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The feeling

Author: Jojo
last update Last Updated: 2025-07-13 23:21:24

Evelyn’s POV

I didn’t know why I was feeling this way for him.

This way I didn’t want to feel.

Not for Louis.

Not for the man who made me question everything. Not for the man who cheated on me constantly. There's no way I still saw and liked him. I must be crazy to be feeling this way.

My hands trembled as I sat there in his bed, his oversized shirt draped over my body like a soft, heavy reminder. It was way too big, falling halfway down my thighs, swallowing my frame completely. The cotton clung lightly to my skin, warm and freshly laundered, like him.

And God help me… I kind of liked how it felt.

I stared down at the fabric, pulling the collar gently up to my nose.

His scent was still there.

Clean. Masculine. Faintly spicy, like cedarwood and something else I couldn’t name. The kind of smell that made your stomach flutter even though your mind screamed at you to stop.

I sat frozen on the bed, the silence around me buzzing with thoughts I couldn’t contain.

This wasn’t my room.

I was
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