Samuel's POV
The sound of heels fades, and suddenly there is an eerie silence. However, I never heard Ariana's apartment door closing. This forces me to go check on her.
Earlier I had planned to check on her later, as I wanted to give her some space, but now it seems a bit unnecessary.
Opening my door, I find her sitting on the floor with her arms wrapped around her knees. She is resting her head on her knees.
She raises her head when she notices me standing in my doorway. Quickly, standing up, she wipes her tears.
"I am sorry, all that noise must have disturbed you." She apologized while not meeting my eyes, as she figured that I might have heard everything.
Suddenly, the thought of Justin comes to my mind.
"Where is Justin?" I ask, not trying to hide the fact that I didn't hear anything, feeling worried that little boy might have heard all this.
"He is at his friend's house." She sighs, "Thank God he was not here. Even though this would not have been the first time he might have witnessed something like this," she says quietly, feeling embarrassed.
My heart sinks, thinking about the hurt Justin might have felt by hearing such stuff.
"I have to go and pick up Justin." Cleaning her face to get rid of remaining tears, she goes inside her apartment and comes out a moment later carrying her car keys.
"Can I drive you to Justin's friend?" I ask her because I don't feel okay letting her drive all by herself when she is still upset because of the argument she had with her mother.
"Please, let me." I quickly add when I feel she is going to decline my offer, "Because I don't think you should drive when there is so much going on your mind."
"Thank you." Giving me a small smile, she hands me her car keys.
I start driving to the address which she has given me, as we sit in silence. From my peripheral vision, I notice she fiddles with the ring which she is wearing on her thumb anxiously.
"I am not that much of a bad driver, and I promise you will make it back home alive." Momentarily, I glance at her, "However, I can't promise you will be walking away unscratched." Intentionally, I press the brake abruptly, making the car slightly jerk, then start driving normally.
Her nervous expression turns frightened. And I can stop myself from laughing at her terrified face.
"Asshole." She slaps my arm and then starts laughing as well.
Just a few minutes have passed when she exhales loudly.
"Dad adopted Justin when he was one year old." Without looking at me, she suddenly starts speaking, "He completed our family. I was so happy and instantly fell in love with him the moment Dad handed him to me. I clearly remember not being able to put him down for the entire day. When dad died, I was so lost, even though he was hardly four years old, but he took care of me. He used to sit in my lap, hugging me until I felt better. He used to sleep with me at night because he didn't want me to feel alone. When my own mother was not there for me, he was there for me." She sniffles.
"Then how can she says he is not my brother?" She starts crying, "He is not a burden. He is my life."
Pulling the car off the road, unbuckling my belt, I pull her into a hug. After a few moments, her crying subdues, and she leans back in her seat.
"I am sorry..." She looks embarrassed.
"It's okay." I smile at her, letting her know I don't mind her crying.
"This means we are officially friends." Raising my eyebrows, I point at my shirt, which is wet from her tears, "So don't gross out when I wipe my snot on your shirt while crying over the loss of my favorite football team." I joke, which earns me a smile from her.
Watching her smile gives me a sense of comfort. Even more, I feel glad that I was able to bring back a smile on her face.
Samuel's POV Ten years later. That moment is still fresh in my mind when Ariana left me. How can you forget the moment when your everything was walking away from you? I wanted to beg her not to leave me and just give me one more chance, but something refrained me from doing so. This was the punishment which she had chosen for me. Therefore, even if it was killing me, I decided to accept my punishment. There's a hope in this punishment that when it ends, I will find my eternal happiness. Only I don't know when or if this punishment will ever come to an end. Numerous times, I broke down because the pain of bei
Ariana’s POV “Everyone is not lucky to get a second chance at love in their life, but I am one of those few people lucky people who found true love after losing their trust in love.” Samuel smiles softly, but the sadness in his eyes reveals his true feelings, “I fell in love for the first time it was with a wrong person, but when I found the right person, I was not able to cherish her the way I should have.” “I want to blame the circumstances. I want to blame the world for whatever wrong has happened in my life. But the truth is the only person to blame is me.” He clenches his jaws while he stares at the table, “Only if I had the courage to tell you everything from the beginning, then I would not have made you feel betrayed and hurt. Maybe we would still have been friends. But I was a coward, and now I am paying the price of my mistake.”
Ariana's POV Until now, I never realized how good it feels to take charge of your life. You feel so powerful. Whenever anything went wrong in my life that turned my life upside down, I always tried to put together my life again. Even now, I am doing the same. The only difference is that all the other times, I didn't want to, but I had to. But now, I want to get hold of my life and put together the pieces of my life for myself. I want to be in charge of my own happiness and destiny. I want to do this for myself and Justin. He deserves a sister who is stable in her life, not someone who is an emotional mess. I don't want the impact of my poor choices to reflect on him. So even though I have said many times, I will say it again; I will make ever
Ariana's POV Gathering snacks in my arms, I walk into the living with a wide grin on my face. Justin turns to me, adorning a similar grin, and rushes to help me carry the snacks. "Be careful." Turning around, Justin glances at me then he crawls inside our blanket fort. Rolling my eyes, I smile as I carefully enter Justin's fort. "Next time, we will make an even bigger fort," Justin exclaims and opens the packet of chips. "Which movie shall we watch?" I ask while turning on my laptop and connecting it with the Bluetooth speakers because my laptop speakers volume is not very loud. "The Karate Kid," After thinking for a moment, he replies.
Ariana's POV Max's fingers draw lazy patterns on my arm while keeping his arm wrapped around me. My head is resting on his chest, finding comfort in his strong heartbeat. He is alive, and he will be okay. We both lie in each other arms in silence. However, there is no awkwardness between us, just meaningful silence. Somewhere we both are at a loss for words. Maybe we do not know how to voice these newfound feelings. I feel him pressing a small kiss on the top of my head, which causes me to raise my head from his chest to glance at his face. His throat works as he swallows while blankly staring ahead. A moment later, his gaze flickers to me, and I watch a myriad of emotions passing through his face.
Ariana's POV There are rare moments in my life when I truly feel helpless, where the feeling of being useless dominates all my other emotions. This is one of those rare moments as I sit across Max with a stoic expression, probably because I feel too numb to react. The silence around us is heavy. I can clearly hear the ticking of the clock on the wall behind me. Its ticking reminds me of the ticking of a time bomb, and somewhere it is not far from the truth. Time. Is. Ticking. With each moment passing, I feel my chest constricting. All these feelings were too familiar, the vice-like grip clutching my chest, making each intake of breath difficult than the previous one.