ログインVarda's POV
The beeping sound of the heart monitor caused me to snap my eyes open. I furrowed my brows in confusion as my eyes came in contact with an unfamiliar white ceiling.
I rubbed my eyes with the back of my palm as I slowly recognized this place to be the hospital. Why was I here though? Last thing I remember was being at the wedding. Wait, my wedding? Alex! All my memories slowly began to resurface in my mind.
I jerked off the bed and wiped the drop of sweat off my forehead. Where was Alex? Was he okay? I remember seeing him lying helplessly in his own pool of blood.
I needed answers and fortunately for me, I was about to get them because the front door flew open wide and my parents barged into the room. My eyes met with mum and I could sight the tears rolling down her cheeks.
"Mum." I choked out a small cry. My mother rushed towards my direction and pulled me into a tight hug. She patted my back gently and muttered kind words into my ears.
"How are you feeling?" My dad's stern voice interrupts I and my mother's bonding time. I pull away from my mum's shoulder and turn to gaze at dad. "I am okay dad, I was not shot but what was that all about? What about Alex? Is he okay? I-I...." Dad had not let me complete my sentence. He interrupted me with a loud cough, he cleared his throat and gazed at me with a straight face. "Varda, I need you to be strong."
"Yes baby." My mum whispered in a soft tone. I raised a brow at the both of them in confusion. I was in suspense, the athmosphere was tense and I was starting to become scared.
"What is going on? Why do you both have dead looks on your faces? What about Alex?" I threw questions at them, while impatiently waiting for an answer.
"Alex is dead." Dad's next statement made my entire body freeze. At that moment, my whole body felt numb. The hairs on my skin began to rise and my legs trembled. Alex was dead? Dead? That meant he was gone for good?
Everything felt too sudden, too much for me to process. I was unsure of how to feel since I never loved Alex and it was the same for him. Our relationship was nothing but a mere contract, he never cared for me yet for some weird reasons, I felt bad, I felt terrible that Alex was dead.
Some would see it as a free card of freedom for me. Alex's demise meant I could marry Davis, the one true man that I loved wholeheartedly.
"That is good news for you right?" Mum suddenly smiles at me. I gaze at her with a look irritation plastered on my face. How could she even say that? No one's death is good news. Although I get why mum does not feel bad at all. Alex was never nice to her. He called her a gold digger several times and often made mockery of her.
"Watch your tongue Clarissa!" Dad snapped at mum immediately. I heard my mum grumble words before whispering into my ear. "Do not mind your father, it means you can finally marry out of love and not spend the rest of your life paying a huge debt caused by your father." Mum says.
I nod my head, unsure of what to say to her.
"I am going to see the doctor. I think you are set to go home." Dad said, without wasting anymore time. He turned around and walked out of the room. I released a heavy sigh and ran a hand through my hair. Alex was dead? Just like that, he was going to cease to exist in the life of everyone else.
A few minutes later, Dad walked back into the room and ordered mum and I to leave the room and meet him outside of the hospital, in the parking lot.
Mum turned to me with a small smile on her face. "It's Davis calling, he wants to know how you are doing." She paused to point at her phone which is currently vibrating. I signed heavily, the last thing I wanted to do was talk to anyone, not even Davis.
"Can you talk to him instead? Let him know I am doing okay." I said in a low tone barely above a a whisper. Mum nodded her head at me and excused herself out of the room. I slowly began to pack a few of my things when I suddenly heard a loud yell echo in the hallways.
I hastily rushed out of my room and I was shocked to see Emma standing in the hallways with tears in her eyes. Our eyes met and i watched an angry look grow on her face.
"You killed him! I know you killed him you fucking loser!" Emma spat at me bitterly.
My whole heart shattered into pieces. The tears i had been trying to fight all these while finally began to flow down my cheeks. How could my own best friend say such a thing? She tried to lash out at me but the nurses around hastily held her.
They escorted her out of the hospital but I knew that was not the end, Emma would be back for a round two.
Mum came to me and I could not even tell her about the stunt Emma had just pulled. We made our back home and for the next few days, I and parents lived together in silence until one day when Dad summouned for me.
I stood a few feets away from him and watched him talk. "I talked to Alex's grandfather. He is still on about the contract marriage.
"What! Alex's dead, what does he expect me to do?" I snapped at him with wide eyes.
"He wants you to marry his other son, Stephen McCall."
Varda's POV Suddenly Davis jerked off the chair and sprinted for the day, without even giving me a heads up. I followed him out of impulse, not after tossing one last slice of bread into my mouth of course. Fortunately, he had already paid for the food so no one really cared that we were leaving the restaurant. The man dressed in black started running and just as Davis was about to run after him, I grabbed Davis by the hand. “What do you think you are about to do?” I snapped at him. “What do you mean by that Varda? Did you not see that person?” Davis raised a brow at me. I scoffed. “Clearly I did but please tell me you were not thinking of going after him.” I shut my eyes close and paused to catch my breath. Running after Davis had taken most of my strength and I had even lost my appetite. Right now, I just wanted to go home and relax. “He was spying on us Varda. Spying on you maybe.” Davis replied in a serious tone. He looked seriously concerned and alarmed but I did not think t
Varda's POV “Varda, are you coming?” Davis’ loud voice jolted me out of my thoughts and back to reality. I snapped out of my thoughts immediately and slipped my phone into my pocket. I would think about this later. I rushed out of my room and met Davis already outside of the house. “What took you so long?” He asked with a concerned look written on his face. That was pretty much how he had been looking at me for the past few days. I was about to give out another lie. “I was just trying to look for something comfortable to wear. Sorry.” I choked out a nervous laughter. The reason I did not want to tell Davis about the strange phone number was because I had a feeling he would react dramatically and that was the last thing I needed, especially if the phone number could actually be a number of someone I know very well, someone like Elisa or maybe even Stephen. Damn it! I was getting my hopes up for nothing again. “Are you sure you are good to go out? You know, you could just
Varda's POV Seeing Davis do everything for just made me feel even more horrible. Throughout yesterday, all Davis did was make sure I was comfortable, he cooked for me, even suggested we watch a movie together to get my mind off everything and honestly, it did help but only for a second. This time I was not really thinking about Stephen, instead I was thinking about Davis. I felt like I was betraying him by not telling him the truth, I felt like I was using him and honestly, I could not wait to earn some money, get my own apartment and start living far away from both Stephen and Davis. I wanted to live a life of my own. Maybe I should have taken Elisa's offer after all, then I would not have to lie to Davis but at the same time, the reason I had refused Elisa's offer was because I did not want to have anything to do with Stephen at all and Elisa was still connected with Stephen, she could tell him about my whereabouts and he could show up, or maybe I was just giving Stephen the bene
Varda's POV I sighed and ran a hand through my hair in frustration. I really did not want to talk about it. Talking about it would be so hard for me because I had a feeling I was going to cry while talking and the last thing I needed was for Davis to see me cry. I hated pity but Davis was already gazing at me like that. For some weird reason, all my emotions were heightened,I knew it had something to do with the pregnancy. “If you do not want to talk about it, I mean….” Davis started but I cut him off immediately by clearing my throat loudly. “We can talk about it, I have nothing to hide. Plus you deserve to know the truth since I am practically crashing at your place.”Davis did not protest or argue, he only nodded his head in agreement and gestured me to go ahead. “There is no long explanation to this. I got kicked out of the mansion.” I blurted out. My goodness, I felt so embarrassed telling Davis this. Maybe it was because I had stupidly defended Stephen in the past but tellin
Varda's POV“How long have you been waiting here? Do you know how dangerous it is for a pregnant woman to stand alone? What is with the luggages and all?” Davis threw questions at me as he parked his bike and glared at me with concern written all over his face. I sighed heavily and ran a hand through my hair in frustration. I was already so irritated and tired from waiting too long, I did not have the strength to start explaining anything. Although I could not blame him for coming late because everything was impromptu, it was not like I had told him earlier that I would be crashing at his place for a few days. “Should I not ask questions?” Davis asked, he looked worried and his worry was coming from an obvious place of sincerity but I was just too tired to entertain his questions. “I am sorry. I am just really exhausted.” I mumbled. My vision was slowly blurring and I was slowly losing my stance. I just needed to get out of here fast and settle down somewhere comfortable. “No, it
Varda's POV My parents had never been an option for me. They had completely forgotten about me. I had tried contacting them one time and my father told me they had moved out of town. He also warned me never to contact them again. It was more like a threat. Something like. “Stay where you are, we do not need you anymore. Your husband needs you.”So no, my parents were not an option but I did not tell Elisa any of that. I did not want to disclose my whereabouts to Elisa because I knew she was still loyal to Stephen and after the stunt Stephen had pulled today, I did not want him to know about my whereabouts. Elisa helped me pack and once we were done, I rose to my feet and grabbed my luggage. One thing I made sure I was not leaving behind was the phone Davis had given to me, it was right in my pocket. Elisa glared at me and this time, she looked like she was the one about to cry. “Elisa, please do not tell me you are about to cry.” I choked out a small laughter but Elisa did not eve
Varda's POVI scoffed at him in disbelief. "Really? Are you kidding me? Why can we not just wait until the baby is actually born? What is with the rush?" I snapped at him. Stephen's face remained poker, expressionless but I could tell he was enjoying all of this, delivering news that benefitted him
Varda's POV Elisa's advice was still fixated on me talking to Stephen and to be honest, I did not feel up to that at all. The last thing I wanted to do was try to air my opinions to that big head again. It was obvious he had already picked a side and that side was clearly not mine, he was on Franc
Varda's POV"Are you kidding me right now or did you just threaten me?" I yelled loudly in frustration. I ran a hand through my hair and I could have sworn that Stephen might have actually just threatened me because why in the world did he just ask me if I had somewhere else to cater for the child
Varda's POV "He started with the future of the baby and to be honest, I told him all of that was not necessary for now. I mean the baby has not even been born yet. Why would he want to start making plans and setting goals for an unborn child. That sounds really awkward and disturbing." I said. St







