was just sex. Gosh! I wished it was just that, it would make things less complicated but it was not. I was starting to like her for real. Her whole personality was endearing. And what she was doing for her sister was so selfless, sacrificing her own happiness for her family. I just hoped they were worth it. She deserved so much more but I couldn't give what I didn't have. I was not in the right headspace to be anything more with her, and with our situation, we couldn't be anything else too. But, I couldn't forget how she made me feel, so light weighed and at peace. She felt like home to me, and that word had been strange to me ever since my sister and mum passed away. I couldn't bear to lose her. It might be selfish but I wanted that with her again. I wanted those few minutes of happiness. I didn't want us to go back to being strangers and hating each
~Nivea I grinned to myself as I shut the door, switched off the light, and climbed into my bed. My heart pricked a little when he said situationship but it was our reality, the truth. We couldn't be anything more and I had accepted that. That didn't mean I wouldn't be pained if I saw him with another girl. I liked the fact that he was telling it to me straight rather than giving me stupid sweet talks. I decided to call my dad and see how he was doing, especially my twin sister, maybe I’d go see her tomorrow. I pulled out my phone and dialed his number, he picked up on the fourth ring, “Hi Dad,” “Nivea, haven’t seen you in a while, how’s school?” Gosh how I missed his hoarse voice, “It’s going great” “You’re sure? Because your sister saw something on the internet, some group of college girls tagging you as a gold digger”, he said calmly but I could hear the sadness in his voice. He was pained that he couldn’t provide for us and I had to resort to this, but I would do this all ov
~Zane I was loving the confidence Nivea had on, watching her by the side as she took on Finny. I was glad she didn’t let Finny walk all over her. The show she was putting on, seeing her all sassy and rude turned me the fuck on and I just wanted to fuck her hard and fast for that. But I had to respect myself, reciting the element table to take my mind off her body. She didn’t even notice me at the corner when she walked by, but I saw her stare at Leo for a while before walking away. I knew she really liked Leo, I just hoped Leo wouldn't make a mistake and let their friendship die. I bumped into Steve and the first thing he said to me was, “Did you compete in another fight?” He asked, his brows furrowed as he looked at my face. Thankfully, I took the bandages off my arm this morning and my arm had stopped hurting thanks to the painkiller I took before sleeping yesterday. “No, I didn’t. Xony sent some guys to beat me up as revenge,” “That bastard. You should have just let me take
~Nivea“Anyways, there’s another party coming up, the last one was a fluke because Zane couldn’t make it and I was just miserable”, She pulled out a lip gloss from her back and reapplied it on her lips, smacking it together. So, Zane was the life of the party. Hmm“Do you know what happened to his face though? He said he ran into something but that’s a lie, he needs to work on his lying skills?” “I don’t” I lied. I couldn't tell her he was beaten by some people as revenge for almost killing their friend in a fighting match, and then she’d ask me more questions that I really didn't want to answer and it was not my place to tell people of his fighting matches. He’d flip out on me if he realized I told Leo. “Okay, sorry, I just assumed you would know because you guys live together,” she murmured.“Oh…”“Sorry, I’m still getting used to that new fact,” she frowned at herself. “Anyways, it’s going to be so lit! We get to party with the soccer players,”“Huhn?” I knew I looked very confus
~Nivea After school, we headed to the cafe shop, then sat in the same spot they did the last time I came here and avoided them. I realized a lot of students came here to chill and do their assignments. They had their laptop, iPads, and notes out, discussing with each other. “Hey Aurora, the usual,” Leo said I glanced up to see it was the waitress who attended to me the last time I was here and her eyes flashed in recognition. She had such a beautiful name. “I’m so glad you sorted out your issues with your friends, no need sneaking out the back through the workers' exit,” she chuckled. Oh god! Must she say that, in front of them?!! “Thanks for saying that,” I said sarcastically. Her eyes dimmed when she realized what she had done, “Sorry,” she mouthed and walked away. “When was that?”Leo glanced at me, her forehead creased together and eyes filled with curiosity. “The day she skipped class,” Zane mumbled. I turned my head swiftly to look at him. “How did you know?” I asked.
~NiveaI was speechless and I think he knew he had me in a chokehold. He was so beautiful, I didn't have a reply for him. I broke eye contact and glanced at Leo. She was staring at him like he was a celebrity. “I’m guessing you’re one of the players right?”“Are you kidding me Niv? Gosh, you are so embarrassing! He is the captain," she frowned at me.“Oh, then I guess you’d have to win today to prove you’re a big deal,” I muttered.“Deal accepted,” he grinned and walked past me. I actually didn’t mean it as a challenge but he took it as one.“I can’t believe we just spoke to Ryan,” Leo gushed as we walked into the cafeteria. We spotted Zane and Steve. They had a lot of food on the table, even my favorite cheeseburgers. “I texted Steve to get us food,'' Leo explained.“I love you,” I hugged her.“Yeah, I know. What would you do without me?” she smiled.We sat on the chair and slid the shades off. Steve burst out laughing when he saw us. “You guys really partied hard,” Steve commented
~NiveaWe took our precious time to get ready for this party because according to Leonora, it was going to be the best party I’ve ever been to. But in reality, I’ve never been to a college party before, not even with my sister, and after her illness, I was working my ass out before I got married to Thomas.Leo stepped out and came back with vodka and shot cups, “We are going to a party, we might as we start the drinking from here,” she grinned, wagging the bottle.My head was telling me it wasn’t a good idea but I didn’t give a fuck. I wanted to have the fun of my life before Thomas got back. “Alright,” I agreed.She poured it into the cups and we cheered and downed it in one goal. We blasted music from the speaker, dancing and singing out loud as we prepared for the party and the alcohol never stopped coming. Leo convinced me to wear the shirt to the party but this time, I wore it like a crop top, tying it at my waist, then I paired it with a mini skirt and heels. I straightened my
~ZaneI couldn’t believe she ignored me throughout yesterday and I couldn’t sleep because I was restless, so I woke up grumpy and now this just made me worse. I get that she was having fun but she also didn’t reply to my message this morning either and then Leo tells me she had been talking to Ryan.I couldn't believe she even wore his jersey to the party. I hated to admit it but she looked so damn sexy in his shirt and that super short skirt. Her makeup was screaming fuck me and I wished I could go to her and bend her over the table and take her there. But I couldn’t, instead I had to endure Finny's chatter next to me.Speaking of the devil, I watched as he approached Nivea. He even made her laugh and I got super squirmy in my seat, my brows creased when I saw him step closer and Nivea didn’t even budge. He leaned over her and they were staring at each other so intensely, their lips almost touching which was when Leo intervened. I couldn't believe Nivea almost kissed another guy t