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BEFORE I TURNED AROUND

Author: Ray Nhedicta
last update publish date: 2026-02-13 01:54:26

Chapter 139

Elowen

I turned around and headed towards the road. "El, Bella..."

I stopped walking and turned slowly, my jaw already tight.

"You don't get to call me that, Matteo."

His face held something that looked like exhaustion, maybe regret, but I was beyond caring what emotion he was performing today.

"I'm already drowning in a divorce," I continued. "Don't make it messier. Leave me alone."

"I want to help..."

"Help?" The word came out sharp. "Go tell Adrian his little messenger boy routin
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