Chapter 1

BENJAMIN

“Keep touching yourself like that, yeah just like that, dont stop”, Jack said in that seductive voice that I loved so much.

“I can’t take it anymore, fuck Im gonna cum”, I moaned throwing my head to the back and rolling my eyes.

“Hold it in a little, slow down, fuck! You’re so sexy I love you for that, damn look at you so hard for me”.

My body started shaking as my hands started going faster.

“How do you feel?”, he asked me.

“I don’t know, damn Im so shit shit Im gonna cum, im gonna cum”, I maimed out.

I held my dick tightly as I collapsed on the bed with my eyes shut panting.

I could hear Jack panting hard too.

I sat up after a while and looked at my laptop sceeen. He was sitting there smiling at me.

“Well thay was… intense”, I said.

“Yeah hella intense”, he said.

“Shit give me a minute i need to clean up “, I told him and then I stood up and got into the shower.

That was Jack, I met him on Grinder and we started hitting things, he stays in Miami while Im here in Newyork, we’ve been together for 9 months now and he’s a pretty interesting guy.

Things aren’t so serious between us, I would say more of sexual, we’re not really emotional attached like that, we often just sex chat and video call, but I want something deeper than that, he is really an amazing guy but then he said something about not being sure he can do long distance.

I went back to my room and changed into a comfortable short and then went back to my laptop.

“Did I waste a lot of time?”, I asked.

“Naa you didn’t, what time are you going to sleep?”, he asked me.

“I don’t know yet, still got some project to finish”.

“Same here, and it’s calculus”, he said.

“That’s terrible “.

“I know “, he cried.

“Dont worry you’ll be fine”,I said.

“I hope so, uhm, I’ll text you before I fall asleep, I gotta go”, he said.

“Okay than bye”, I said and he blew me a kiss.

I blushed and then cut the call.

I started doing my assignment and then I fell asleep almost immediately.

When I woke up it was morning already and I was running late , Good thing my Dad’s a professor and I live in school.

I got up immediately and dressed up and started heading to school.

I texted Jack good morning and then went into my class.

School went by as normal, everything was normal.

Until I bumped into Natalie, my ex girlfriend.

Sigh

“Benjamin “, she called out.

“What do you want Natalie”, I asked not turning back and kept walking.

“Nothing, just wanted to remind you that Youre a complete failure and will always be”, she said

I rolled my eyes.

“Thanks thats good to know “, I said sarcastically and ignored her.

“You know Youre so pathetic to have fumbled someone like me right? Gosh everyone keeps asking me why I even dated you, like I was charity work, and you still managed to fumble a solid 10”

“Im the one that broke up with you Natalie, I didn’t fumble you i threw you away”.

She scoffed out loudly.

“Oh please, what are you even talking about “.

I stopped walking and then turned to her, “you think Youre a 10 because of the type of attention you’re receiving but in reality you’re just a whore that everyone can have access to”, I said and she tried to slap me but I held her hand

“How dare you “, she said getting really mad.

“Stop hoeing around it’s embarrassing to tell people I was in love with you, you’re literally on everyone’s fuck list it’s disgusting “, I said and dropped her hand down and then walked away as she cursed me as I went .

I rolled my eyes and went home.

My father was surprisingly in the living room. He looked very cheerful.

“Youre home early”, I stated.

“Yes yes uhm, I have some good news, well I don’t know if I should call it good news but, it’s … it’s something “, he said.

“Well im all ears”, I said sitting next to him.

“Well remember Belinda, the woman Ive been talking to recently”.

“Oh yeah your girlfriend “, I said.

“Well not exactly a girlfriend but yeah sure whatever you young people call it”.

I chuckled, “Continue “.

“We’re actually planning on getting things really serious “.

“Really that’s good, im happy about that”.

“Yeah and she’s coming to New York this weekend, with her Son”, he said.

“She has a son? You never mentioned that”.

“I know Im surprised too, she told me today, said she was scared of telling me that, he is about your age actually “, he said.

“Finally Im getting a brother yayy”.

“You’re talking things too far,I didn’t say we are getting married. She’s just coming for dinner and she wants to relocate permanently here if she sees the town is good enough for her”, he said.

“So thats why Youre here bubbling with joy, look at the way youre smiling “.

He blushed deeply, “Shes a really sweet woman, honestly “, he said.

“Well I can’t wait to meet my new step mom and my new step brother “, I teased.

“Oh cmon Benjamin “.

“It’s called manifestation, and I will be your best man, infact I should start suit shopping “, I said and he laughed.

“Im happy seeing you this way old man, you haven’t lifted your face from your books Im years, whoever she is, I think Shes amazing “, i said.

“Thank you Benjamin, how was school today?”, he asked.

“Normal, bumped into my ex but still normal “, I said walking upstairs.

“Alright go take a shows and come let’s have lunch “, he said

“Alright “, I said and got into my room.

I look at my phone and see a text from Jack.

“Hey, so what if I tell you Im coming to New York for a visit?”

I smiled hard.

This is gonna be fun.