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Fresh white roses lined the aisle, and crystal chandeliers cast a warm glow across the room. Beyond the floor-to-ceiling windows, the Bellagio fountains danced against the Las Vegas skyline.
It was the perfect place for a wedding.
I stood near the bridal suite, smoothing an invisible wrinkle from my lavender bridesmaid dress before taking a slow breath.
"Mylene, can you help Sophie with her veil?" one of the bridesmaids asked.
"I've got it," I said with a smile.
I carefully pinned Sophie's lace veil into place before stepping back to admire my best friend.
"You look beautiful," I said softly.
She turned to face me, her eyes already shining with happy tears. "You really think so?"
"I know so."
Sophie wrapped me in a quick hug before another bridesmaid laughed.
"Okay, save the tears for the ceremony!"
The room filled with laughter, and I laughed right along with them.
I was genuinely happy for Sophie. No one deserved a day like this more.
I just wished the date didn't mean something else to me.
My phone buzzed inside my clutch.
**October 18.**
My breath caught.
Seven years.
Today would've been my seventh wedding anniversary...
If I'd ever made it down the aisle.
For a moment, the laughter around me faded. I could still picture my wedding dress hanging in my childhood bedroom. The invitations had already been mailed. The flowers had been picked. Every little detail had been planned down to the last place card.
An entire future had been waiting for me.
It never happened.
"Mylene?"
I blinked and looked up to find Sophie watching me.
"You okay?"
I forced a smile, the kind I'd become far too good at over the years.
"Yeah," I said. "Just feeling emotional. It's a beautiful day."
It wasn't a lie.
I was emotional.
Just not for the reasons everyone thought.
"It's time," the wedding coordinator announced.
I picked up my bouquet and fell into place beside Sophie and the rest of the bridal party.
Today wasn't about the life I never got to have.
It was about celebrating the life my best friend was about to begin.
Still, as I walked toward the ceremony, I couldn't help but wonder what my life would look like if seven years ago had gone the way I'd always imagined.
The ceremony was beautiful.
As Sophie and Daniel exchanged their vows, I found myself smiling through tears that, for once, weren't entirely my own. They looked at each other the way every couple hopes to on their wedding day—with complete certainty.
I couldn't help but be happy for them.
After the ceremony, everyone made their way to the reception ballroom. Soft music drifted through the room as servers passed trays of champagne and hors d'oeuvres. The room buzzed with laughter, hugs, and the familiar sound of people reconnecting after years apart.
Las Vegas had somehow become the perfect reunion.
Growing up in San Diego, you never imagine how far life can pull everyone apart. Some friends stayed close to home. Others scattered across California. And then there was me.
Washington.
Not exactly where I'd imagined I'd end up.
It hadn't even been my first choice.
The acceptance letter I'd spent months dreaming about never came, and when the disappointment settled, I packed my bags and left for Washington instead. Four years somehow turned into seven. Between college, work, and life, trips home became less frequent, and somewhere along the way, keeping in touch became harder than I'd ever expected.
Now, standing in the middle of the reception, I was surrounded by faces I hadn't seen in years.
Some looked exactly the same.
Others had children hanging onto their legs or wedding rings glinting under the ballroom lights.
"Mylene?"
I turned toward the familiar voice.
"Darlene?"
She laughed as she pulled me into a hug.
"Oh my gosh! I almost didn't recognize you!"
"It's been forever."
"It really has." She stepped back, looking me up and down with a smile. "You look amazing."
"So do you."
For a few minutes, we caught up on work, our families, and all the years we'd missed.
Then she glanced around the room.
"So..." she asked casually, "where's your husband?"
Everything inside me froze.
She didn't know.
Of course she didn't know.
Darlene had been one of the people who'd received an invitation seven years ago.
She had RSVP'd yes.
But she lived out of state then, and after everything fell apart, I never had the heart to explain why there was suddenly no wedding to attend. Eventually, enough time passed that the conversation felt impossible to start.
I swallowed the lump forming in my throat.
"There... wasn't a wedding."
The smile slowly faded from Darlene's face.
"Oh..."
"I know you got an invitation."
She nodded carefully.
"I always wondered what happened."
I looked down at the champagne glass in my hand, tracing the rim with my thumb.
"That's a long story."
She reached over and gently squeezed my arm.
"You don't have to tell me if you don't want to."
I looked back at her and managed a small smile.
"Maybe someday."
She smiled back, letting the silence settle between us without making it uncomfortable.
For the first time in years, I realized there were still people who remembered the life I'd almost lived.
And somehow...
That hurt more than I expected.
Chapter 51Finally.I was home.I unlocked the door to my apartment and stepped inside.The silence greeted me almost immediately.No more loud music.No more ringing and dinging from slot machines.Just...quiet.I closed the door behind me and stood there for a moment.The loneliness wasn't anything new.I'd grown accustomed to it.Most days, I barely noticed it anymore.I dragged my luggage inside and plopped everything near the door.I'd deal with it tomorrow.Right now, I didn't have the energy.I kicked off my shoes and walked toward my bedroom.As I passed the mirror, I caught my reflection.I stopped.Bare-faced.Red, puffy eyes.Hair pulled into the sloppiest ponytail imaginable.I looked exhausted.Not just from the flight.From everything.For a few seconds, I simply stared at myself.I wasn't proud of the way I looked.But more than that...I wasn't proud of the way I felt.Defeated.Heartbroken.Stuck.Seven years of carrying around something that had ended a long time ago
The moment I walked back into my room, I pulled my suitcase onto the bed.There would be no relaxing.No sightseeing.No clearing my mind if I stayed in Las Vegas another minute.I pulled out my phone and canceled every spa reservation I'd booked for myself.I didn't even bother checking whether I'd get my deposits back.It didn't matter anymore.I opened my laptop and searched for the earliest flight back to Washington.The price made me wince.I didn't care.I booked it anyway.I quietly scribbled a note for Darlene and left it on the nightstand.Darlene,I'm sorry for leaving without saying goodbye. Something came up, and I needed to head home early.Love,MyleneI took one last look around the room.Just yesterday, I'd arrived in Las Vegas thinking I was here to celebrate my best friend's wedding and to finally relax.I
I could see the conflict in his eyes.Like there were a thousand things he wanted to say but didn't know where to begin."Mylene..."His voice was barely above a whisper."I..."He looked away for a moment before letting out a quiet sigh."I...I have to go."I forced the smallest smile I could manage."Goodbye."The word caught in my throat.For a moment, neither of us moved.Then he nodded."Goodbye."He turned and walked toward the elevators.I stood there until the doors closed behind him.At least this time...I finally got to say goodbye.A proper face-to-face goodbye.Maybe this was the closure I'd needed all along.I closed my room door and leaned against it.The tears I'd been holding back finally won.Matt was getting married.To someone else.I slid down onto the floor, covering my mouth as quiet sobs escaped.
I immediately reached for Darlene's hand.Partly to quiet her.Partly because she was swaying so much I was afraid she was about to fall over.Mostly because I needed something—anything—to snap me out of the daze before the look on my face gave away everything I was feeling.Matt glanced between me and Darlene."She's an old friend," he told the guys.I guess we'd become just old friends now.That stung."You all go ahead. I'll catch up with you."The group exchanged knowing looks before one of them shrugged."Don't take too long."They disappeared back toward the club, leaving the three of us standing on the sidewalk.Darlene suddenly groaned."I don't feel so good..."She barely finished the sentence before stumbling into me."Oh no."I caught her just in time."Darlene?"She looked absolutely miserable.My hotel was only a short walk awa
Is the universe playing some kind of cruel joke on me?I felt like I'd finally taken one giant step forward.Then our eyes met...And just like that...My heart.My mind.My entire body.Everything unraveled.One look at Matt, and it felt like I'd taken five steps backward.Who was I kidding?I'd never gotten over this man.And I wasn't sure I ever would or could.The way he looked at me...The way he smiled so effortlessly, like seeing me after all these years was the most natural thing in the world...How was he so calm?When I was standing here, barely holding myself together?I'd imagined this moment more times than I could count.I'd imagined him showing up at my doorstep one day...Telling me he'd made the biggest mistake of his life.That walking away from us was something he'd regretted every single day.I'd imagined answering a call fro
The months slipped by faster than I expected.Every morning blended into the next.Emails.Meetings.Deadlines.For the last two months, I'd been leading one of the biggest projects of my career.A major product launch.The pressure had been nonstop.Late nights became the norm.My apartment was little more than a place to sleep before waking up and doing it all over again.There were moments when I questioned whether I'd make the deadline.But somehow...I did.Launch day came and went without a hitch.The marketing campaign exceeded expectations, and the product became one of our most successful releases of the year.When my manager called me into his office afterward, I assumed another project was already waiting for me.Instead, he smiled."You've earned a break."I already had vacation time approved for Sophie's wedding.Originally, I'd planned to fly into Las Vegas on Thursday and leave first thing Sunday morning after the wedding.Just enough time to celebrate.Then head home.







