Making out

Tessa POV

The door to my door was knocked.

" Leave me alone." I shouted.

Why won't that scumbag leave me alone?

I was angry at him but more than anything, I was angry at myself.

I allowed him to kiss me and the worst part is I liked his kisses and I even kissed him back.

Thinking about it makes my blood boil in anger.

" Tessa dear, it's me Susan." Susan's voice sounded from outside the door.

I dragged my body from the floor, wiping my tears away before opening the door.

I forced a smile on my face making Susan chuckle.

" Oh dear, wipe that off, it's too fake and ugly." She commented, making me chuckle.

One thing about Leo's mate is that she's fucking honest and blatant, but I guess I like it that way.

I hate pretentious bitches a lot.

" Ain't you one?" Sasha remarked and I said nothing; maybe she was right.

" Come in." I side stepped, allowing Susan to step into the room.

I went to sit on the couch after she settled down.

" I guess you already have an inkling why I am here?" She asked and I cocked my brows at her.

" Alex told us what happened." She started, making me roll my eyes.

" That bloody idiot!" I cursed before covering my mouth with my palm.

" Oops!" I giggled, seeing the shocked expression on Susan's face.

" You Know for a sweetheart like you, I did not expect those words to leave your mouth, " she said, her lips tugging into a smile.

" Maybe because you don't know me well?" I replied and she nodded.

" We have the whole evening to get to Know each other." She confirmed, making me smile.

Maybe this is what I needed to sort out my emotions.

We talked about anything and everything. I came to realise that Susan was a clubbing fan, something we had in common.

" So tell me, why were you angry at Alex for kissing you?" She finally broached the topic after we were comfortable around each other.

I took a deep breath, not sure whether this is something I wanted to share with her.

There is a possibility that she will run her mouth to my brother who can't be trusted with secrets.

Knowing how close those two were, he would end up telling Alex about it.

" You don't have to worry about me spilling your secrets to Leo. I can hold my tongue." She reassured me as if reading my mind.

" I am not angry at him." I said, counting my words.

" Huh?" My words confused Susan,it was written all over her face.

" I am not angry at him, more like I am angry at myself." I explained.

" I am lost." Susan admitted.

" I have tried my best to hate him, to forget all about him but the moment he held me in his arms, I melted. I liked his touch, his kisses and his scent messed my senses. I am supposed to loathe him for what he did to me but I can't. My stupid body can't resist him and that's what got me angry." I confessed, ashamed of myself.

" Oh girl,you are twisted." Susan's blatant comment made me chuckle.

" I Know right? But that's how I feel. I am afraid that if he touches me again, I'll jump on him and do crazy things. What's worse is that I know he doesn't see me as a woman. It makes me want to go crazy." I said, tears leaving my eyes.

It was not in my plan to cry but the frustration and all the pent up emotions made my tears escape, unchecked.

Susan moved to hug me and I sobbed in her embrace.

For seven years, I had learnt to ignore my pain. I had learnt to push everything at the back of my mind and live my life to the fullest but seeing him and having him kiss me crumbled all the walls I had fought so hard to build.

He made it known to me that I have been living in a bubble of lies I had created for myself.

Susan said nothing, she just stroked my back until I was calmer.

" How about clubbing tonight, huh? Let your worries and everything go and live freely, even for hours?" Susan proposed and I smiled.

That's an offer I was willing to take, anything to clear my mind.

Who knows,I'll find some handsome hulk to help me release some steam.

" Tell me we have eye candies in that club?" I asked and Susan laughed.

" You dress up, love, don't worry about that. I've got you covered." She replied by sending a wink to me.

In twenty minutes, I walked out of my bathroom, a towel tied around my body as I dried my hair with another towel.

Susan had left my room to change.

I rummaged through my case, retrieving a black body con dress.

It was backless and v shaped at the front, exposing a little of my cleavage.

I fitted it, the fabric hugging my body like my second skin.

It went above my knees, exposing my long milky legs.

A Little make-up here and there and I finished my look with sandal heels.

Clutching my sling bag and stuffing my phone inside, I made my way downstairs.

Susan was already waiting for me.

" You are beautiful." She complimented, making me blush.

We soon left with Susan driving. Apparently, she would not let me drive after my uncle warned them about letting me on the wheel.

We arrived at Club Image minutes later.

Seems like Susan was a regular here with how the bouncers nodded at her.

The room was lively and the DJ was doing a great job. I must comment.

Susan walked us to a table before she ordered our drinks.

We chatted and after a few drinks, I felt like I wanted something different so I excused myself.

I walked towards the washroom and I smirked when a guy followed me.

He made it obvious, making me slow down in my steps.

" Want something sweetheart?" I asked, pushing him against the wall the moment he got to me. I smiled at him, observing his features.

He was well built, obviously a werewolf. He was handsome too with dirty blonde hair and hazel eyes.

" I want you." He breathed out, smashing his lips into mine.

I welcomed his invasion, my tongue dancing with his own seeking dominance. My hands raked his body, loving the feeling of his firm abs under my touch.

" What the bloody hell?"