LOGINVarda's POV
"What?" My eyes widened in shock at the words my father had just spewed out. I scoffed in disbelief and shook my head at him in disagreement, refusing to believe what he had just said.
"You are kidding right?" I choked out a bitter laughter. Dad only sighed in response, he adjusted his posture on the couch and cleared his throat to speak. "I am serious here Varda. Alex's death does not change the fact that we owe his grandfather a huge amount of money. You know there is not much i can do. We still owe him money and I can not afford such."
"Dad, are you fucking serious right now?" I yelled with tears rolling down my cheeks. I paused to choke out a hysteric laughter. "I just lost my supposed husband some days ago and now you are asking me to jump into marriage with another man, another man from that same family?" I cried out.
Dad rolled his eyes at me. Obviously, not even my tears were going to penetrate through him. He seemed to have made up his mind already.
"Like your mum said, you never loved him. You always wanted to be free from him so why are you acting like you are in grief?" Dad yelled at me. I took a few steps backward in shock, for the past few days, everyone have acted insensitive towards me. Alex and I may have never been on good terms but we certainly did not wish each other death.
"Just because I wanted my own freedom does not mean I wanted Alex to die. Why doesn't anyone get that? Do you expect me to just jump into another marriage? Just like that? I am a fucking human! I have feelings dad, how could you even think of such?" I bit my lower lip as I struggled to stop myself from crying anymore.
"He was abusive to you. You said he always made fun of your background and often cheated on you with other women. Stephen is different, he is a well cultured man. I promise you, you are going to enjoy your marriage with him." Dad said.
It looked like nothing of what I was saying was getting into his head. I wanted to protest but mum walked in on us. She had a tired look on her face. "Come on Matthew, give Varda a break. She is still struggling to process all of this. Give her time darling."
"WE HAVE NO TIME!" Dad slammed the centre table in front of us, startling both I and mum. I gulped a lump down my throat and watched him flare up in anger. "We owe Francis McCall a huge amount of money! Do you really think he is going to give Varda time to mourn over Alex." Dad paused to shake his head at us.
"You and I both know what the McCall family are like. They are only on about business, anything business related. Your feelings do not matter Varda and if we do not settle Francis then we will all go to jail." Dad empahsized his words.
He was starting to guilt trip me again. I knew exactly what he was trying to do. He was going to guilt trip me into saying yes just as he had did to me when I was asked to be Alex's fiancee.
Dad rose to his feet. "Dinner tomorrow at our place, you will meet Stephen and after that, you can make your decision." Without waiting for my response, dad brushed past my shoulder and walked out of my sight.
I threw myself on the couch and broke down into tears while mum tried to comfort me. I understood that there was not much she could do.
Tomorrow evening came by so fast and I chickened out. The thought of having to face another man brought fear to me. I felt anxious, I was afraid that history might repeat itself and the worse of it all was that the person who had killed Alex at the wedding had not being caught yet.
Investigations were slow, as a matter of fact, no one was taking it as serious as I was. Not even Francis McCall.
I stepped foot into the bar, the neon lights flashed across my face causing me to flinch slightly, the loud latino music blaring from the speakers made my head pound. I was beginning to regret leaving the house but then I had no where else to go. My best friend, at the least the one person who I thought was my best friend had accused me of killing Alex. The only safe place to clear my head was the bar across the streets.
I rubbed my shoulders and struggled to make my way through the crowd on the dance floor. I accidentally tripped on something and almost fell flat to the floor but fortunately for me, I felt someone grab me by the waist and pull me closer.
I released a heavy sigh and stared into the eyes of my saviour. He had the brightest green eyes, his brows were neatly carved and his small pink lips were curled into a charming smirk. He had brown curly hair that fell across his forehead, his muscular physique hugged his shirt tight revealing his biceps, his long legs were clad into a pair of black suit pants. As a matter of fact, everything about him screamed luxury.
"Hi." He said. "Are you okay?"
Was I okay? No. I was certainly not okay. Everything was overwhelming for me. My whole life was slowly crumbling and there was no way for me to fix it.
I shook my head in disagreement and broke down into tears. "No..I-I am n-ot okay." I stuttered amidst my tears.
I did not know what I was doing but right now all I wanted to do was confide in someone.
Surprisingly for me, the stranger smiled at me and whispered softly into my ears. "I can help with that."
Varda's POV Suddenly Davis jerked off the chair and sprinted for the day, without even giving me a heads up. I followed him out of impulse, not after tossing one last slice of bread into my mouth of course. Fortunately, he had already paid for the food so no one really cared that we were leaving the restaurant. The man dressed in black started running and just as Davis was about to run after him, I grabbed Davis by the hand. “What do you think you are about to do?” I snapped at him. “What do you mean by that Varda? Did you not see that person?” Davis raised a brow at me. I scoffed. “Clearly I did but please tell me you were not thinking of going after him.” I shut my eyes close and paused to catch my breath. Running after Davis had taken most of my strength and I had even lost my appetite. Right now, I just wanted to go home and relax. “He was spying on us Varda. Spying on you maybe.” Davis replied in a serious tone. He looked seriously concerned and alarmed but I did not think t
Varda's POV “Varda, are you coming?” Davis’ loud voice jolted me out of my thoughts and back to reality. I snapped out of my thoughts immediately and slipped my phone into my pocket. I would think about this later. I rushed out of my room and met Davis already outside of the house. “What took you so long?” He asked with a concerned look written on his face. That was pretty much how he had been looking at me for the past few days. I was about to give out another lie. “I was just trying to look for something comfortable to wear. Sorry.” I choked out a nervous laughter. The reason I did not want to tell Davis about the strange phone number was because I had a feeling he would react dramatically and that was the last thing I needed, especially if the phone number could actually be a number of someone I know very well, someone like Elisa or maybe even Stephen. Damn it! I was getting my hopes up for nothing again. “Are you sure you are good to go out? You know, you could just
Varda's POV Seeing Davis do everything for just made me feel even more horrible. Throughout yesterday, all Davis did was make sure I was comfortable, he cooked for me, even suggested we watch a movie together to get my mind off everything and honestly, it did help but only for a second. This time I was not really thinking about Stephen, instead I was thinking about Davis. I felt like I was betraying him by not telling him the truth, I felt like I was using him and honestly, I could not wait to earn some money, get my own apartment and start living far away from both Stephen and Davis. I wanted to live a life of my own. Maybe I should have taken Elisa's offer after all, then I would not have to lie to Davis but at the same time, the reason I had refused Elisa's offer was because I did not want to have anything to do with Stephen at all and Elisa was still connected with Stephen, she could tell him about my whereabouts and he could show up, or maybe I was just giving Stephen the bene
Varda's POV I sighed and ran a hand through my hair in frustration. I really did not want to talk about it. Talking about it would be so hard for me because I had a feeling I was going to cry while talking and the last thing I needed was for Davis to see me cry. I hated pity but Davis was already gazing at me like that. For some weird reason, all my emotions were heightened,I knew it had something to do with the pregnancy. “If you do not want to talk about it, I mean….” Davis started but I cut him off immediately by clearing my throat loudly. “We can talk about it, I have nothing to hide. Plus you deserve to know the truth since I am practically crashing at your place.”Davis did not protest or argue, he only nodded his head in agreement and gestured me to go ahead. “There is no long explanation to this. I got kicked out of the mansion.” I blurted out. My goodness, I felt so embarrassed telling Davis this. Maybe it was because I had stupidly defended Stephen in the past but tellin
Varda's POV“How long have you been waiting here? Do you know how dangerous it is for a pregnant woman to stand alone? What is with the luggages and all?” Davis threw questions at me as he parked his bike and glared at me with concern written all over his face. I sighed heavily and ran a hand through my hair in frustration. I was already so irritated and tired from waiting too long, I did not have the strength to start explaining anything. Although I could not blame him for coming late because everything was impromptu, it was not like I had told him earlier that I would be crashing at his place for a few days. “Should I not ask questions?” Davis asked, he looked worried and his worry was coming from an obvious place of sincerity but I was just too tired to entertain his questions. “I am sorry. I am just really exhausted.” I mumbled. My vision was slowly blurring and I was slowly losing my stance. I just needed to get out of here fast and settle down somewhere comfortable. “No, it
Varda's POV My parents had never been an option for me. They had completely forgotten about me. I had tried contacting them one time and my father told me they had moved out of town. He also warned me never to contact them again. It was more like a threat. Something like. “Stay where you are, we do not need you anymore. Your husband needs you.”So no, my parents were not an option but I did not tell Elisa any of that. I did not want to disclose my whereabouts to Elisa because I knew she was still loyal to Stephen and after the stunt Stephen had pulled today, I did not want him to know about my whereabouts. Elisa helped me pack and once we were done, I rose to my feet and grabbed my luggage. One thing I made sure I was not leaving behind was the phone Davis had given to me, it was right in my pocket. Elisa glared at me and this time, she looked like she was the one about to cry. “Elisa, please do not tell me you are about to cry.” I choked out a small laughter but Elisa did not eve
Varda's POV "Excuse me?" I scoffed at him in surprise. What did Stephen and his grandfather take me for? Some kind of lab rat? Why were they passing me around like I was some type of lab experiment. I felt anger rise in me and Stephen looked like he was about to protest so I raised my hands at him
Varda's POV The news of pregnancy was usually something to be joyful about. Many women would be on the floor by now, rolling and rejoicing while their husbands would start calling all the family members to inform them about the pregnancy. Name suggestion would have started ringing in the mind of t
Varda's POVStephen and I stepped into the lobby of the hospital and immediately we did, almost all the women around had their eyes fixated on Stephen while drooling. Some of them made it super obvious that they were drooling and gushing over him, some even tried to wave at him and greet him. Almo
Varda's POV"You want to keep the lie going?" I rose to my feet and yelled at him in anger. Stephen rose to his feet and raised his brow at me. "It is too late to not keep it going Varda, everyone thinks you are pregnant so let them just keep thinking that for a while now." He said.I shook my head







