Masuk
Iris had always believed that the world, despite its cruelty, must hide somewhere a small mercy in a corner.
She still believed in this belief… Until… Some events happened that turned her view of the world upside down. … Iris was just an ordinary orphan girl with no strong background. She worked in a small kiosk in the morning and sewed in her own shop at night. Her routine was simple. But what bothered her was her beautiful face. She saw herself as ordinary, without any special beauty, just acceptable. But whenever her face appeared from behind her silver strands of hair, eyes corrupted by filthy desire turned toward her, a predator’s gaze toward prey. So she had to lower her fringe over half her face and use makeup to make her appearance more ordinary. And finally, the harassing looks and attempts at flirting decreased. Today she was at her small sweets kiosk. She would turn nineteen tomorrow, so she decided to make a small cake for herself at the end of the day. While she was distracted, she felt a pull on her skirt. She looked down. She saw a little girl trembling with fear, hiding herself in her arms. Iris felt worried, and when she was about to ask her, she heard a huge noise outside and then— Bang— The kiosk door was forcefully pushed open. Two large men appeared in front of her, masked, with horrible scars covering what was visible of their faces. The first one stepped forward and slammed Iris’s desk hard. The poor girl trembled from fear. She looked down so as not to draw attention to the little girl. The child felt her gaze and raised her head, silently begging her to hide her. Iris understood. They were here for this little girl. She gathered her courage and asked with a trembling voice: “Ho… how can I help you?” Her voice betrayed her. The man in front of her laughed and said mockingly: “Don’t worry, miss, we are not here to harm anyone. We are just looking for a little girl who belongs to us and got lost. Have you seen a girl with purple hair coming from this direction?” Iris’s heart beat violently. This matched the description of the girl with her. Unfortunately, there was no one working in the kiosk today except her. But she never thought of handing the child over to them. In this kingdom, slave trade was a source of income. And that was another reason for hiding her features. Iris closed her eyes for a moment, then opened them with determination and said in a low voice: “No, I haven’t seen her. Please, if there is nothing else—” She could not finish her words before hearing a mocking laugh. The man looked at her suspiciously and said slowly: “Really?” Iris’s hands trembled under the desk as she calmed the child. She forced herself to speak: “Really.” The man narrowed his eyes, then laughed again coldly and said: “Fine, since the lady said so, we have no choice but to search another area.” He turned toward the door, then suddenly stopped. The second man, who had not spoken since entering, turned and said in a rough voice: “It would be better if you are not hiding her. If we find out you are lying… you will not see the light again.” He stared at her fiercely, then left, slamming the door in anger. Iris’s legs could no longer hold her, so she collapsed to the ground with a muffled sound. She covered her mouth and trembled violently. The girl hugged her and tried to calm her. Iris looked at the little girl, who was calming her while she herself was trembling from fear. She wanted to ask her, but postponed it. She stood up with difficulty and hugged the girl gently, saying: “It’s okay, they’re gone. I won’t let them take you.” Iris stood up with difficulty and ran with the girl. She entered an old storage room connected to the kiosk. She hid the girl and told her to stay silent, and that someone would come to help her. When she was about to leave, she heard the girl scream: “Lady, be caref—” But it was too late. Bang— Iris felt a sharp pain in the back of her head, then her consciousness faded. “I told you… if we find out you are lying… you will not see the light again.” Iris sank into a deep sleep. A hot tear fell on her cheek. The last thing she thought of was: calling for help…Iris slowly woke up in his arms, her body feeling as though it had been trampled by thousands of horses. Fortunately, she had taken her medicine before the previous night. She lay on the bed, her body enclosed within Gabriel's arms. He held her close in a steady, comforting embrace that wasn't suffocating. The warmth of his presence was the first thing she felt before she fully took in the room around her. The moment she remembered what had happened between them the night before—and the words he had whispered into her ear—her face flushed crimson. She wanted nothing more than to bury her face in a pillow and scream at the top of her lungs, but unfortunately, she was trapped... and far too exhausted. She tried to move her hand slightly. He noticed immediately. He closed the papers resting against his chest, then removed his silver glasses and placed them on the small table beside the bed. He turned to face her. At first, he said nothing. He simply looked at her for a long momen
He moved closer and spoke in a low voice."Part your lips a little."She hesitated for a moment, her breathing turning uneven before she reluctantly did as he asked. His gaze remained fixed on her, as though he was studying her reaction more than anything else.He kissed her gently at first, then pulled back slightly, watching the flustered expression on her face."You taste different..."Her cheeks immediately turned crimson, and she had no idea what to say.He leaned in again, but this time much more slowly, as if every movement had been carefully calculated. As time passed, the tension in her body gradually eased despite her obvious nervousness."Relax... there's no need to be nervous."His voice was softer than before, less teasing and far gentler.She closed her eyes for a moment, unable to understand exactly what she was feeling."The light... it's too bright.""Leave it. I want to see you more clearly."She fell silent.Then he whispered near her ear,"You're so beautiful, my l
Iris's POVWhen I felt his lips against mine, every negative emotion I had melted away, and I found myself completely absorbed in kissing him back.The men in my village had always tried to seduce me. Every one of them looked at me with burning desire, yet all I ever felt toward them was disgust and fear.But with this handsome man before me...Seeing that intense longing in his eyes made me feel like the most beautiful woman in the world.If I were ever to lose my purity and my virginity, I wanted it to be with him.Gab cupped my hips and lifted me effortlessly, as though I weighed nothing.My legs instinctively wrapped around his waist. I parted my lips to protest after suddenly remembering that this was his wedding night, but he seized the opportunity to deepen the kiss.When that soft warmth slipped into my mouth once again, my knees nearly gave out. I would have collapsed if he hadn't been holding me.Still kissing me—sometimes passionately, sometimes with a tenderness that sooth
Iris's pov: A whole week had passed…A week of watching the palace slowly transform into a place that no longer resembled itself.White flowers carpeted the long corridors, crystal chandeliers were lit since early morning, and servants moved briskly in every corner, as if the world would end if a single minor mistake occurred today.The wedding day of Gabriel and Katrina.Even the air felt different.Heavier.Colder.I stood before the mirror in silence while the maids pinned the final details of the bridesmaid dress around my body. It was soft, a pale silver color, with sheer sleeves and delicate, shimmering embroidery at the waist and chest.It was beautiful.So beautiful that it only made me want to cry more."It is perfect on you, Lady Iris," one of the maids said with a smile.I managed only a forced smile in return. I didn't want to look miserable. Not today. Katrina had always been kind to me. She didn't deserve these ugly feelings from me.But despite that…Every time I remem
Iris's POVGabriel stayed beside me long after that young man had disappeared among the trees.As if he thought I might vanish too the moment he took his eyes off me.I tried to go back to my book, but he wouldn't even let me pretend everything was normal.His fingers traced slow circles over my hand. He watched my face, then leaned closer every few minutes, as though he needed to make sure I was still really there.Eventually, I closed the book with a quiet sigh of frustration."I'm going back inside."He looked up at me immediately."I'll come with you."I closed my eyes for a second.Of course.I stood from the bench, taking a slow breath as I tried to ignore how impossibly close he always stayed.We walked through the garden toward the palace. Gabriel remained right beside me, close enough that our arms brushed every few steps.He didn't say a word.But he didn't let me get even a single inch away from him, either.When we reached the main entrance, I stopped and turned to him."I
Iris's POVThree weeks had passed since that day.There was no real peace in the palace. Everything was in constant motion.Servants hurried through the halls, fabrics were being carried from room to room, flowers were arranged, and letters arrived, were read, discarded, and replaced by new ones.Everything revolved around one word I could no longer escape.Marriage.I heard it everywhere. In every conversation, with every step I took, even when no one actually said it out loud.Ha... well.I didn't have the energy to argue anymore.Mostly because Gabriel never gave me the chance to think in peace.He was everywhere I went.When I opened my eyes in the morning, he was sitting beside me.At noon, whenever I tried to walk around the palace, he followed right behind me.And at night, he wouldn't leave until I was actually asleep.He had even started making small decisions for me without asking.If I wanted to go to the hallway, he'd say, "I'll come with you."If I wanted to get some wate
She did not know that her life would turn upside down.If she had known, at least she would have said goodbye to her apartment and the little cat waiting for her there.What an ill-fated birthday!When she regained consciousness, she did not find the ceiling of the old kiosk storage room, nor the u
The morning was not calm…A violent knock on the door—“Open up!”Iris’s body froze.Lety, who was half asleep, immediately clung to her clothes.They exchanged a silent look.Fear… returned.The knocking repeated, this time stronger.“In the name of the Royal Palace, open the door!”Iris’s eyes wi
They froze in place. In the narrow alley, a huge man was holding another person by the clothes… Then— Stab. Once. Twice. And a third time… without mercy. The sound of flesh being pierced mixed with broken breaths, and drops of blood splattered onto the stone wall. Lety’s eyes wide
Iris woke up early as usual.She looked at Lety sleeping beside her.She gently kissed her forehead, then got up quietly.Lety had insisted the night before on sleeping next to Iris despite having her own bed.In truth… Iris found it cute.It was natural for Lety to act like that, since she was onl







