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I can’t keep the phone quiet anymore. The messages come faster now. Every few hours. New pictures. Closer ones. One from inside the elevator my back against the wall, Noah’s hand under my shirt, my head tipped back, eyes closed. You can’t see much, but you can tell what’s happening. Another from the penthouse window blurry, taken from across the street with a long lens. Just shadows, but it’s us on the couch, me straddling him, his hands on my hips. Each one comes with words that cut deeper. Whore. Gold-digger. He’ll get tired of you soon. I delete them all, block the numbers, but new ones come. I stop sleeping. Noah notices. Of course he does. “What’s going on, Lila?” he asks one morning over coffee. His voice is gentle, but his eyes are worried. “Nothing. Just stress.” He doesn’t believe me. I can tell. But he lets it go. That afternoon I’m at Grandma’s. She’s in the kitchen making her famous apple pie—the one she hasn’t had energy for in years. The smell fills the whole apartment. She’s singing soft, off-key, dancing a little as she rolls the dough. I stand in the doorway and watch her, and something inside me cracks wide open. She’s alive because of me. Because of what I do. Because I let him touch me, hold me, love me in ways I never thought I’d let anyone. And someone out there wants to ruin it. That night I don’t go to Noah. I text him I’m staying with Grandma. He replies: Everything okay? I say yes. I lie in my old bed, staring at the ceiling, tears running quiet into my hair. The next day the picture goes public. I’m at the diner, wiping tables between the lunch rush, when Jess runs up, phone in hand. “Lila… is this you?” She shows me the screen. It’s one of the photos—the elevator one. Posted on some gossip site. The headline screams: KINGSTON’S NEW TOY: Billionaire Caught With Mystery Cleaner Girl Below it, hundreds of comments already: She’s just after his money. Look at her—desperate. He’ll dump her in a week. My knees go weak. I grab the counter. Jess hugs me. “Who is he? Talk to me.” I can’t speak. All I can think is Grandma’s going to see this. By evening it’s everywhere. News sites pick it up. People at the grocery store stare when I run in for milk. Someone even shouts “gold-digger” from a car window. I go home and lock the door. Grandma’s on the couch watching her evening show. She looks up and smiles. “There’s my girl. Rough day?” I sit beside her, trying to act normal. “Yeah. Just tired.” She pats my knee. “You work too hard.” My phone buzzes in my pocket. Another message. This one’s different. It’s a link to the article. And below it: Tell him to pay me, or I send the bedroom ones next. I feel sick. Grandma turns the TV down. “Lila, baby… what’s wrong? You’re white as a sheet.” I open my mouth, but nothing comes out. She takes the remote, flips channels. Stops on the local news. My face is on the screen. Grainy photo of me leaving Noah’s building. The reporter’s voice: “Sources say the young woman has been seen regularly at Kingston’s penthouse. Questions arise about how a simple office cleaner caught the eye of the city’s most eligible bachelor…” Grandma goes very still. She looks at me. The room feels too small. “Is that… you?” she asks, voice small. I nod. Tears spill over before I can stop them. She reads the headline over the reporter’s shoulder. Her hand goes to her mouth. “Oh, baby.” She doesn’t say anything else. Just pulls me into her arms while I cry like a child. I sob into her shoulder, the one that used to be bony but now has weight again—because of him. Because of me. Because I sold nights to save her. And now everyone knows. She holds me tight and rocks me like I’m little again. “I’m sorry,” I keep saying. “I’m so sorry.” She shushes me softly. But I feel her tears in my hair too. And I know nothing will ever be the same. To be continued…A week drags by like a month.I force myself out of the apartment. Walk to the corner store for milk. Apply for new jobs online. Sketch a little—the lines come out shaky, dark.Everything feels gray.Grandma tries to keep things normal. She bakes too much, fills the fridge with cookies and pies. We eat dinner together every night, talk about old TV shows—anything but him.But I see her watching me when she thinks I’m not looking.Worried.One afternoon, the doorbell rings.It’s a delivery guy with a plain brown box. No return address. Just my name.I sign for it with numb hands.Grandma raises an eyebrow. “What’s that?”“I don’t know.”I take it to my room and close the door.Inside: my sketchbook.The one I left at his place.And a thick envelope.And a smaller one with my name in his handwriting.I open the sketchbook first.He’s added pages.Sketches of me.One of me asleep on his pillow, hair everywhere.One of me laughing on the couch, mouth open mid-bite of pizza.One of me in h
It’s been five days since I sent the text.Five days of silence from him.I keep checking my phone like an idiot. Every buzz makes my heart jump—then crash when it’s just Jess or a bill reminder.Grandma doesn’t ask about him anymore. She just makes sure I eat, leaves tea by my bed, hugs me when I cry for no reason.I quit the diner job. Couldn’t face the stares, the whispers.The cleaning company let me go too—said it was a “conflict of interest” now that everyone knows I was sleeping with the boss.I’m back to nothing.But Grandma’s medicine is paid for months ahead.That’s something.Most nights I lie awake in my old room, staring at the ceiling. The bed feels too big. Too cold.I miss his arms around me.I miss the way he’d kiss my shoulder when he thought I was asleep.I miss how safe I felt.I hate myself for missing it.On the sixth day, I go to his penthouse.I don’t know why. I tell myself it’s to get my things—the hoodie, the shampoo, the sketchbook I left on his nightstand.
I don’t go to work the next day.I call in sick to both jobs. My boss at the diner says it’s fine, his voice careful like he’s seen the news too. The cleaning supervisor just says, “Take the time you need.”I stay in bed at Grandma’s, curtains closed, phone off.Grandma brings me soup at lunch. Chicken noodle—the kind she made when I was little and had the flu. She sets the bowl on the nightstand and sits on the edge of the bed.We haven’t talked about it yet.Not really.She smooths my hair back from my face. Her hand is gentle, but I flinch anyway.“Eat something, baby.”“I’m not hungry.”She sighs. “You’ve lost weight these past weeks. All that running around.”Because I was running to him, I think.Every night.The silence stretches. I wait for her to ask. To yell. To say she’s ashamed.Instead she says, “He seemed nice, from the pictures.”I sit up fast. “Grandma—”“I’m old, not blind.” Her voice is quiet. “The way he looked at you… that wasn’t just money.”Tears flood my eyes ag
:I can’t keep the phone quiet anymore.The messages come faster now. Every few hours. New pictures. Closer ones.One from inside the elevator my back against the wall, Noah’s hand under my shirt, my head tipped back, eyes closed. You can’t see much, but you can tell what’s happening.Another from the penthouse window blurry, taken from across the street with a long lens. Just shadows, but it’s us on the couch, me straddling him, his hands on my hips.Each one comes with words that cut deeper.Whore.Gold-digger.He’ll get tired of you soon.I delete them all, block the numbers, but new ones come.I stop sleeping.Noah notices. Of course he does.“What’s going on, Lila?” he asks one morning over coffee. His voice is gentle, but his eyes are worried.“Nothing. Just stress.”He doesn’t believe me. I can tell. But he lets it go.That afternoon I’m at Grandma’s. She’s in the kitchen making her famous apple pie—the one she hasn’t had energy for in years. The smell fills the whole apartment
I haven’t slept. The phone buzzes again under my pillow at Noah’s place. I grab it fast so it doesn’t wake him. Another unknown number. This time it’s a different picture. One from inside the building lobby two nights ago. Noah’s hand is low on my back, almost on my hip. My face is turned up to him, eyes soft, lips parted like I was about to say something sweet. He’s looking down at me the way he does when he thinks no one’s watching—like I’m the only thing in the room. The message under it: He used to look at his fiancée like that. Wonder what she’d think of you now. My stomach twists. I delete it quick, hands shaking. I’ve been deleting them for days. They come from different numbers. Always at night. Always with a new photo. Someone’s following us. Noah stirs beside me. “Lila?” “Go back to sleep,” I whisper. “Just work stuff.” He pulls me closer, arm heavy across my waist, and falls quiet again. I stare at the ceiling until the sun comes up. --- Tha
I’m starting to leave things at his place. A hair tie on the bathroom counter. My cheap strawberry shampoo in his shower. One of my old hoodies folded on the chair because I got cold one night and he gave me his, so I left mine behind. Little pieces of me are spreading through his big, clean penthouse like I belong here.I keep telling myself I don’t.It’s a Thursday night. I finished cleaning early and came straight over. Noah opens the door still in his work shirt, tie loose, looking tired but happy to see me. He kisses me hello like it’s the most normal thing in the world.We eat pizza on the couch, legs tangled, some cooking show on in the background. He laughs at something I say about a customer at the diner, and the sound makes my stomach flip.After, we take a long shower together. Water hot, steam everywhere. His hands slide over my wet skin, soaping my back, then my front. He spends extra time on my breasts—always does—thumbs circling until I’m leaning against the tile, breat







