Mag-log inWILLOW’S POV
I am to serve him tonight, but I have no idea what I will be serving and I’ve got this horrible feeling in my gut that it’s something I will not like.
“Stop.” The servant who has been leading the way upstairs into this strange chamber commands and I halt in my tracks. She steps forward and knocks on the oak door in front of us. A feminine voice from within gives the signal for us to go inside. The servant turns to me with an almost pitiful look in her eyes.
“You are to go in alone.” She says stepping aside and a clear view of the door comes into view.
“Oh…”
“Goodluck.” With that, she leaves with the others leaving me alone and confused in the deserted hallway that seems to go on and on like an endless tunnel.
What did she mean by that? Why do I need good luck with the person who has to prepare me to serve the Lord Alpha later tonight?
Calmly, carefully, I wrap trembling fingers around the door handle and push it open and the bedroom comes into view. It’s very spacious, with a well-furnished sitting area at the far north corner and a queen-sized bed at the center of the room. On the bed, is seated a young woman, who immediately rises to her feet and approaches me with the most unreadable expression I have ever seen on anyone’s face.
I cannot tell if she’s delighted or angry to have me in her bedroom.
“Good evening to you, Miss Eleanor.” I greet in my calmest, most polite tone, hoping she would sense my effort to start on a good foot with her and appreciate it.
She doesn’t respond.
Instead, she shoots me a disgusted look and proceeds to eye me from head to toe as though she’s carrying out some sort of inspection. I almost jump out of my skin when she starts circling around me. I can feel her gaze all over my body and it’s making me uncomfortable. My breath catches in my throat when our gazes meet again. I cannot stop looking at her pepper red painted lips. Why does she need to wear lipstick now? It’s ten pm for goodness’ sake.
“Neck as long as an ostrich's, sunken eyes, pale cheeks, large forehead and overall bony structure. You’re as ugly as a scarecrow. How come the Lord Alpha didn’t throw you out the moment he set his eyes on you?”
Silence.
“It’s a good thing you’re going to die anyway. Strip out of your clothes.” She orders and starts towards the sitting area. Her words hit me like a rock on my head.
“I’m sorry, what?” I ask in disbelief. She stops and turns to me again.
“I believe you heard me loud and clear.”
“But… Bu… I can’t strip in front of you.”
“Should I make you?” She asks in the softest tone she has used with me so far and I sense the danger in her words and in the heated look she’s giving me. I don’t want to know what would happen to me if I don’t obey her command, so, in a heartbeat, I start pulling my blouse over my head. “Good.” She remarks and turns away from me once again. As I busy myself with getting naked, I notice her giving instructions to a servant who seemed to have been in the bathroom when I walked in. Soon, the servant goes back into the bathroom and Eleanor walks over to me again.
I’m now fully naked in front of her. Her face twists with disgust as she rakes her eyes all over my body.
“Skinny.” She damns. “Too skinny. It seems all your flesh has been attached to your bones.” A step closer. “Hands down.” She orders and I unwrap my arms from my chest and let them fall by my side. The next thing she does takes me unaware. She gives a solid slap on my left breast and I yelp in pain as the spot stings uncomfortably. I glare at her in complete disgust and disbelief.
“You are not supposed to do that. You have no right!” I cry out, breathing furiously.
“And who are you going to report to?”
“The Lord Al…” My statement is cut off by a solid smack that follows on my right cheek that sends my head swaying to the side and my hair strands scattering all over my face. She then grabs the back of my head by my hair and pulls my face up so I’m staring right into her wicked, brown eyes. I’m whimpering from the pain prickling on my scalp as a result of her assault.
“In case you don’t know, I’m in charge around here and it’s totally up to me to decide if your final days will be miserable or the best ones of your life. If you don’t stop acting so feisty and control that smart mouth of yours, you will spend the next three days begging for death at my mercy.” She sneers.
I’ve been living a miserable life since childhood, but the dark danger lurking in her eyes right now makes me understand that the level of misery she intends to subject me to is nothing I have ever experienced before.
She is the devil in the form of a woman.
“I’m… I’m sorry.” I choke out.
“That’s more like it.” She lets go of my hair and turns to the servant who just joined us.
“The water is ready.” The servant announces and Eleanor dismisses her. Once she’s out of the bathroom, Eleanor turns to me again. “After you.”
I quietly lead the way into the bathroom, trembling from not just the cold, but fear as well. Eleanor is terrifying. I wish I could disappear from here at this moment. Every second in her presence feels like an eternity of both physical and mental torture.
“Get into the bathtub.” She commands and I do just that, but…
“Ouch!” I wince in pain and quickly retract my foot from the basin of water. It burns. “The water is too hot.” I report to Eleanor who raises an unconcerned brow.
“So?”
“I can’t bathe in it. It’s too hot!” I insist and she picks up a leather belt from a nearby towel rack and starts to approach me. I know exactly what she has in mind to do if I’m not in the bathtub by the time she gets here so I abandon my efforts to beg her to reduce the water temperature and sink into it, wincing from the burning sensations prickling every pore of my body.
It’s not hot enough to peel my skin or cause any serious damage, but it’s really uncomfortable and painful. I will be as red as a beetroot by the time I’m done.
“You’re a fast learner. I like fast learners. The last bride-to-be was so slow, I had to whip her every night for the three nights she was here. It seems you and I will get along really well, Willow.”
I want to spit in her face and tell her to go to hell, but I really don’t want to have the same experience as the bride-to-be before me, so I swallow my words and focus on distracting myself from this uncomfortably hot water I’m sitting in.
The next ten minutes go by with me shedding tears and holding back my screams as Eleanor scrubs my body with the hardest sponge known to mankind. It feels like it’s made of concrete, leaving tiny bruises on my skin but I can’t even complain or express my pain because she would kill me if I did.
My body is scorching red and scorching all over as I apply lotion on my body in the closet.
“Are you a virgin?” Eleanor suddenly asks from a distance. She’s searching for a dress for me to wear. I’m tempted to tell her it’s none of her business, but we all know how things would turn out for me.
I nod my head.
“Yes, I am.”
“At least you won’t die a virgin.” She walks over and places the outfit she has chosen on the closet island.
It’s a matching red lingerie and see through red night dress to be worn over it.
“You do not have the body to make any dress look flattering on you, so it’s best if you just go half naked. Put that on.”
I ignore her condescending remark about my body and proceed to wear the lingerie. It’s the skimpiest thing I’ve ever worn in my life and I hate that I have to go and see a man dressed like this, but what choice do I have?
When I’m done dressing up, she gives me a dressing robe to wear over the lingerie and for the first time ever, I feel grateful to her.
“The moment he sets his eyes on you…” She explains as we take the hallway leading to the Alpha’s chambers. “… you strip naked and walk over to him with a smile. He’s not going to be impressed with you because your body is nowhere as sexy as mine, but he’ll manage it.”
Ugh!
“We’re here.” She says as we both come to halt in front of a doubled oak door. My soul leaves my body. “Knock and go in. He’s waiting for you.”
I nod and do just that.
The moment I’m in, she closes the door behind leaving me to deal with whatever is waiting for me here all alone. The snakes in my stomach start turning wildly.
“You’re here.” Says Alpha Killian as he rises from his bed and starts walking towards me.
This is not how I planned to lose my virginity. I always imagined my first time would be with my mate and it would be a magical experience, but look how things turned out. My mate is getting married to my sister and I’m about to lose my virginity to a man who’s going to kill me in three days.
My only consolation is that I won’t have to bear this humiliation for long. In three days, it will all be over.
I start by taking off the dressing rob and let it drop to the floor. I do the same with the see-through night dress and…
“What are you doing?” His voice stops me. I shoot him an annoyed look.
As if this humiliating ritual of stripping before him like I’m a whore is not enough, he wants me to say it with my mouth.
Jerk!
“I’m taking off my clothes.”
“And why are you taking off your clothes?” He asks, sounding genuinely confused and I don’t know whether to be confused as well or even more furious.
“You said I’d be serving you tonight.”
“Yes, I did. So, where’s the food? Why are you taking off your clothes instead of serving me my supper?”
KILLIAN’S POV“Speak.” I calmly instruct and the guard bowing before me and he gently raises his head to address me.“My Lord, Miss Willow has just arrived at the castle safely.”I harden my expression to keep my smile of satisfaction from slipping. She’s home and safe. Now I can breathe properly. I’m still unsure whether the public announcement I made about choosing another mate for myself has succeeded in diverting “Their” attention from Willow, that’s why I keep tabs on her at all times. Even after sending her out with two of my best bodyguards to act as her driver and chaperone, I instructed my Gamma to tail them and I was on high alert, ready to show up if anything had gone wrong. Willow doesn’t know it, but even at the castle, I have people watching her, making sure nothing unusually harmful befalls her.“What about the maids I sent for?”“They have arrived. Shall I send them in, My Lord?”“Immediately.” He gives me a curt bow and exits the office. The issue I’m about to addres
WILLOW’S POV“We have arrived.” My chaperone announces after he opens the door for me and I mumble a quiet “thank you” to him as I step down from the car. I’m a bit shocked to see that we are in the private underground parking lot of the building which makes me wonder why we didn't use the front entrance like everyone else. “This way please.”I quietly follow him to the elevator, which takes us to the twenty-third floor of the building. The moment the elevator doors open, three young girls about my age, all of whom are dressed in formal midnight-blue skirt suits, come into view at the doorway.“You’re welcome to BDU shopping mall, Miss Willow.” Says the girl standing between the other two. “My name is Anita and these are my colleagues, Mandy and Laura. We will be assisting you with the Alpha’s King’s shopping today.”I look up at my chaperone, confused.“It’s fine. You can go with them. I’ll be back in three hours to pick you up.” He gently assures me and I nod and step out of the ele
WILLOW’S POVI’m still badly shaken from the shock of what just happened between Alpha Killian and me by the time I exit his bedroom. My mind is jumbled with strange thoughts and unanswered questions. I’m able to find my way to my bedroom solely on muscle memory because my mind is in a foreign land.What was that jolt of electricity that hit me whenever our bodies touched? The emotion that flooded through my body in that instant was unlike anyone I have ever felt before. It was intense, yet sweet and oddly soothing. The tension that hung in the air when our eyes connected. The jittery feeling in my chest. The hundreds of butterflies that took flight in my stomach whenever I inhaled his scent.Alpha Killian has always smelled heavenly, but the scent I perceive from him now is different from that which I used to perceive before he marked me. And Kiera won’t stop insisting that he is our mate. But the way he treats us says otherwise. A Were is supposed to love, protect and care for his s
WILLOW'S POVNo one cannot convince me that he isn’t doing this on purpose. He knows his presence terrifies me, yet he insists on keeping me close just to rile up my nerves and potentially make me develop a heart attack. Is this how he plans to get rid of me? By traumatizing me to death? I take a deep breath and pick up the gold cufflinks from their pouch. My hands won’t stop shaking. My forehead is beaded with sweat and I’m hyperaware of his gaze on me. I can feel his eyes all over my face.“The bruises on your face have completely healed.” He remarks his observation and I nod my head in agreement. I was also shocked to make this observation when I woke up this morning and then I remembered that I’m now a full fleshed werewolf.“One of the perks of having a wolf.”“Good for you.”The room falls once again into uncomfortable silence as he lifts his right hand for me to wear cuff it’s sleeve. I’m about to put on the first cuff when my thumb grazes the back of his palm. My breath hitc
WILLOW’S POVThe moment I arrive at my bedroom, I head straight to my bed, fall on my back with my arms stretched out wide over my ears as I stare at the white ceiling above. The tears that have been clogging my eyes start leaking from the corners and rolling down into my ears. My chest feels like someone slammed a hammer on it and cracked it open. I guess Alpha Killian’s words did.He wants me to go shopping for him in preparation for the ceremony where he’ll push me aside and pick a new bride for himself.Perhaps I should pick the most hideous outfit in the store that would make every girl run away from him, but who am I kidding? He’s not just any ordinary Alpha. He’s the King of this entire world. Girls would still line up to get chosen to be his bride even if he dressed like a hobo. He’s the most eligible bachelor in the world and not even a bad outfit can dampen his aura.“He is our mate!” Kiera firmly insists and I fight the urge to groan and roll my eyes at her.“But he’s deni
KILLIAN’S POVHot blazing rage is spreading through my body faster than venom and the fact that Willow is taking her precious time to answer my question is aggravating me even more.“Uhm… I uh…” She stutters and starts playing with her fingers and looking at everywhere else except my face. I’m sure she’s trying to cook up a lie to tell me, but I wish she wouldn’t do that because I can already guess what happened and it will take me less than no time to find the culprits. “There was a bit of an argument in the laundry room.” Her gaze is still not on my face and that irks me.“Look at me.” I calmly instruct and she obeys. “A bit of an argument? What’s that supposed to mean?”“The maids in the laundry room…” She stops and draws in a sharp inhale. “They did this.”“And you couldn’t fight back? You just let them beat you up?” I ask, making sure to sound very disappointed and her pupils dilate in shock. She cannot believe I just asked her that. Even I cannot believe I just asked such a stup
KILLIAN’S POV“You ignored her! You sent your guards to stop her from following us. How could you do that?” My wolf, Knox, screams in my mind like he’s been doing ever since that very awkward encounter with Willow in the living room. I shut him out, down the whiskey in my hold and slam the glass on
WILLOW’S POVThe reality of me being alive hits me like a rock when Alpha Killian steps into the bedroom. The moment our eyes meet, he pauses and so does the blood in my veins. I inhale deeply and the most delicious smell I have ever perceived fills my nostrils. The smell of chocolate, mixed with v
CHAPTER ELEVENWILLOW’S POV“You are properly dressed.”That’s the first thing Alpha Killian says to me the moment I walk into his bedroom. I smile and nod.“I dressed myself.”“You did an awesome job. You look astonishing.” His compliment completely takes me off guard.What a strange night. I’m a
CHAPTER SIX.WILLOW’S POVMy jaw is on the floor and my mind is completely bamboozled as I stare blankly at Alpha Killian, mouth slightly ajar from shock.“Your supper?” My voice is almost inaudible but he gets me.“Yes, Willow. My supper. Where is it?” He asks very seriously and that throws me int







