I messed up

Alex POV

" What the fuck Alex? What do you do to her?" My best friend yelled, looking at me with anger.

" I think I messed up." I whispered.

Leo punched the wall in my office, leaving a dent.

" Calm down Leo. Your anger won't solve anything here." Susan, Leo's mate said softly hugging him.

It was at that moment I wished I had the same thing with Tessa. I was jealous of my best friend's relationship with his mate.

Maybe I should not have kissed her at all.

She obviously liked it because she kissed me back so what the hell went wrong.

The hate and disgust I saw in her eyes haunted me even now.

" Will you tell us what exactly happened between the two of you?" Susan asked, turning to look at me.

I narrated what happened between Tessa and I and the look they both gave me confirmed that I was screwed.

" You really are stupid." Susan commented. Her words did not anger me. I felt stupid.

" I just wanted to see if she feels the same." I defended myself even when I knew that I was just making excuses for my behavior.

" Then what Alex? You made her angry instead. I won't allow you to hurt my sister. Forgive me buddy but my sister comes before our friendship." Leo muttered, looking straight into my eyes.

I looked away, unable to meet his gaze. I understand him but who will understand me? I can't stay away from Tessa especially now that her scent is messing around my reasoning.

" I would never hurt Tessa, Leo." I said, counting my words.

Why won't they see it? I love Tessa with all my being. I have been in love with her for seven fucking years.

I have tried my best to stay away from her since she was young back then. I can't do that anymore.

" Maybe you people are overthinking things. I will talk to her. I will convince her to accompany me to the club later." Susan said, walking back to my mate's house.

I was thankful for offering to talk to Tessa.

After Susan left, I walked and sat on my chair, feeling guilty.

" Look Alex, I know you have good intentions towards Tessa but you got to learn how to take things slow." Leo said, taking a seat on the coach facing my working desk.

" I don't want to take things slow Leo. I just want to walk to her room and claim her as mine right this moment. I need her badly. I have given her seven years, I can't wait anymore." I confessed.

I know I can trust Leo with anything even my feelings to his sister.

" I know that but she was hurt badly when she left. She will need time to accept your feelings for her; that is if she will even accept them " he replied making me groan.

" You are not helping here." I said, pulling by hair out of frustration.

I always take what I want and I know playing the patience card this time will take alot from me.

It's not like I have an option.

" So tell me, how was it?" Leo asked, his playfulness back within a split second.

" How was what?" I asked, even when I knew what he was asking about with that annoying smirk on his face.

" Oh come on, you know what I am talking about. How was it?" He pressed, mimicking a kissing couple which had me shake my head from his behaviour.

" You know for a brother, ain't you too Interested in your sister's Love life?" I mocked, rolling my eyes at him.

" Don't be a killjoy. Spill the beans. Is she experienced?" You could see his eyes lighting up with anticipation. He is such a gossipmonger.

" It was good. She tasted of lemonade and strawberries." I replied, looking away.

I didn't want to delve deeper into the details.

" Just good?" Leo asked, wearing a dissapointed look on his face.

" I am not saying more you pervert." I scolded and leo burst out laughing.

I laughed, happy that he was not angry with me anymore.

Leo hates it when someone hurts his sister. He has always been protective of her and that's something I admire about him.

" I can't believe Susan took this opportunity to drag my sister to a club." Leo commented, shaking his head in disbelief.

" You have been strict with her. You Know Susan is a free soul and she loves her freedom." I replied.

" I don't restrict her. I am just cautious, she's pregnant, remember?" Leo shot back, glaring at me.

" If you say so." I replied, shrugging.

I have realized that ever since my best friend and Beta found out that they were expecting, he has been restricting his mate from the things she likes.

He forbid her from horse racing; that's reasonable but to have her stop going to clubs was not appropriate.

The two met in a club and Susan never hid from Leo that she loves clubbing.

" I'll take a patrol and come back to get ready for another night of stress." Leo commented exiting my office making me chuckle.

A drunk Susan is not something I would love to handle myself.

I remember the ruckus she caused last time she got drunk.

Having Leo fuck her in the car after threatening that she will pick any man to fuck with If he didn't satsify her.

My friends and I were forced to shift and ran back to the pack.

I finished my work in the office before dashing to my room to shower and get changed.

I was excited to see Tessa again despite knowing there is a possibility she would not want to see me.

It didn't matter if she was angry at me, I'll ask for her forgiveness tonight and hopefully we can make things straight between us.

I got ready in minutes and dressed just as Leo parked his car infront of the house.

I skipped downstairs before jumping in the front seat of the car.

" Someone is dressed to impress." Leo snickered and I smirked.