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My heart sank slightly, irritation creeping in.Why was Clive still making such a mess of himself?I meant to turn and leave right away, but he seemed to hear my footsteps and suddenly whipped his head around.Rain had soaked his hair and shoulders. He looked even more worn down than the last time I had seen him. His cheeks were sunken, his eyes bloodshot. The stubble on his chin was longer and messier, and his whole body reeked of fatigue and alcohol.Only when he saw me did those lifeless eyes suddenly flare with a frightening light."Julia…"His voice was so hoarse that it nearly cracked apart. He swayed as he stood up, almost losing his balance.I stopped walking.The corner of his mouth twitched in a smile that looked more like a grimace."You just finished an experiment? It's so late. Are you tired?""I'm fine." My gaze dropped to the empty cans by his feet. "Have you been drinking?"He gave a self-derisive shake of his head."No… I turned down the job my family arran
The color drained from Clive's face. His lips moved a few times, but no sound came out."Julia…" he murmured, stepping half a pace closer. He reached out like he wanted to touch me, then froze with his hand hanging in midair."I really… I know I messed everything up. I didn't do anything with Danielle. I regret it every single day. I wish I had told you, and I wish I hadn't made you mad. That performance was actually for our third anniversary. I prepared…""Clive," I interrupted him again. This time, my tone was firm and unmistakably final."The past, whether good or bad, isn't something I want to revisit. What was true or false doesn't matter to me anymore. What we had ended a long time ago. Please don't come looking for me again. You're disturbing my life."After saying that, I didn't look back at his pale face or his unsteady posture. I hugged the books to my chest and turned away.The sunlight was still warm. Golden maple leaves rustled softly underfoot.I could feel Cli
Autumn hit Redstone fast and all at once.Ever since I arrived at Redstone University, my life had shifted just as cleanly as the changing seasons. Everything felt clearer and brighter.The first year of grad school was busier than I had imagined.My advisor, Professor Stone, was just as strict as rumored, but she focused on the work, not the person. As long as the data was solid and the presentation made sense, she never held back on praise.I spent almost all my time in the lab and the library.I had also started forming a new social circle. The senior students in my lab all had their quirks, but most of them were straightforward and sincere.One of them, Scarlett Parks, had a bold, lively personality. Seeing that I was always on my own, she dragged me along to try the cafeteria's new menu items several times, claiming she was "improving the diet of a socially isolated child."On some weekends, Scarlett and I would visit museums together or just take walks around the campus la
Danielle's face went pale in an instant. She hadn't expected Clive to remember things so clearly, let alone call her out so bluntly."You misunderstood me. I was just worried you would be fooled by her…" "Fooled by her?"Clive finally sat up straight. He stubbed out his cigarette in the ashtray, the motion sharp and forceful."Danielle, how many years have we known each other? I've always treated you like a little sister. I thought you were just a bit willful, a bit spoiled. Every time Julia and I fought, it was almost all because of you. I used to think she was overreacting. I thought you were innocent and had no ulterior motives."He stared into Danielle's increasingly panicked eyes, every word clear and cold."But looking back now, I realize I was an idiot. Every time Julia and I had even the smallest conflict, you just happened to show up. You were either crying and needing comfort or saying things that made her misunderstand. That time at the hotel, were you really in a bad
The noise in the bar’s private booth was muffled, like it was coming through thick frosted glass. Clive slouched in the corner of the couch, a cigarette burning halfway down between his fingers. The ash piled long, but he didn't even notice.Around him, friends were drinking and shouting over games, laughing loudly. Danielle's sweet, sugary voice floated nearby as she shared her latest luxury shopping haul, her giggles popping up now and then.But none of it registered with Clive.His eyes were fixed on his phone screen. A message from his father's assistant had just come in.[I'm sorry. I don't know where Ms. Watts went either.]How could they not find her? They just didn't want to help look.She was in Redstone. Even he knew she had to be in Redstone."Clive, why are you drinking in a corner?"As his irritation simmered, Danielle appeared beside him at some point, wrapped in a heavy cloud of perfume."Ease up on the drinking. It's not good for your health."Clive instin
The music started, and Clive sang and played on muscle memory alone. The performance still won roaring applause, but his eyes kept drifting back to that empty seat.Every time the lights dimmed, he hoped that when they came back on, a familiar figure would be sitting there.When Danielle came onstage as the special guest, the atmosphere hit a small peak.She was wearing the dress Clive had specially picked out for her, walking over with a bright smile as she reached for his arm.Clive almost instinctively stepped aside. Danielle's smile froze for a split second.During the duet, his mind wasn't in it at all. He almost came in on the wrong beat.Danielle tried to interact with him during the instrumental break, her eyes full of feeling, but all he felt was irritation.His head was full of Julia.He kept thinking about how Julia's eyes sparkled when she listened to him sing, her red nose after he had made her cry, and her standing on her tiptoes last year on this exact day, clums







