Mag-log inVarda's POV
"What?" My eyes widened in shock at the words my father had just spewed out. I scoffed in disbelief and shook my head at him in disagreement, refusing to believe what he had just said.
"You are kidding right?" I choked out a bitter laughter. Dad only sighed in response, he adjusted his posture on the couch and cleared his throat to speak. "I am serious here Varda. Alex's death does not change the fact that we owe his grandfather a huge amount of money. You know there is not much i can do. We still owe him money and I can not afford such."
"Dad, are you fucking serious right now?" I yelled with tears rolling down my cheeks. I paused to choke out a hysteric laughter. "I just lost my supposed husband some days ago and now you are asking me to jump into marriage with another man, another man from that same family?" I cried out.
Dad rolled his eyes at me. Obviously, not even my tears were going to penetrate through him. He seemed to have made up his mind already.
"Like your mum said, you never loved him. You always wanted to be free from him so why are you acting like you are in grief?" Dad yelled at me. I took a few steps backward in shock, for the past few days, everyone have acted insensitive towards me. Alex and I may have never been on good terms but we certainly did not wish each other death.
"Just because I wanted my own freedom does not mean I wanted Alex to die. Why doesn't anyone get that? Do you expect me to just jump into another marriage? Just like that? I am a fucking human! I have feelings dad, how could you even think of such?" I bit my lower lip as I struggled to stop myself from crying anymore.
"He was abusive to you. You said he always made fun of your background and often cheated on you with other women. Stephen is different, he is a well cultured man. I promise you, you are going to enjoy your marriage with him." Dad said.
It looked like nothing of what I was saying was getting into his head. I wanted to protest but mum walked in on us. She had a tired look on her face. "Come on Matthew, give Varda a break. She is still struggling to process all of this. Give her time darling."
"WE HAVE NO TIME!" Dad slammed the centre table in front of us, startling both I and mum. I gulped a lump down my throat and watched him flare up in anger. "We owe Francis McCall a huge amount of money! Do you really think he is going to give Varda time to mourn over Alex." Dad paused to shake his head at us.
"You and I both know what the McCall family are like. They are only on about business, anything business related. Your feelings do not matter Varda and if we do not settle Francis then we will all go to jail." Dad empahsized his words.
He was starting to guilt trip me again. I knew exactly what he was trying to do. He was going to guilt trip me into saying yes just as he had did to me when I was asked to be Alex's fiancee.
Dad rose to his feet. "Dinner tomorrow at our place, you will meet Stephen and after that, you can make your decision." Without waiting for my response, dad brushed past my shoulder and walked out of my sight.
I threw myself on the couch and broke down into tears while mum tried to comfort me. I understood that there was not much she could do.
Tomorrow evening came by so fast and I chickened out. The thought of having to face another man brought fear to me. I felt anxious, I was afraid that history might repeat itself and the worse of it all was that the person who had killed Alex at the wedding had not being caught yet.
Investigations were slow, as a matter of fact, no one was taking it as serious as I was. Not even Francis McCall.
I stepped foot into the bar, the neon lights flashed across my face causing me to flinch slightly, the loud latino music blaring from the speakers made my head pound. I was beginning to regret leaving the house but then I had no where else to go. My best friend, at the least the one person who I thought was my best friend had accused me of killing Alex. The only safe place to clear my head was the bar across the streets.
I rubbed my shoulders and struggled to make my way through the crowd on the dance floor. I accidentally tripped on something and almost fell flat to the floor but fortunately for me, I felt someone grab me by the waist and pull me closer.
I released a heavy sigh and stared into the eyes of my saviour. He had the brightest green eyes, his brows were neatly carved and his small pink lips were curled into a charming smirk. He had brown curly hair that fell across his forehead, his muscular physique hugged his shirt tight revealing his biceps, his long legs were clad into a pair of black suit pants. As a matter of fact, everything about him screamed luxury.
"Hi." He said. "Are you okay?"
Was I okay? No. I was certainly not okay. Everything was overwhelming for me. My whole life was slowly crumbling and there was no way for me to fix it.
I shook my head in disagreement and broke down into tears. "No..I-I am n-ot okay." I stuttered amidst my tears.
I did not know what I was doing but right now all I wanted to do was confide in someone.
Surprisingly for me, the stranger smiled at me and whispered softly into my ears. "I can help with that."
Varda's POVI got off my bed and pulled Clara by the wrist. "Come on, I need to take permission from Stephen." I pulled her out of my room.I shut the door behind me and let go off her wrist so I could fast."Ma'am.." Clara called out but I was so excited, for the first time since today, I felt glad to have Clara by my side. Maybe with her around, it meant I could finally leave the mansion whenever I wanted to, as long as she was going to be following me."Ma'am.." she called out again. I turned around to gaze at her with a raised brow. "Is there a problem?"Clara shook her head in disagreement. "None at all. I just think you should not leave the mansion, I mean there was a reason Stephen hired me to protect you in the first place." She said.I scoffed and shook my head at her in disappointment. "Are you saying you are not sure you can protect me?"Clara shook her head yet again. "Of course not. I am only saying you should listen to your husband, asking you to stay in the mansion is f
Varda's POVStephen yanked me by the wrist and pulled me out of his office, slamming the door behind me."What is wrong with you? Why do you keep talking about Gabriel Fernandez? I already told you he is nothing but a mere reporter!" Stephen snapped at me, letting go off his tight grip on my list.I scoffed. "Then why are you getting me a personal bodyguard?""Assistant." He corrected me. I rolled my eyes and groaned in frustration. "I do not need her, you of all people know I do not." I snapped at him.Stephen ran a hand through his hair. "You do! Moreover, you said you sometimes feel lonely. I got you a woman, you can share your pregnancy thoughts with her or whatever it is you females do." Stephen mumbled in a dry tone.My eyes widened in shock at his nonchalance. "That woman is probably over fifty Stephen!" I whisper-yelled at him, I did not want Clara to listen to our conversation."She is forty five Varda and why does her age have anything to do with all of this?" He snapped at
Varda's POV"Yeah, why do you look so surprised? Do you know him too?" I asked, my brows raised at her.Elisa suddenly chocked out a hysteric laughter. "Me? Surprised? No." She waved it off.Her attitude was even more suspicious, it was clear that Gabriel Fernandez was more than just a reporter or he was probably not even a reporter at all. Maybe someone else, someone that they all feared."Yeah. You seem off. Who is this guy?" I asked her even though deep down inside of me, I knew Elisa was going to lie, just like how Stephen had lied to me.Could I blame her though? She was loyal to him."He is just some reporter like you said." Elisa smiled at me. She paused to clear her throat. "A really popular reporter who is known for snooping into people's private lives, that is why I was shocked to hear his name. I really do not like the idea of you get involved with him." Elisa said."Oh." That was the only thing that managed to slip out of my mouth. Why were they lying? If this guy was some
Varda's POV"Did you just say Gabriel Fernandez?" Stephen rushed towards me, he settled down on the tip of my bed and just like that, it was like all the anger he had been feeling earlier had completely vanished.I nodded my head. "Yeah, I confused his name for Fernando. I suck at remembering last names." I ranted.Stephen gulped a lump down his throat and for a few seconds, it was like I saw a hint of fear written on his face but he immediately masked it with his usual expressionless face."Are you sure? You saw him at the gala?" He asked.I nodded. "Yeah, right after our argument. I stepped out for fresh air and he offered me a bottle of alcohol but do not worry, i refused." I raised my hands in mock surrender because at this point, the last thing I wanted to do was get Stephen annoyed again. Although, why did he look so surprised? Was he not friends with Gabriel Fernandez?"He knew about the pregnancy too?" He asked.I rolled my eyes at him. "Stephen, why are you asking me all thes
Varda's POVI knew going to that stupid gala was a really bad idea. I should have listened to my inner thoughts but no, I allowed curiosity overwhelm me and drive me into making a really stupid decision. I mean, what was I really thinking? Varda! I ran a hand through my hair in frustration and let out a loud groan that probably echoed in the hallways well enough for anyone in the hallways to hear.I buried my face in my palms and threw my legs in the air. Just the thought of the gala made me feel even more embarrassed.Thank goodness I left the gala earlier than Stephen and Francis. If I had spent another second there, I would have probably lost my mind. Plus, the party was literally so boring. Just slow music and rich people pretending to like each other. It was unbearable to watch Stephen greet every single wealthy person he came across, even worse for me because I had to pretend like I knew them too.Although, there was one person I could not stop thinking about. Gabriel Fernando.
Varda's POVI stepped out of the hall, fortunately for me, I was able to tiptoe to the back of the building where there was no paparazzi, no music, no Stephen, just me.I sat on a small block and allowed the cool air hit me. The feeling of the breeze on my bare skin sent chills down my spine and calmed my spirit. I just wished I could vanish from the earth for a while, at least for enough time to clear my head from all of this.Stephen was being a jerk and I certainly could not keep up with it. It was draining but maybe he was right after all, I should have just stayed at home. For the first time in my life, I actually wished i had just stayed in that stupid mansion, I mean it would be better to be stuck with annoying Fransisca who made it obvious that she hated my presence than Stephen who acted like a light switch, he could be cold sometimes and he could really warm some other times, although these days, he had done nothing but be really cold around me."Do you not think it is a lit
Varda's POVThe rest of the drive was spent in total silence. The driver eventually pulled the car into a stop and I could already hear the sound of slow music echoing from outside, mixed with the chattering noise of people, laughing and talking about anything and everything.Francis turned to gaze
Varda's POVI was dumbstruck by the sight in front of me. Stephen actually stole my dress and had the guts to rip it into shreds. I felt this instant anger rise in me and I bit my lower lip to stop myself from breaking down into tears because not only was I angry, I was sad too. I felt so unwanted.
Varda's POV.Trusting Elisa's idea was not actually a bad idea at all. It turned out that Elisa happened to be seamstress in her younger days so she was able to adjust the dress to my size. It was a white off shoulder fitted dress with pearls on the collar. It looked very neat on me, almost like it
Varda's POV"YOU DID NOT JUST DO THAT!" Fransisca yelled at me, her eyes wide open in shock. On a normal day, I would have been surprised by my sudden action but right now, I was barely even thinking. All I could focus on was making sure Fransisca returned my dress back. If Fransisca does not retur







