Charlotte's POV
The next morning I woke up more aroused than I'd ever been, but how could I dream about something like that?My dream was dirty, wrong. But I couldn't shake it, couldn't get it out of my head.
I swear I could feel David's hands touching all over my body, heat emanating from everywhere he'd touched.
Why was this happening to me? I mean I loved a dirty dream as much as the next girl, but to have one about my husband's cousin? Come on, there has to be something wrong with my head. That's all, I'll be able to forget all about it no time.
But As the day drug on it kept slipping back into my mind, invading my every thought no matter how hard I tried to push it out. The dirty words he had said to me, how he ferociously pounded into me without a care in the world of getting caught by someone. But I knew this could never happen in real life, I'm married for Christ sakes.I love my husband and I would absolutely never betray him in that way. We were extremely happy in life, our perfect little family, in the perfect house.
So I did what any 'sane' women would do, I put all of my attention towards my husband. Giving him everything he needed or could want. Surprise blow jobs? You got it. Dirty sex in the shower? Yes. Anything my husband wanted I did for him, and I loved the attention he was giving me.
Having sex more frequently seemed to make our day to day lives easier too, Alex was always a happy go lucky guy with nothing to complain about. And I was able to shove the dream out of my mind almost completely, the only issue being that whenever I saw David my insides turned to complete goo.
I found myself wondering if what he said in my dream had any truth to it. But it couldn't right? There was no way he had been thinking about me for months? Especially in a sexual way. There's not anything special about me, with my long blonde hair and green eyes. Honestly I had a little more weight than I cared for, so I couldn't fathom why my mind was coming up with these impossible scenarios of David thinking about me. I wasn't anything to write home about. I just had to forget and never tell anyone ever what happened. side note: you know hope they say nothing is as it seems? Well that's highly accurate, because while I successfully forced the forbidden dream out of my head and my husband and I were insanely happy everything still came crashing down around me. My life imploding in on itself.Charlotte's POV 2 years later I was having a hard time keeping it together, as I looked around our tiny apartment my heart broke for what could of been. I kept trying to understand what happened but the more I thought about it the more my heart went into turmoil, while I had never acted on my dream and convinced myself that I was an awful awful person. My husband had been seeing a women named Anna behind my back, the day she showed up on our door step everything crashed down around me. Anna claimed she didn't know that he was married, but she just felt that something was off and wanted to speak to him. She found me instead and turned my whole world upside down. Despite Alex begging me to stay and saying that it would never happen again I packed up all of my things and rented this apartment, found a job in a doctors office as a receptionist and tried to pick up the pieces of my broken heart. Five months had
Charlottes POV Walking back into my apartment I felt like I was in the twilight zone.. Why would David be moving into an apartment next to me? What happened? Why didn’t I know anything about this? I guess I really was out of touch with everything, I’ve had so much going on I haven’t been speaking to anyone that much. Taking care of Myself and work we’re mine main priorities and I really didn’t have time for anything or anyone else. When the knock came it felt like my heart was in my throat, I hadn’t seen Alex for months because I didn’t trust myself to be alone him. I opened the door to find Alex and David both standing there waiting to come in. What could they possibly have to tell me? David spoke first, “Hey Char, got any beer?”God bless, two minutes into my apartment and he was already making himself at home. “Why are you moving here? What’s going on?” I asked. Ale
David's POV Moving was the best thing I could of done for my mental health. I loved Jill, but we just weren't happy anymore and I knew that everyone else could see it too.Besides the fact that I knew she had been fucking her therapist, I just wanted out. So I found an apartment in town and asked Alex for help in moving all of my things, coincidentally Charlie was my new neighbor.. Okay so it wasn’t a coincidence that I moved to these particular apartments, I remembered Alex telling me that she lived here and honestly I wanted to be close to her. Yeah, wasn't really my greatest idea but apparently I just couldn't help myself. The first time I saw her it was like my breath left my body, I’d never seen someone so beautiful in my life. Instantly I felt awful, she was my cousins girlfriend and I was married. But that didn’t deter my thoughts from wondering how that pretty mouth would fe
Charlotte's POV I felt slightly uncomfortable with both David and Alex in my apartment, there was just some kind of tension I couldn’t quite put my finger on. I hadn’t seen David much since my dream all those years ago, I put distance between us and only went to see Jill when he wasn't home. Seeing him here and now pushes all of those memories back into my head and I can’t seem to stop imagining different scenarios of him touching me, fucking me, span-- “WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?” My brain screamed. “Your soon to be ex husband is sitting right in front of you with his COUSIN and you’re day dreaming about David bending you over your kitchen table and spanking you?” God, it’s not like I was thinking about these things on purpose. I just- Alex starts speaking interrupting my inner monologue, snapping me out of my day dream and argument with myself. “Well now that everyone is
Charlotte's POV This goes on for weeks, just talking and spending time together. Until one day I get a visit from someone at my job.When Casey enters the back room to tell me there's someone here looking for me it feels like my heart drops into my stomach. I've always been the worst at jumping to conclusions and completely overreacting, but it seems like in this case I wasn't to far off. Coming into the front office I see a man dressed in a nice suit holding an envelope.Can I help you?” I ask.“Are you Charlotte Prescott?”“Yes.”“Can I see some identification, please?”I frown. “What’s this about?” I go to the window to ask Casey to get my purse and retrieve my wallet and handing the man my ID.“Sign here, please.” He points to the signatory line.I sign and he hands me over the envelope and leaves.I tear the envelope open and pull out the document. Divorce papers. 
charlotte's POV Shit shit shit shit shit, I’m in bed with David. Why am I naked? What happened last night? I vaguely remember opening a second bottle, talking about our dreams of what our lives were suppose to be.. OH MY GOD, I told him about my dream with him. I gotta go. I need to be gone before he wakes up and hopefully he doesn’t remember anything from last night. Carefully picking up his arm and sliding out of bed I take off towards the bathroom in need of a hot shower and time to think. How could this of happened? And why did I want so badly to remember it.. the shower door slid open, and I felt him slide in behind me. “W-whats happening right now David?” I asked. “What’s happening is something that I’ve wanted to do for longer than I should have.” He growls the last part as his warm mouth lands on mine. The kiss isn’t soft
David's pov I finally got everything I wanted, I can’t tell you how good it felt to feel Charlotte beneath me. I know I’m rolling the dice with my life, wagering that I can steal enough of the her before this swallows me whole. I’ve loved her from a distance successfully for years, despite watching Alex tear her apart with being unfaithful. I was battling a war within myself of wether or not I could kill him for hurting her. Yeah, I’ve battled angry seas successfully until last night. This is a new kind of storm—the one inside me is for Charlotte. And I can't battle it anymore, I lost. Hell, I couldn’t even put up a decent fight against this.. this obsession. It swells and grows more turbulent by the minute. I’m obsessed with her soft voice, her big green eyes that feel like they stare into my soul. Her long blonde hair that feels so fucking good wrapped around my fist. The addiction is out of control now, I’ve tasted the forbidden fruit and I’ll stop a
Charlotte's POV I don’t think I’ve ever dressed faster in my life, after I came down from the high of my orgasm in the shower I bolted. I can’t handle the feelings that comes along with this, what we did is wrong no matter how much my body longs for it to happen again. That afternoon I tried sneaking back into my apartment with no such luck. The minute I hit the top of the stairs his door opened, but what I saw couldn’t prepare me for how I would feel. I saw David first, saw the surprise and regret written all over his face. The cool spring air blew my hair around, and I looked up at the sky as if to shun the universe for dropping this bomb on me. Perhaps, I got my response because thunder rumbled in the distance. Jill. With her arms wrapped around David’s neck, clinging to him like he was her life line. My head was pounding, my eyes were teary, My ears were beating, my mouth was watering, my hands were trembling, my knees were shaking and my