LOGINWREN
Screams and cheers erupted in the arena. Everything had happened within seconds, everyone had risen to their feet, both teams trying hard to stop them from throwing punches, I stood there with my scarf still wrapped. “I bet Blake feels inferior getting beat by Dani’s team, he really can’t accept he can’t stand toe to toe with the best.” I heard a guy snicker to his friend behind me. “He could have gone home to sulk up but he really had to let himself get into a fight… I know he's going to get beat up.” his friend cackled. Dani’s teammates held his shoulders, likewise Blake’s team. Looking past the cheering crowd, Dani’s eyes met mine. I didn’t know how, the arena was full and people were on all sides around me so how did our eyes lock? Why couldn’t I look away from him? Someone stood in front of him, cutting the little intense moment and blocking me from seeing him. I clenched my fists on my lap and shut my eyes to reduce the uneasy feeling. The officials arrived and sorted the situation, giving penalties to those who deserved it. Blake was nowhere to be found in the ice rink. I searched around before seeing the door they had gone through, the one leading to the changing rooms, I watched it swing shut and told myself to stay glued to my seat. I couldn’t, pushing myself up, I squeezed through the crowd and walked through the corridor, the smell of rubber and cold air. I walked my way to the team's room and knocked twice before someone opened it, staring down at me with a raised brow. “Is Blake in here?” I asked. He nodded, gesturing to where Blake sat, which was in the far end of the room with a towel around his shoulders and his helmet on the seat beside him. Most of his teammates were cleared out or avoiding him, his jaw was already beginning to colour, from the look of it, I knew it was going to get worse by the morning. He looked up when he heard me. Before I could say anything to him, he closed the distance between us and kissed me. It was hard with both hands cupping my face in desperation… probably possessive, like he was telling everyone in the room I belonged to him again. I let it linger for a moment before pushing him lightly on the chest, I stared at him with concern. “Your face.” He looked down at me with a smile. “Does it look good to you?” “Looks like you got it.” “Someone did in fact hit me.” He chuckled amidst the anger raging through his eyes. “Blake.” “I’m fine wren.” He stepped back and sat down on the bench like he wanted the conversation to end. Looking around I found the first aid kit on the shelf above the sink, it was normal for every sports facility to have it. I got some ice and wrapped it in a cloth before bringing it over to him. He looked at me quietly, for a moment before taking it from me. “You don’t have to do this.” He said, looking away. “I know.” “I can take care of myself.” I saw his fist clenched. “I know that too.” I sat down beside him, staring at the side of his face. Looking up close at the bruise I could see it was worse than I imagined, it had darkened across his jaw and was going to be even more evident tomorrow. “Put the ice on it. He held my gaze for a moment then lifted the ice to his jaw. We sat there in the cold, smelly room. “Go.” I turned to look at him again. “What?” “I meant, go enjoy your evening, I don’t need you to baby sir me.” He sounded harsh, this wasn’t new for Blake, Losing a game meant he was going to be in a bad mood for who knows how long. “I’ll text you later.” I stood up. “Put more ice on it when that one.” “Sure.” I turned to leave, glancing back at his sullen gaze before walking out. Walking back to the arena, the corridor was almost empty, I was almost close to the main passage when I turned the corner and nearly bumped into someone. “Whoa, watch where you step, lady.” Dani chuckled. I froze, pulling away from him. My jaw gaped open. He had changed out of his jersey wearing a plain dark shirt, his hair slightly damp from the ice, he had a small cut at the corner of his mouth that hadn’t been there this morning, he looked at me quietly as if waiting for me to say something. “Why did you hit him?” I asked. He didn’t say anything at first. “She made a wrong choice.” He mumbled. I arched my brows. “Excuse me?” “You heard me.” “That’s not an answer, that’s…” I stopped. “You don’t get to decide that, you know nothing about my relationship, you don’t know what he means to me so you don’t get to…” “Well, I know what I saw.” He interrupted me, with a stern look on his face. “You fought him, that’s what you saw.” I shook my head at him. “I know what I saw.” He repeated. “What do you know about me, Dani?” I fired back. “You don’t keep anyone around long enough to know what it even feels like.” His jaw tightened. I could see the warmth in his eyes slowly fade away, anger replacing it and for a minute I began to feel like the worst person in this building. Walking around him, I made my way back to the arenas. Ralston had won. Two points ahead of the other team. By the time I made it to the arena, Ross was already at the top of the stairs grinning widely. Seeing me he walked over, swinging his arm around me. “You okay?” He asked once we were outside. “Head, just had a long day.” I shrugged. “Well come out with one, I know a good place to revive you.” He nudged my shoulder. “Ross, I have to study…” “Fine one, quit being nerdy for a day and live.” He pressed his lips together. “There is a pool party at Lacey’s place, it’s going to be low-key I promise.” I rolled my eyes. “Your version of low-key and the actual definition do not tally.” He grinned. “Is that a yes?” I thought about it for a moment, from moving apartment to this crazy thing that happened between Blake and Dani… I really deserved a break. “Yeah.” I nodded. ~~~~ Lacey’s place was in no way low-key. It was loud in a good way, the pool glowed with a blue light that reflected in the trees not too far from it. People were laughing and chatting with each other. Ross had found someone he knew and basically left me to myself, something he always does, and it was nothing new to me. I stood alone staring quietly at the scenery. “You came to celebrate him, didn’t you?” I turned around to see Blake, my eyes trailed down to the white tape strip on his bruise, he didn’t look at me but at the pool. “I came with Ross.” “Right.” He took a sip from the drink he was holding. “Not to celebrate Calloway.” “Blake.” I was tired of this already. “Just asking.” He smiled at the pool. “Just want to know where I stand.” I opened my mouth but closed it back, he turned around and walked away before I could say anything, I stood there holding the fruit punch Ross had given me before he disappeared off to who knows where. I sighed, turned around and began to find somewhere quiet. I finally spotted a less populated area of the pool and approached when I stopped… It was Dani. He was on the far edge of the pool, sitting in one of the low deck chairs with his forearms on his knees and a drink dangling from one hand. He looked like this was the last place he wanted to be. I approached, standing in front of him with arms folded over my chest. “I’m sorry,” I said. “What I said in the corridor about not keeping people around… I didn’t mean it and I’m sorry.” He looked up, staring for a while like he was stunned to hear me apologize. “Have a seat, Wren.” He gestured to the chair beside him. I quietly sat, both of us silent for a few minutes. Just the pill water and the distant music could be heard. Swirling the drink in his hand, he took a sip while I watched him from the corner of my eyes. He turns to look at me, for far longer than he needed to. His stare was blank and I couldn’t tell what was going through his mind. He leaned closer to me, his breath smelled like alcohol. He filled my cheeks in his hand and smiled, staring into my eyes, he opened his mouth to speak. You’ve always been beautiful, Wren.” He turned my lose hair behind my hair. “Can I kiss you?.”Wren’s POV “You’re lying to my face right now and you think I can’t see it? After everything, after I had given you another chance, after I drove you home and ate dinner with you.” He raised his voice slightly.“Your father said something at dinner that you still haven’t had a clear explanation for.” I pointed out. “Yet I didn’t behave as crazy as you’re doing right now.”He went still, like he was searching for what to say. “I let it be because you asked me to and now you’re standing in the hallway accusing me of lying because I have male contacts on my phone.” I looked up at him. “Do you even hear yourself?”He clenched his jaw. “Wren,” Alex called behind me, standing at the doorway. “She needs to come back inside.”It was silent in the hallway, and Blake stepped back from me a few steps.He looked at me then Alex and scoffed. “The professor asks that she come back in, whatever the issue is, you can talk it out later,” Alex added.She turned to look at me in concern. “Are you okay?
Wren’s POV Ross had made eggs this morning. He slid the plate to me across the kitchen island and poured two cups of coffee. This was one of my favorite things about Ross. The fact that he knew how to cook. I rubbed my belly while eating quietly with him.Dani’s door was still closed and I did not think about any other thing not worth thinking of.“Ready?” Ross asked, having already eaten breakfast and cleaned up our plates.“Yeah.” I nodded.The morning was cold and bright and this was a trick that makes you leave your jacket because you believe that it's actually going to get warmer. And then a few seconds into the drive you realize you made a huge mistake. I pulled my jacket tighter and walked across Ross into the school, watching students walk in as well.Everything felt almost normal till I saw Maria. She was standing at the fitness building with two of her lollipop girls, whom I recognized from the party. They talked about something I didn’t hear and burst out laughing. She lo
Wren’s povI looked between them, Blake’s father had his glass halfway to his mouth with a calm expression. He was looking at me like he was expecting a reaction from me.Blake was staring down at his plate and didn’t bother glancing at me. He stopped eating, his jaw was clenched.“I’m sorry?” I arched my brows, for some reason I didn’t feel weird about my words.His father set his glass down. “I think you heard me.”“ I heard you well sir.” I kept my eyes on him. “I don’t know what you mean.”The table was quiet, then Blake looked up.“Dad.” His voice felt forced. “I’ve got it.”His father looked at him, they liked liken they were fighting through their eyes. “Do you? His father said it without asking.“I said I’ve got it.” Blake held his gaze for more than a second and then looked at me like he was trying to reassure me. “Why don’t you go grab your bag from upstairs, we’ll head off soon.”I looked up at him. He stared back.“Wten.” He muttered quietly. “Please.”I folded my napkins
Wren’s povBlake drove through the road angrily. His fists clenched around the steering wheel.I watched the street pass by in a haze and could only think about Dani standing on the pavement with his helmet in hand.I had made my decision and I wasn’t turning back from it.Blake's house was on the quieter side of town and we had gotten there sooner than I had expected.“We’ll talk inside.” He tells me before stepping out of the car and walking toward the front door.I nodded without question and followed suit.The first thing I noticed when we walked in was the smart seventy-inch television, which I had only seen in showrooms online that I knew I could never afford.The volume was low, displaying an evening program and casting a blue light across the living room. My eyes caught sight of someone, a lady on the couch with her head leaning at a weird angle and her shoes still on, seeming to be asleep.Squinting my eyes I could tell the resemblance to Blake… perhaps his mom.I recalled hi
Wren’s POV With the way everyone looked at me as I walked through the main door, I knew something was wrong, their heads turned in my direction, the mumbled speech they said whilst I walked by was enough for me to know I was still the latest topic in school.I didn’t care and just kept walking.I made it to my locker and opened it, reaching out for my textbooks when I heard the first one.“That’s her.” A girl mumbled to her friend beside me.I turned, and there were about four of them in a semicircle… I saw the picture on the phone of me in those skimpy clothes and a video of me dancing in it.“Didn’t know we had entertainment in school.” One of the girls snickered my way, staring right at me like she wanted me to know she was talking to me.The others burst out laughing.“Apparently she’s been all over Dani.” Another girl added. “Meanwhile she has a boyfriend and is also dancing at her job place, who knows if she’s a hooker.”There was more laughter. I turned around, shut my locker,
Wren’s povI walked out of the house without a word and walked down the street with my bag slung over my shoulder in the cold night.The street was quiet. I stood on the pavement outside the house. They had made a video of me dancing in someone’s living room a few minutes ago and why was I stupid enough to let that happen when I could have just walked out?I began walking down the road and assuring myself that everything was fine but no matter how much I tried to convince myself, I knew it wasn’t true.My phone buzzed, I pulled it out of my pocket and stared to see Ross’s number. I stopped walking and stared at the screen for a while before picking up.“Where are you?” He asked in concern, as if he could tell what had happened. “Wren, where are you right now?”“Outside,” I replied. “I’m walking.”“Walking where? It’s nearly ten, Anna told me you slept over last night and today you’re yet to be home.”“Can’t I walk outside anymore? I just need some air.”“When are you okay?” He asked,







