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Never What It Was
Never What It Was
Author: Celia Wren

Chapter 1

Author: Celia Wren
I bought replacement gifts and went to my parents' house for the holiday alone. They both found it strange.

"Where's Linnea? Didn't she say she was coming today?"

"Is everything all right between you two?"

I smiled. "Sorry. Her office called her in for last-minute overtime."

They both nodded. "Work comes first."

However, I was staring at my phone, at a social media post from my wife's ex-boyfriend, Grant Tierney.

There was a caption and a carousel of photos.

The caption read, "The holiday surprise she put together for me. She really went all out."

The gourmet gift box I had spent weeks researching had been unwrapped, everything arranged and plated exquisitely. He had already gone through all of it.

In one of the photos, a pair of hands was arranging the contents. The fingers were slender and delicate, with a small scar across the right thumb.

I recognized them immediately. They belonged to my wife, Linnea Fairchild.

I also noticed that the wedding ring was gone from her left ring finger. Not a trace of it remained.

Our mutual friends had liked the post and left comments underneath.

"I keep saying you two should just get married already!"

I liked the post. Within minutes, Linnea's voice messages came through.

"Theo Aldridge, you kicked me out on a holiday. What was I supposed to do, eat on the side of the road?

"It's bad enough that you threw a fit with me, but doing it in front of Grant so everyone can laugh at us? That's humiliating."

Every sentence was an accusation.

I did not understand how liking a post qualified as throwing a fit. Beyond that, there was the name itself.

Grant. His name always came out warm, almost fond. However, when she said mine, it was flat, clipped, like she was calling a colleague.

I had brought it up once and told her that it bothered me. Linnea had waved it off without a second thought. "It's just the way I say things. Do you have to be so sensitive?"

I scrolled back through our message history.

"Is the coffee here yet? It's been over two hours. Can you check if something happened with the driver?"

"I forgot to change the address. It got delivered to Grant's place."

"Can you please just set your default address to our apartment? Can you just delete his address from your phone?"

"It's one cup of coffee. Do you have to be this hysterical about it? That's embarrassing. Just order yourself another one."

She was the one who had promised to order it for me.

I waited over two hours, and all that anticipation amounted to nothing. Furthermore, she turned it around on me.

I scrolled further back.

"Babe, it's almost midnight. Valentine's Day is practically over. Where's the surprise you said you had for me?"

"I forgot to change the shipping address. It went to Grant's. I'll make it up to you next time."

I could not pinpoint exactly when it had started, but at some point, every exchange between Linnea and me had become exactly this.

Packages would end up at the wrong address. Deliveries would go to the wrong door.

We had agreed a full year ago that she would come to my parents' house for the holiday.

She sent the gift meant for my parents to Grant's place, and then she followed it there herself and spent the holiday with him.

I stared at the photo where Linnea had removed her wedding ring.

I felt ridiculous.

Maybe all the misdelivered packages and wrong addresses had never been mistakes at all. Maybe the person she meant to send everything to had always been her ex-boyfriend.

I was the error that needed correcting.

My phone buzzed twice, and I closed Linnea's chat.

It was a message from my lawyer.

"Mr. Aldridge, happy holidays. The divorce agreement has been drafted."

After saying goodbye to my parents, I drove home and printed it out. I was about to sign when Linnea walked in and held out two bags.

"You can get those treats anywhere. I went and got your parents' clothes back.

"It was my fault. Let me take you out to Fontaine's tonight to make up for it, okay?"

I did not correct her. My parents had chronic health conditions, and that gift box was one I had carefully chosen from the only vendor that carried it. It was not something available just anywhere.

I did not remind her, either, that I did not like Fontaine's. I had already told her this many times.

She did not care, and she never would. Bringing it up again would only earn me another lecture about being difficult and dramatic.

None of it mattered anymore.

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    Mom called from time to time with updates. Linnea had come by the house again, trying to find me through them.Eventually they told her I was traveling, and she stopped showing up at the building, lurking downstairs in the early morning or late at night, startling them out of nowhere.I listened to Mom's gentle voice as she talked about things at home and mentioned Linnea's name. Hearing it stirred nothing in me anymore. She had become part of the past, completely and finally.I barely checked Linnea's message.My original plan had been a month of travel, and I had bought my return ticket in advance. When the date came, I boarded the plane and flew home. Whenever I found something interesting or meaningful along the way, I bought it on the spot and had it shipped back.The address I used was my parents' house. Nothing went to the wrong place, and nobody could claim it was meant for someone else.I even shipped my suitcase home ahead of me. The trip back was lighter than the tri

  • Never What It Was   Chapter 7

    On the third day of my trip, Mom called."Linnea showed up at our door. Your father wouldn't let her in."She was perfectly pleasant about it, too. Showed up with armfuls of gifts, saying she wanted to apologize to you."You'd never guess she was capable of pulling all that nonsense."If you hadn't told us everything before you left, your father and I never would have suspected a thing. We probably would have invited her right in."She was right.Someone else in my position might have hidden the details out of embarrassment or out of fear of being pitied. They might have kept things vague and said the relationship simply was not working.However, that was not who I was. None of it had been my fault, so why should I act like I had something to be ashamed of? Why should I have to worry about what people thought? After all, the person who had actually done all of it was not worried.I reminded my parents, "She only went to you because I've been ignoring her calls and messages."I

  • Never What It Was   Chapter 6

    With my parents' help, I unpacked everything and put it away in no time.I was back in the room I had grown up in. It was small, with just a wardrobe and a desk, but every corner of it felt like mine.That evening, my parents made a table full of my favorite dishes. The day before, for the holiday, I had told them in advance that Linnea would be coming with me.They had gone out of their way to prepare mostly things she liked, and then she never showed. Her tastes were nothing like ours, so most of the food had gone to waste.Now, for the first time, our family did not have to cater to Linnea anymore.After dinner, my parents insisted on taking me out for a walk. We strolled along the winding stone path near the house."Life isn't about never running into trouble," they told me. "It's about not letting trouble knock you down so hard you can't get back up."If you've made your decision, then don't let Linnea get to you anymore."I nodded. "Of course. I wouldn't have brought up d

  • Never What It Was   Chapter 5

    Linnea stared at the divorce agreement in front of her, stunned. The entire room went silent.Grant was the first to react. He shot to his feet, panic written all over his face as he looked at Linnea. "Linnie, Theo must have gotten the wrong idea. Just explain things to him!"He turned to me. "Theo, everyone just had a little too much to drink. They were only joking around. Please don't take it seriously."I watched Linnea's face. The shock and the tension that had been there a moment ago shifted, reshaped by Grant's words, into something harder, full of irritation and anger.She held it back long enough to speak. "Theo, I have colleagues and friends here tonight. My parents are here. People had a few drinks and made some jokes. If it bothered you, you could have just said so. You didn't have to pull this stunt and humiliate everyone."Her parents smiled tightly and tried to smooth things over."Theo, some of the girls were out of line just now, but you shouldn't jump straight

  • Never What It Was   Chapter 4

    Linnea had booked a large private dining room with two tables, packed with close to 30 people.Grant was seated at the same table as Linnea's parents. He was right beside them, with Linnea on his other side.When the hostess opened the door for me, the first thing I saw was Linnea leaning toward Grant, saying something to him in a low voice. Their faces were close, both of them smiling.The room went quiet for a beat when I walked in.Linnea jerked back, putting distance between herself and Grant. As if to cover for the moment, she stood and walked toward me."You made it."She waved a server over and turned to me. "We were just waiting on you. Come sit."I nodded and went over to greet her parents.Linnea leaned in to explain. "Mom missed Grant, so she asked me to invite him."She dropped her voice so only I could hear. "There are so many colleagues here tonight. One more person doesn't make a difference, right?"I stepped back, away from her."It's your call," I said.I w

  • Never What It Was   Chapter 3

    However, the very next second, Linnea's expression shifted to blame."I didn't remember, so why didn't you say something?"And even if you can't eat seafood, there's still the beef carpaccio."Still, I had never eaten anything raw. Linnea used to know that. At some point, she had forgotten everything.I suddenly could not see the point of sitting there any longer. I stood up and left.Behind me, Grant's voice was full of concern. "Is Theo upset?"Linnea's barely lowered voice did nothing to hide her irritation. "He just has to kill the mood no matter what. Ignore him. Let's eat."I walked out of the restaurant alone and took a cab home.This time, there was no room left for denial. I sent my resignation to my company first, then started packing.The study was where I began. Linnea's work could only be done at her office, so this room had always been mine. The books, the sketches, the notebooks. All of it mine.I was halfway through when Linnea came home.The smile on her fac

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