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Michael's POV Something's definitely going on....Something not quite right with Anders. Ryder told me he wasn't feeling well, so he covered his shift. On top of that, Mary told me she saw Devin leaving with several boxes of his stuff.She asked him what was going on and he was very rude to her. He said he was leaving this dump.I felt Devin reject the pack an hour ago. I've been trying to link Anders ever since I got close enough and he won't respond. Ryder said he hasn't responded to him either.I'm getting nervous, but I can feel him, he's alive and he's okay, at least physically. As soon as I park the car, I'm out of it as fast as I can. I race through the pack house, running up the stairs as fast as I can as I head straight for his room.My stomach dropped when I saw his door was wide open. I ran inside, calling his name but slid to a stop as I entered the hall. He was laying on the floor just inside his bedroom.His eyes were open, he was staring off, like he was gone, not reall
*** Trigger Warning!!! ⚠️⚠️⚠️ *** Anders POV I loved him! I loved him so much. I probably would have spent the rest of my life, not necessarily happy, but dealing with it as I looked at his back each night. Letting that be my source of love and happiness from him.... Goddess.... My goddess he's right! I'm fucking pathetic! I mean, come on! Who the fuck does that!.... Only someone as pathetic as me! His words, they keep playing over and over in my head now.... Not just the ones he said to me when he reject me, but all of them..... Now that I have time to reflect, I see it so clearly. Since the day I met him, he's had nothing but mean and negative things to say about me. He didn't even know me when I first met him but yet he still had nothing but bad things to say to me... About me. When he first laid eyes on me and realized I was his mate. The first thing that came out of his mouth was, "You've gotta be kidding me, a fucking bear shifter!.... Fuck me!" The negative things he
Michael's POV I talked to Devin's Alpha earlier today and he claimed he had no idea what was going on between these two. He actually sounded upset and scared. He begged me to believe him and told me I could come search his entire office, files and computers. He swore he had nothing to do with this. He even went as far as to say that he would not let him back onto the property. He told me the alliance with us meant more to his pack than that one person who obviously hurt me by hurting my third in command. I believe him. I could tell by his voice, the tone and the shakiness. He almost sounded on the verge of tears. I think he thought he was losing his alliance with us. His pack is half the size of ours, they're very small. And the more I think of it, the more I realize how much he truly needs us. I gave him the alliance because I really liked him. He seemed like a good person. Myself and Anders spent 3 days there. That's usually what we do when we consider an alliance. Whether th
*** Trigger Warning!!! ***Anders POVI groan as I wake up. The stupid annoying beeping sound makes me growl as I rub my eyes.I reach for the alarm clock, to turn off the damn thing, but instead I feel nothing there. However I do feel a slight pain in my hand as something pulls on it when I reached my hand out.I open my eyes to look at my hand just to see an ivy in it. I furrow my eyebrows as I look at the IV then look around the room.That's when I realize I'm not in my bedroom and the stupid sound I was hearing wasn't my alarm clock.I lay there for a moment, trying to figure out what the hell was going on?It starts to come back and I realize the pain in my chest wasn't as bad as it was. I look at my wrist and they're not even bandaged. I look up when I hear someone moving."Hey, you're awake."I hear Michael say as he approaches me."How long have I been here?""5 days. We kept you sedated to get you passed the worst part so you weren't in so much pain. Even unconscious your bod
Michael's POV I was just going over the new terms with Alpha Mitchell when the doctor suddenly linked me, letting me know Anders left the hospital. I closed the link then looked Mitchell. "I'm sorry, this is an emergency, I have to go. Roy will see you out." Let's go Ryder." I said as I grabbed his arm then practically yanked him out of the chair. I waited until we were out of the room before I said what was going on. "Anders left the hospital after I told him not to." "Shit!" Ryder said as he followed me up the stairs. As I got to the top of the stairs I stumbled and fell forward as I grabbed my chest. Ryder was by my side instantly pulling me me back up. "Shit, he did it again!" I pushed off the wall then ran forward. The door was closed this time but I was thankful it wasn't locked. I ran down the hall and my eyes went wide when I entered the room. I wasn't expecting to see that. Anders trying to kill himself again but this time he's hanging from the beam above his bed
Anders POV I groan as I wake up. I hear the familiar beeping sound and I blink my eyes open to look at it. I sat there for a moment, just staring at the damn thing.... "You've gotta be fucking kidding me!" I said then ran my hands down my face. I dropped my hands in my lap and stared at them. I thought for certain that would have worked. I really thought I would've been heavy enough to at least snap my neck.... Maybe I didn't have it around my neck right? I thought to myself then looked at my hand. I reached up with my other hand and ripped the IV out. He doesn't get it! He doesn't know what it feels like to go through this. He doesn't know what it feels like to love someone so much and not be loved back. But instead, to have them rip your heart out and step on it. To toss you aside like garbage. I grab my chest, still feeling the pain inside. I don't want to do this. I don't want to live like this. I wanted a mate so bad. I wanted my happy ending. Someone I can live with an
Jameson's POV Joshua didn't even make it halfway through the last movie before he fell asleep. I smiled at Zane when he picked Joshua up and carried him to bed. I laid down and closed my eyes for a moment, but I must have dozed off because I woke up to feeling Zane's fingers lightly raking across my face. I opened my eyes and saw him kneeling down in front of me with a smile on his face. Goddess, I missed that face. We didn't see him for almost 2 days. "Would you like me to tuck you in too?" He said with his big sexy smile. His face so close to mine, his warm breath fans my face. Those amazing hypnotic eyes of his stare down at me. I swore last time they were blue, but this time they look green. My eyes find his lips and I can't seem to pull my eyes away from them. I feel the warmth spread through my body when I remember what those lips felt like against mine. When I remember what his kiss tastes like. I want to taste him again. I want to feel his tongue against mine and befor
Zane's POV I slowly wake up feeling a vibration against my chest. I feel the warmth of their bodies on top of me and their warm breath fanning my neck on both sides. I opened my eyes and looked down to see both of my mates on me.Joshua is laying on my left side with his body draped over me and Jameson is on my right, with his body draped over me and his arm wrapped around Joshua. I feel the biggest smile spread across my face when I realize they're both purring. Not just Joshua, but Jameson as well. They both have their face buried in my neck while purring. I close my eyes and squeeze them tighter as I relish in this moment. This was my first night with them. The first time waking up with my mates in my arms. It feels better than I ever thought it would. My heart feels so full and complete. As I squeeze them tighter, they both stir slightly and begin nuzzling their nose into my neck at the same time. Both of them, their purr gets a little rougher before softening and evening out