Varda's POV
"Yes! I want you! I want more of you!" The sound of the familiar feminine moan caused me to clutch the hem of my shirt tight and bite my lower lip to stop myself from breaking down into tears.
I leaned closer to the door with a hitched breath, my hands reached for the door knob but I struggled to pull it open. Perhaps it was because my hands were shaky or maybe it was because I was afraid to see what was on the inside.
"Oh damn it!" My fiance, Alex moaned in satisfaction. My heart began to race extremely fast as I pondered on what next to do. Even if I did barge in, what was I to say? How was I supposed to confront a man I would be getting married to the next day?
I turned around and shook my head in disagreement, I was not going to confront him. Rather, I was going to pretend like I never even heard them in the first place.
Just as I was about to take a step down the stairs, my ringing tone blared out loud startling me. Alex and Emma had paused whatever they were doing and i could now hear footsteps drawing closer to the door.
I muttered a cuss under my breath, I hastily put my phone on DND and tossed it into my pockets. Just as I was about to rush downstairs, it was too late because the door already flew open wide and Alex was standing by the door, shirtless.
"Hi babe." I forced a smile on my face, pretending like I had not just heard him moaning in satisfaction at my best friend.
"What are you doing here?" Alex snapped at me. I choked out a nervous chuckle before shrugging in response. "I just wanted to hang out with you before our wedding. You know it is going to be quite hectic tomorrow and we will not have time for each other, we will both be busy attending to guests." I said.
Alex scoffed and rolled his eyes at me. "Whatever. As you can see, or as you have heard.." he paused to open the door to his room wide, revealing my supposed best friend, Emma lying naked on Alex's bed.
Our eyes met and Emma hastily covered her face in shame. "Alex, come on! This was supposed to be a secret between the both of us." She whined.
My heart broke. I felt like I had been punched in the guts. I mean I knew it was Emma judging by the sound of her voice but seeing her lying comfortably on my own fiance's bed, it broke my heart into pieces.
I was not even mad at Alex. I mean how could I be?
My relationship with Alex had always been an open relationship, at least so he called it. Alex was a playboy, he loved changing women like they were some kind of item.
The only thing that kept me with Alex was the huge debt that my family owed his family. Alex's grandfather had borrowed my dad a huge amount of money as capital for a business. Long story cut short, dad's business flopped and as the oldest daughter, I was sold to Alexander McCall.
Alex and I only dated for five months and his grandfather's wish was that Alex marries me. I was surprised when his grandfather was able to convince him to get married. I mean Alex was the most famous billionaire playboy in the city.
"Perhaps, would you like to join us? To make it a threesome?" Alex winked at me with a huge grin plastered on his face. I clutched my fist tight and allowed the tears to roll down my cheeks. Emma was supposed to be my bridesmaid for tomorrow's wedding, how could she do this to me?
Without wasting anymore time, I turned to Alex and said. "I will see you tomorrow at the wedding."
With tears in my eyes and a aching heart, I rushed down the stairs and hastily made my way out of the mansion. My heart began to beat rapidly as I boarded a taxi to my home. I could hear my ringing tone blaring out loud but I chose to ignore it because I could already guess who the caller was. It was Emma and i was not ready to hear any stupid excuse from her.
I rubbed my temple in frustration and tried to calm myself down, in less than hour, the taxi driver pulled his cab into my driveway.
I got off the cab and handed the driver a ridiculously high amount of money without caring. All I wanted to do was sleep away my sorrows. Luckily for me, my parents were not home, I was the only one left alone to wallow in my own misery.
I spent the entire day crying my eyes out and trying to reconsider the whole marriage thing with Alexander McCall. I mean it was not like I had a choice, my parents were the one who pushed me into this mess.
The next morning came by so fast. I was woken up by my mother to get prepared for the wedding. Emma, my supposed brides maid had not showed up yet, as a matter of fact, I had a huge feeling that she was not going to show up, the guilt she felt would never let her to.
The preparations were set and just as my father was about to walk me down the aisle, a loud gunshot erupted the air causing a pandemodium to arise.
My heart raced heavily as everyone tried to get themselves to safety, the smoke in the athmosphere blurred my vision and made it difficult for me to run.
All I could hear was shouts and screams of pain accompanied by gunshot noises.
I suddenly felt a tight grip on my wrist. With fear written all over my face, I turned around to gaze at the culprit. It was Alexander dressed handsomely in a tuxedo. I sighed in relief and just as Alexander was about to say something to me, another sound of gunshot cut him halfway his sentence.
The next thing that happened was so fast and the last thing I could remember before succumbing to the darkness was Alexander's body falling flat to the floor, covered in his own pool of blood.
Varda's POV I could not help but gaze at the man standing right in front of me. He had the strongest face to ever exist on the planet and not to mention, the tattoos and all the black outfit made him appear extremely suspicious. He looked dangerous too and the expressionless look on his face reminded me of Stephen. What was Stephen doing with such a guy like this? Everything about him seemed so darn suspicious to the point that I could not even hide the curiosity written all over my face. At least not until he raised a brow at me and snapped at me in the deepest tone ever. "What are you looking at bud?" His voice echoed loudly, hoarse, rough and full of so much venom. I gulped a lump down my throat and took a few steps backward to access his muscular build, I had better be cautious with the way i speak to this kind of a guy, he looked like the type of person that could rough handle anyone who dared to speak to him in an unacceptable manner.I was about to reply him by Stephen had be
Varda's POV Stephen nodded his head at me and smiled but it made me continually think about what exactly he would be doing at the mansion. If only I could think of the perfect trick to get one of the maids or servants to be on my side without them having to resign because of me. I meant it was already enough that I was leaving the mansion and risking my life just to check on Florence or whatever the true maid's name was. I was leaving the mansion just because of her and I would not want another worker of Stephen to leave the mansion just because of me. Although I would not mind giving it another try, even though i was ninety percent sure of what the result would look like. A part of me, the ten percent left of me kept pushing me to still give it a try and I was not going to ignore that feeling."Do you have any other thing to say Varda?" Stephen asked. I gulped a lump down my throat and shook my head in disagreement. "Nothing except for the fact that i will be leaving tomorrow, will
Varda's POV Stephen's words left me thinking about everything. I could not lie nor deny the fact that what he said was true. Even if I did ever want to see my parents, would it be because I missed them or because I cared about them? No, I felt like Stephen was a hundred percent correct, it would be because I was curious of what they had become, I wanted to know what kind of life they were living without me, I wanted to know what they were doing without me. Most importantly, deep down inside of me, I wanted the answer to be that they were not doing well. I meant that I did not want them to exactly suffer but one thing I wanted for sure was that they feel regret for ever freely selling me off to Stephen, without genuinely waiting for my opinion, without considering that I was still going through grief, they did not care if I had moved on from Alex's death, none of them actually cared at all, they were just desperate for the money that would come from selling their daughter.My parents
Varda's POV I was more than glad that Stephen had finally asked my reasons for wanting to leave the mansion. Now I just needed to cook up the perfect lie, a very pitiful one, one that would make him want to let me go without thinking twice. Plus it should not even be so difficult for him since he could send tons of bodyguards to trail me around, my security was nothing to be afraid of if that was what bothered him the most, i was suddenly reminded that i needed to at least reassure him of that. I felt like everyone around me needed to know that I was safe since that was the one good thing they actually required of me. I sighed heavily and rubbed the back of my neck awkwardly. I forced a sad smile on my face and I leaned closer o Stephen. "I need to see my parents." I spoke in a low tone barely above a whisper, although clear enough for Stephen to hear me.I watched him gulp a lump down his throat and cock his head to the right. "Wow, I was definetly not expecting that." He mumbled.
Varda's POV There was a moment of silence between I and Stephen, well mostly from me since Stephen had the last statement. I was comprehending what he had just told me, truly my closest friend was capable of being my greatest enemy. It was like Stephen was trying to give me some sort of signal, except the slight problem was that I did not exactly have any close friends around me. I meant the only person I had bonded with so much had to be Elisa and after what had just happened, I was a hundred percent sure that I and Elisa would not be talking to each other for a very long while and that would not be on Elisa but on me. I had made up my mind that i was not going to keep fake people around me anymore, I needed real people around, people that would help me in discovering the real nature of Alex's death, who exactly killed him, the motive behind all of that and most importantly, who Stephen really was. I had to know Stephen truly was because that would determine my reason for being in t
Varda's POVI let Stephen pull me out of the kitchen and into his office. He shut the door behind me and pointed to empty seat facing his desk. I gazed at the office with fear in me. The last time I was here, I remembered finding a gun in Stephen's desk, the same gun that had been pointed at Alex's head on the day of our wedding. I felt the hairs on my skin rise as flashbacks of the day Alex died slowly began to resurface in my head. I clutched the desk tight and struggled to catch my breath. This office scared the living shit out of me and it was even worse that Stephen never actually got to explain himself that night, all he did was dismiss it like it actually meant nothing for him meanwhile that hunted me for days. He owed me a fucking explanation but typical Stephen, he was good at pushing things asides whenever he did not feel like talking about them. He could not care less about how it would affect whoever it was. All he cared about was himself and his own feelings and that was