Rosie pov,
Some people may change deliberately themselves but some people change because of their situation. The people who are change because of the situation even if they try to go back to their old life, they can't. Because, the path they have traversed has already broken their heart into uncountable piece. My thoughts pushed away by manju voice.
"Anni(sister in law)"
"What manju ?" I asked her in low tone..
Currently we are going to varun room. I already told her countless time I can go alone but she is very adamant to not leave me alone..
"Anni. I asked you why you changed?. I miss my old anni who gave me sweets to get know about my brother.. I miss my old anni who would talk with me with cheeky smile.. I miss my old anni whose eyes will shine whenever I talk about my brother.. I miss you very much anni... Please talk to me like old days".. Manju replied me with tear filled eyes...
My eyes also welled up with tears by seeing her tears.. I wiped her tears and told her in dejected tone,
"Sorry manju.. Please don't cry.. I don't know how to explain you.. You have to understand everything changed.. You know that how much your brother hates me.. He only allowed me to stay here to get divorce.. I am not your anni(sister-in-law).. Now I understand everything clearly that I can't even match with varun.. Its my foolishness that I believed one day I will be your anni(sister-in-law).. Its my foolishness that I believed one day he will love me back.. But, reality is different... After four month, I won't be here, that's why I didn't talk to you much.. I don't want you to get hurt atlast.. Please try to understand manju"
After listening my words, she hugged me and rubbed my back to pacify me and told me in soft tone,
" You are diamond anni(sister-in-law) but varun didn't realizing it.. I hope he will realize your worth before losing you.. And you will be always my sweet anni(sister-in-law).."
After subduing my tears, I just nodded with forced smile.. Yes, I am diamond.. Unwanted diamond.. Ugly diamond.. Diamond which can't shine.. Poor manju, she don't know that the diamond which don't shine don't have value in market.. In varun eyes, I will always be a ugly diamond.. Soon he will replace my place with beautiful and shining diamond..
After we went into the room, she made me to lie down on the bed.. I can't lie down on the floor infront of her.. So I silently lied down on the bed and closed my eyes.. I hear varun voice who just came out from bathroom..
"What happen to her??"..
"Stomach pain.. So, mom told anni (sister-in-law) to take rest".. Manju replied him in a plain tone
Their conversation slowly begin to vanish from my ears when I drifted into sleep.. When I was in deep sleep, I felt someone hand on my stomach and slowly massaging my stomach in circular motion.. It felt good and relief...
" Anni.. Anni.. Get up.."
As I was in deep sleep, I heard manju voice near me.. I opened my eyes and looked around the room with the confusion.. Then, I remembered every and sat up in the bed while looking at manju with a weak smile.. Still I can feel pain in my stomach but its much better now than before.. Manju kept her hand on my shoulder and asked me in soft tone,
"How is your stomach pain anni??"
"Little pain is there ".. I replied her with assuring smile..
"Okay anni.. Here have this food.. Already you missed your breakfast and lunch.. Its not good for your health" She said and kept the food plate in my hand and sat near me
"Really !!.. Did I sleep until the evening ??.. Why you don't wake me up for lunch??" I asked her with unbelievable expression..
She pinched my cheek lightly and told me in teasing tone,
" You are looking cute anni... For your kind information, now time is 10 at night.. I came your bedroom to call you for breakfast but its locked from inside.. So, I knocked it for few times but you didn't opened it.. I was scared that something has happened to you.. So i called mom.. Then mom told me that varun also taking rest with you in the room.. Therefore she told me to don't distrub you.."
"You mean today varun didn't went office !!" I asked her in surprised tone..
She nodded as yes in the way to reply me..
After checking around room with my eyes, I asked her in low tone,
"Then, where is he now??"
"In hall"..she also replied back me in low tone
I nodded as okay and start to have my food.. After taking empty plate from my hand, manju left the room..
"Manju wait.. Let me wash plate".. I called her out hurriedly..
"No anni.. I will takecare it.. Goodnight anni".. She shouted from hall..
I shaked my head with smile.. I slowly went to bathroom to wash my hand..
"Is it still paining??" I was startled due to his sudden voice..
"Yes".. I replied him in low tone and entered inside the bathroom..
"Come.. Let's go hosiptal" I heard his voice as I came out of the bathroom..
He came and kept his one hand on my shoulder and other hand on my forearm and told me in soft tone,
" Gundu, Try to walk slowly"..
Regardless of his words, I stood at same place without moving and asked him in weak tone,
"Sir.. Why we are going hosiptal ??"
"Gundu..Are you fool ??.. The one who was a fool once will always be a fool... This line perfectly made you.. We are going hosiptal to get treatment for your stomach pain.. Can't you even understand this single thing without questioning.." he admonished with disgustful look..
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Rosie pov, How easy it is to call someone fool..Before we call them fool, we don't even think why they look or behave like fool infront of our eyes.. If a girl show her stupidity infront of a man means there will be only one reason that she truly loves him.. A girl only show her foolishness infront of her loved ones... May be thatswhy I am looking like fool infront of varun eyes..My love make him look me as a fool.. Its okay..Being stupid infront of his eyes also a kind of pleasurable pain.. I shook my head to break away my thoughts.. I took his hand from my shoulder and told him in normal tone, " Sir..No need go to hospital..Its normal stomach pain" Then I tried to pull out my hand from his grip.. I felt his constant stare on my face.. "Rosie.. Don't dare to lie me..You can fool my mother not me.. We both of them know wh
Rosie pov, Many people told me that "I am not looking beautiful" but their words never hurted me.. Many people told me that "i am looking fat" even adviced me to reduce it.. I usually reply them with a smile that "i don't have any problem with how i am looking".. Their words also never hurted me.. It hurted, when varun said all those word.. It hurted, when my varun called me "ugly".. It hurted, when my varun told that "I have ugly body"... It hurted, when my love of my life called me "Gundu(fatty)".. It hurted, when my varun commented my body and laughed with his mother.. It hurted, when my varun told that "he disgusted to touch my body".. It hurted, when my varun told that " I married him to have sex with him".. It hurted, when my own husband called me "bit*h"..
Rosie pov, Now I understand, why varun calls me fool.. How can I foolishly believe that she was so fond of me because she accepted me as her daughter-in-law.. She is affectionate with me for her grandchild but she don't know that I can't give her grandchild.. I have to tell her the truth that I can't get pregnant.. I know how painful it can be to be disappointed when we completely believed that thing would be true.. I don't want to give her that pain.. Therefore, I have to tell her the truth as soon as possible.. But who is Amritha??.. Aunty entered the room with a woman as if in response to my thought.. When I saw that woman, I got up quickly from the bed and looked at her with confusion.. She came near me with a smile and compelled me sit in the bed and advised me in soft tone, "Dear.. You have to be very careful in this time.. Getting out of bed so quickly is not good for your baby"
Rosie pov, Two years ago, I asked the same question while sitting in front of a doctor.. Although there is a kind of fear after hearing the doctor reply yet happiness leaped into the heart rather than fear.. I was overwhelmed with happiness when I came to know about my first pregnancy.. I was waiting to inform varun about my pregnancy but every second of waiting seemed like an era to me.. I thought when he know about our child, he would jump in the happiness and will accept me as his wife.. Still I could not forget the words he uttered when I told him about my first pregnancy, "Varun... I am telling the truth.. I am pregnant.. We are going to became parents " I told him with blushful expression.. "Then Abort it, I do not want to be a father to the child of someone like you" he replied me in disgustful tone.. After hearing the his words, It seemed to me that there was no relation between us..
Rosie pov, As I was focusing on their conversation, Varun took my bag from his mother hand and kept inside the wardrobe and locked it.. oh my bag !!... Nothing much in that bag.. In that bag has my clothes and medical report.. Why he kept my bag inside his wardrobe ??.. Not only that, even he locked his wardrobe.. How do I get my bag out if his closet is locked ??.. As I watching his every move deeply, unbeknownst to me, amritha aunty came and sat near me.. I startled and placed my hand on my chest to control my rising heartbeat when amritha aunty touched my shoulder.. She looked at my with teasing smile and told me in teasing tone, "Dear.. You can look your husband as much you want after we left your room.. Now do you want to ask anything to me ??".. I was so embarrassed to look at her.. Therefore, I shifted my glance to floor with crimson cheeks and replied her in meeky tone, " Yes au
Rosie pov, Aunty placed the plate with food in my hand and told me to have it.. Then, she again begin to clean the room.. I heard varun complaining voice as I was devouring my food, "Mom.. Where is my food ??".. " Varun.. Usually where you have your food ??.. Anyway, your food is on the dining table.. You go and have it there".. Aunty replied him in uninterested tone.. "Mom.. You bring her food to room then why don't you brings mine" he asked her in childish tone " Varun.. She is pregnant.. Therefore I brought her food upstairs... Now tell me, Are you pregnant too ??".. Aunty asked him in teasing tone.. By hearing his mother words, he nodded hurriedly and told her in serious tone, " Yes mom.. I'm pregnant too.. She is carrying the baby in her womb.. But, I am carrying our baby in my heart.. So we are equal in everyway.. Atla
Rosie pov, Sometime it may seem that we have lost everything in our lives and it appears that we no longer deserve to live in this world.. However, as a miracle unexpectedly we get a hope from someone or something to lead our life... It may or may not be a matter of great hope but it will guide us to live our life.. Just like that, my baby has given me a hope to run my life.. I lived my life without knowing why I'm still alive in this world but now my baby has given me the reason to live my life.. It has been three months since I found out I was pregnant.. Now as a receptionist I am working in the same hotel to which I went for the interview.. When I found out I was pregnant, the first thing that came to my mind was that I should not make the same mistakes that caused me to lose my first child..The main reason I lost my first child was money.. So I was decided to earn money for my baby. Then I called the
Rosie pov, I planned to stay in Coimbatore upto my child birth.. Now I have job here.. There is no surety that I will get any job in ooty.. After divorce, I can't stay in varun house thatswhy I asked one of my colleague about rented house in her area.. She give me address and told me to come tomorrow.. And also she told me that if I like that house then she will help to convince houseowner to rent it for me in low price.. My thoughts are pulled away by manju voice, "Anni (sister in law)" "Wait there.. I will come " I told her in high pitch and slowly begin to get up from chair.. I felt her grip on my hand as I was getting up from the chair and she helped me to get up.. This is our daily routine that I would always tell her to wait there but she would come to me to help me without minding my words.. After I sat in her Scooty, she begin to blether how much her brother lov