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Yubi.
I froze in the doorway, my suitcase half in my hands, half forgotten on the polished floor. The house was huge. Too huge. Trey’s house. Our house now, I reminded myself bitterly, because of the announcement my parents had dropped yesterday like a bomb.
My stomach churned at the thought. Step siblings.
I thought I had put that night out of my mind, the way you think you can erase a scar if you don’t touch it. But now, standing here, seeing him, he hadn’t changed. Tall. Broad shouldered. That same quiet danger in his eyes that had made my heart stutter when he had kissed me one week ago.
“Trey?” My voice sounded small, almost foreign in the vast hallway.
He appeared at the top of the stairs, leaning casually on the railing. But his casual posture didn’t reach his eyes. Those dark, unreadable eyes scanned me from head to toe, lingering longer than necessary. My cheeks burned and I could feel them turning red.
“Yubi,” he said, his voice low, almost a growl. He sounded calm, but every inch of him screamed tension. “You are here.”
I nodded, unable to meet his gaze. I wanted to run, hide, curl into myself and pretend none of this was happening.
But of course, I couldn’t. Not anymore. We were family. And that one kiss God, that one sinful, intoxicating kiss had just become a secret we were supposed to bury under layers of forced normality.
I tried to push the memory away, but it clawed back into my mind.
One week ago.
We were standing at the balcony. The soft hum of music from the party below. We were alone. My heart had been racing, not from the alcohol or the laughter around us, but from him. Trey.
I didn’t even know his name then. We had just talked, a moment of connection that turned into something I shouldn’t have wanted. His hand brushed mine, lingering. And then, his lips were on mine. Hard at first, demanding, intoxicating. Fire and ice all at once.
My hands had gone to his chest, feeling the heat beneath his shirt, the undeniable pull of him. I had tried to pull away, I swear I had, but it felt like my body had betrayed me before my mind even had a chance to scream.
And then my phone rang, and the spell broke. We had parted, staring at each other, hearts hammering, and I had gone home thinking what the hell just happened?
And now, he was right there, inches from me, standing at the top of the stairs looking sinfully gorgeous, and the air between us felt electric, taut with words neither of us could say.
“Uh I, um” My voice trailed off as I dragged my suitcase toward the living room. I couldn’t look at him. My fingers trembled as I set it down.
He moved silently, suddenly in front of me. “We need to forget about what happened between us.” he said
The words were calm, measured, almost like he was trying to convince himself as much as me. But his eyes oh, God, his eyes said the opposite. Desire. Confusion. A dark longing he was barely holding back.
“I” I swallowed hard. “I didn’t”
“You didn’t what?” he interrupted, and his voice dropped lower, rougher. “Want it?”
I flinched. He had no right to sound so dangerous. So commanding. And yet my body betrayed me. It remembered the kiss, the touch
“I” I shook my head, trying to control the trembling. “I can’t. This, we can’t, I agree”
He stepped closer. My back hit the couch. As my pulse raced. The proximity of him, the memory of our lips together, the forbidden thought that we were now siblings it was almost unbearable.
“I know,” he whispered, and I could feel his breath against my cheek. “I don’t want to either. But Yubi” He trailed off, his jaw tight. “Do you think I could just forget?”
I wanted to scream at him. At myself. At fate. “No! You can’t, this is wrong!”
His hand lifted, hovering dangerously close to my face, and my stomach did a flip flop. “Wrong,” he murmured, “it doesn’t feel wrong.”
I swallowed back a moan that threatened to escape my mouth. My mind spun in circles. He was my stepbrother now.
The world would never forgive us if, if we ever crossed that line again. And yet, the ache between us was real. Tangible. A fire that neither time nor rules could extinguish.
He glanced towards the kitchen, then back at me. “Go to your room and get settled in,” he said finally.
I nodded, my hands shaking, not trusting my voice. I fled upstairs, my suitcase bouncing against my hip as I barely noticed the polished steps beneath my feet.
In my room, I shut the door behind me, pressing my back to it. My heart wouldn’t stop racing. My body still remembered every brush of his skin, every whisper of his voice. My mind replayed the kiss on loop. And despite my rational brain screaming at me, I couldn’t stop thinking about it.
I collapsed on the bed, staring at the ceiling. We can’t. We won’t. But God, why does it feel so inevitable?
The thought of sleeping in the same house as him, breathing the same air, seeing him every day, it was torturous. And I knew, deep down, that the temptation wouldn’t just go away.
Somewhere down the hall, I heard a faint creak of floorboards. My pulse jumped. Had he come back?
I held my breath, trying to convince myself I was imagining things. But then, a soft voice reached my door, barely audible.
“Yubi” my whole body froze.
“I can’t stop thinking about it either,” Trey whispered from the other side of the door.
And just like that, the illusion of normalcy shattered.
YubiOne year laterI’m rocking Chanel gently in my arms, humming the same soft lullaby I have been singing since the day she was born, when my phone lights up on the bedside table. The vibration is low, barely a buzz, but something inside me tightens. A familiar tension rolls down my spine.Nobody calls me at this hour, it's almost midnight. I take a look at the caller ID, and the name is one I have dreaded for months. TreyThe name flashes on my screen, I have not spoken to him for a year now, since I left home. For a second, everything in my tiny apartment feels too small, the walls, the air in my chest.He is the last person I expected to ever call me, especially this late. Chanel lets out a tiny coo, her little fingers tightening around the chain of my necklace, grounding me just enough to move.“Hello?” My voice cracks. So much for sounding normal.There is a shaky exhale from the other end before he finally speaks“Yubi?”His voice hits me harder than I imagined it would. Dee
YubiI hardly sleep that night. Every time I close my eyes, I hear Trey’s voice echoing in my head.Kiari said yes. Whatever happened between us can never happen again.The words replay, over and over, until they carve themselves into my bones. I lie awake staring at the ceiling, the faint glow from the pool lights seeping through my curtains, reminding me of where everything fell apart.I press a hand to my stomach.It’s still flat. Still unchanged but after a few months I will not be able to hide it anymore. I need a plan, fast. By dawn, I have made a decision, a quiet, trembling, terrifying decision that settles into me like a final breath.I need to leave. It's the only way this works. Not because I want to run away.Not because I’m weak. But because staying here, staying in this house, staying near him will destroy me and our entire family of the truth ever came out.I need space and distance, besides like Trey had said, it was a mistake and one stupid mistake should not destro
YubiThree weeks.It has been three full weeks since that night I stood at the top of the stairs and watched Trey pull Kiari into the house like she belonged here. Three weeks since he said even a word to me. We have become strangers who live in the same house.At breakfast, I sit at the opposite end of the table, and he sits across from me and we all eat like a family, not one word spoken between us. Our parents think we are being petty.They don’t know there’s a wildfire spread between us, one we are both pretending isn’t burning everything in its path.For a while, avoidance works.For a while, I can pretend I’m moving on.But the past few days something has definitely been wrong, at first I thought I was coming down with a bug, but then the symptoms get worse, the nausea, the food cravings.At first, it was just mornings but it was getting worse. By week three, I can’t keep anything down not water, not tea, not even dry bread. My stomach turns at smells I used to love. Chicken.
YubiI barely slept that night, every time I closed my eyes, I felt him again his breath against my neck, the warmth of his hands, the way he whispered my name like it meant something. Like I was special.I don't remember finally falling asleep or him leaving either. I wake up alone in his bed, wrapped in a sheet that still smells like him. For a second, I lie there trying to pretend I’m dreaming, that last night didn’t happen, that I didn’t let myself fall into the arms of the one man I should never have allowed to touch me.But the ache between my legs is real.The marks he left on my skin are real.The emptiness beside me is real. It happened and I loved every second of it. I sit up slowly, pressing a hand to my chest as if I can steady my heartbeat.I can’t. It’s racing.I don’t know what I expect when I step out of his room, maybe that he’ll be waiting for me, maybe that he’ll look at me the same way he did last night, like I was something he didn’t want to lose.But the hallwa
YubiHis mouth is still on mine when my back hits the wall.I don’t even remember moving. All I know is that one second I was standing there, drowning in the shock of his lips on mine, and the next, Trey is kissing me in like his life is depending on it. His hand is warm against my jaw, holding me still, almost like he is afraid I will vanish if he lets go. My heart is beating so loudly I’m sure he can hear it. Maybe he can feel it too, because my chest is pressed against his, the heat of him melting right through my clothes.“Trey” My voice comes out broken. Small. Too full.He pulls back just an inch, his forehead resting on mine.His breath shakes. “Tell me to stop,” he whispers again. But I don't say anything, I try to speak but nothing comes out, I don't want him to stop. Because this feels like every day I have tried to avoid him, every hidden glance, every stupid flutter in my chest all of it crashing into reality.“You shouldn’t have kissed me,” I breathe.“I know,” he whis
YubiThe house was too quiet.That was the first thing I noticed when I crept out of my room later that night, still wearing my soft pink pajama shorts and an oversized tee. Everyone else had gone to bed hours ago Mom and Trey’s dad were probably passed out after drinking too much celebratory champagne, Kiara had driven home with Trey and maybe he was spending the night at his house, not that I cared anyway. My throat felt tight as I remembered earlier at the party, Trey and I ad argued, Why did everything with Trey feel like an argument lately, even when we weren’t speaking? Why did it feel like the air changed whenever he walked into a room?Why did my heart ache every time his eyes lingered on me?The same eyes that had looked furious tonight when Kevin asked me to dance. And furious when I said yes. And furious while he slow danced with Kiara like he didn’t even want her near him.I shook my head. Water. All I needed was water.The hallway was dim, just the soft glow from the ki







