After the meal together, he just give me a kiss before leaving.
I couldn't sit still the whole driver because of tension. I wonder how Camille would respond if she found out that I did it again. That we... did it again. I don't know how else I can tell her knowing that she will be really disappointed of what happened. Every bit of his touch, the way he kiss me, and they way his eyes shine when looking at me. I don't now what it is.... more like.... obsession? I can't say that I'm falling because it's too early for that. "Let's talk tomorrow. There's something I need to settle." That's just the last thing that he told me before leaving. I don't know what it is about but I hope it's not something stupid. "So, what happened?" Camille asked, leaning in to me. I know that she's way more curious how we ended up than how we started. "We're okay now." I answered then forced a smile. "See? I told you. He's not dangerous and you're going to be just fine." Camille said confidently like she really knew Windham.. If only she knew. And if I will tell her, she will be very disappointed because she warned me once. But who would've expected that the very face I'd rather not be looking at, would now be the one that will be stuck in my head? Windham. That's all I know.....just his last name. I don't even know his first name, much less the specifics of who he actually is. But somehow, I don't care. I on't even bothered to ask him because I was enjoying the time with him. It's kinda frightening, this strange happiness I get whenever I recall the way he look at me, the way he claim me, like it was something. Is this what they mean by happiness? Or that fluttery sensation they say you get when someone becomes important to you. I don't know. Perhaps it's just an.... obsession? Perhaps I am overthinking this. Or perhaps… just possibly… I am falling for him far too quickly. But no. I can't possibly. When we returned home, Camille directly went to bed, due to tiredness. But me? I stayed by the window while looking at the night sky that somehow gives mr peace in this troubling mind. It's hard to sleep thinking of how my life twisted it's path that fast. Then, my phone rang. I looked at it it's him again. > I'm outside. I can't stop myself but to smile. I don't know but I realize that I'm already smiling, seconds before I even notice it. But why is he here? It's too dark outside but I could still spot a familiar figure, leaning over the hood of a shiny black car. Just standing there, hand in pocket, other hand holding his phone loosely. Like he had time in the world but only for me. I looked down at him for a few seconds from the window but still hesitating whether to go downstairs or not. My mind was shouting 'no' but my feet had already started moving. A few moments later, I was out the door and he was already looking the moment that I opened it as if he knew I was there. There he was, him. He moved in one step, then another towards me, and without a warning, he pulled me into his arms and kissed me. Not like before that's with desperation. This one was a gulps-fast. And I let him. For an instant, the world disappeared. There were no rules, only the way his hand softly cradle the back of my neck, and the way I leaned on him like I had no control left to give. When he finally pushed away, his forehead was against mine. "You didn't push me away," he whispered, with his husky voice. "I didn't want to," I confessed. He made a small, trembling laugh. "You make it impossible to stay away, you know that?" I looked up at him while i can still fell my heart racing. "Then why did you come here?" He hesitate while, his unreadable eyes scanning my face. "To ask you something. something simple," he replied. "What is it?" He took a step back, like he's trying to calm himself for a second before saying it. "Go on a date with me." That made me blink. Of all the things I had expected him to say, that was not one of them. "A… date?" I parroted, wondering if I'd heard him correctly. A genuine one," he explained. "No games, no deal, no condition. You and me. I want to take you out properly. Get to know you… without all the fuss. For once. I looked at him, totally speechless. After all that, after the things that happened and the confusion, after the unnessesary thoughts of him, here he is, in front of me. "Okay," I whispered. I picked the red dress from my wardrobe. It's been a while since I wear this kind of clothes. I'm not a type who go wherever I want. I have jobs and my study, my friends and family. It's to waste my time in them rather than just by myself in party. The city lights distorted behind the tinted glass as the car drives around the area. Neither of us said anything for a while. His one hand was dribing was the other was holding my hand. He finally drove me to a rooftop restaurant. The last restaurant we're in. Las Espanya restaurant we're in. We talked during the meal and he shared about business stuffs. How he manage all of that and the pressue of being the only son. "I hope you won't stay away from me anymore," he whispered while giving me a gentle look. "Possibly," I said. But I wasn't sure. I wasn't sure to anything. Then, on the way back to the car, his hands tightened against mine that made my brows furrow. "What is it?" I asked in surprise but he did not speak. His face changed hard and unyielding. He's looking over my shoulder. "Get in the car," he said urgently. "What—" "I said, get in the car. Now." His tone changes. I turned automatically to see what he was seeing to make him act like that, and that is when I noticed a man who was all in black, standing over near the corner of the building and not moving. "Who's that?" I asked nervously, but he did not respond. He just moved in front of me to block my path while his eyes still fixed on the man. And then my phone vibrated inside of my purse and a message popup from a number that I didn't know. > You should not have believed him."What?" I asked as my brow furrow. "What happened to Camille?!" I yelled at Jessica, shaking her shoulder.She didn't answer immediately. Instead, she cried even more. "Stop acting like a kid here, Jes. Answer-""She's dead!" she broke down, making me froze in where I am standing."S-she was caught dead...... in a yacht." Jessica explained, still tearing up as she cover her face as if she was trying to hold herself."No. That can't be." I stuttered, kneeling down and lean in the door. I don't know where to lean in able to be strong in this moment."I-im sorry. I know..." Jessica mumble, trying to comfort me even though, she didn't know how to calm herself."Don't. Please don't act like y'all know what I'm feeling right now. Because you didn't.... s-she's the only person that understand me.... " I said, closing my eyes trying to stop the tears coming from my eyes. Jessica help me get up and laid me on the bed. I feel like I'm going to be sick. Camille...... why did you left me? W
“Jerome?” I echoed, my brows furrowing as the name settled in my mind. “But he’s—”“Dead.” Zeph’s voice cut me off, soft yet final.My heart skipped. Dead? No, that couldn’t be. He’s just in the States, making a life for himself. That’s what I’ve been told.“I’m sorry, Valerie, for bringing up your dead cousin. But I… I loved him. I don’t think I can ever love anyone more than I loved him.” Zeph’s lips quivered, though she tried to mask it with a smile. “After Liam, he was my next priority. And I always put myself last. If only I hadn’t called him that night, if only I didn’t tell him I wanted a rich man… he wouldn’t have gotten into that car accident.”Car accident? So, that was the reason he flew to the States? To prove himself, to make money?“You… you want to see him?” I asked, unsure why those words left my mouth.Zeph laughed, shaking her head in disbelief. “Valerie, how can I see someone who’s dead?” Her laugh was hollow, desperate, the sound of someone who wanted to believe ot
"You… you know me?" I stammered, my voice shaking in surprise. This was my first time entering this café, and yet someone already knew me? The barista smiled. "Ma'am, you're Sir Klein's fiancée, aren't you?" Fiancée? My heart skipped a beat. How did he know that? Only the hotel staff knew that arrangement. "F-fiancée? "Am I wrong, Ma'am?" he asked with a smile. "Sir Klein always shows us your photo. He even reserved this café for a proposal. He had it all set up. The flowers, the reservation. But… I don't know why he postponed it." I was paralyzed. The world around me seemed to blur. I stood there, speechless, unable to breathe. "Ma'am? Are you okay?" The barista's worried voice brought me back to reality. I pursed a sour smile. "Y-yes." "Okay, Ma'am. One espresso. We'll page you when it's made, Ma'am Valerie," he replied, walking off. I went over to the closest table, sitting by the glass window, my thoughts reeling. He was going to get engaged to me? Plan a wedding? But t
"Z-Zeph…" I muttered that I almost whisper. I couldn't talk because I was shocked by what I had just witnessed. "Both of you. Leave." Zeph ordered. We didn't protest. We silently retreated out of the room, the door closing softly behind us. Hana and I just sat on the metal seats along the wall and there's an oppressive silence between us. "See what you do when you're around, Valerie?" Hana's voice hit through me. "You're the reason why he got stabbed." Her words left me speechless. Why couldn't I see that he was stabbed? Why was I so blind? "I-I didn't know…" I stuttered while my voice were shaking. "I didn't know that he—" "Don't lie, Valerie," she interrupted as her voice blame me. "Or… perhaps it was you who stabbed him. That's why you didn't say anything to the doctors. You wanted him to bleed to death. So he wouldn't be saved." "What?" I caught my breath. "You weren't even there, Hana. How are you accusing me of something you didn't see?" "Oh, certainly not," she snarled
"Liam, get in the car!" I yelled as I got out. He turned to me as soon as he heard me say something. But when I looked at his face, my heart sank. He didn't look like Liam anymore. His face was unyielding and furious, his eyes frozen and expressionless. It was as if he wasn't looking at me. Like I'm someone else. "GET IN THE FUCKING CAR!" he yelled back, and his voice was hard and angry. But the way he spoke? it was not like he was speaking to me. It was like I was another person in his eyes. "L-Liam. what—" "I said, GET. IN. THE. FUCKING. CAR." His voice was hard, as if he was talking to a stranger. Before I could move, he walked towards me and clutched my wrist. His hold was so strong and I felt certain it would bruise. He dragged me hard then shoved me into the car, and slapped the door shut. The lock snapped. "Liam!" I shouted, pounding on the window. "Liam, open the door! What are you doing?!" He didn't look in my direction. Or perhaps he was pretending that he can't hear m
We crept slowly across the hospital parking lot, late afternoon sunlight casting stretched shadows on the cracked pavement. Stillness clung to the air, too quiet, interrupted only by the quiet crunch of gravel beneath feet. My gait faltered when we reached the third block of the lot. That's when I saw him. Liam sat there, resting against his car as if he had waited for hours. He was flipping a small rock onto the concrete, over and over again, with the impatient irritation of a boy who'd waited too long to be patient anymore. There was something strangely poignant about the picture—something uncooked. He resembled someone waiting for something, or someone, that was never going to arrive. "Hey," I said, softly. His head jerked in my direction, and the moment our eyes clung together, the tension in his face vanished. A grin spread across his lips—spontaneous, radiant, as if it had been waiting for someone to give permission. Without hesitation, he moved toward me with arms wide open,