LOGINWREN
“Damn you, Dani.” I turned around and literally sprinted to my room, my cheeks flustered. Did Dani just wink at me? I dropped my plate on the nightstand and plopped on my bed, staring at the ceiling. I slapped myself lightly wondering if this was a dream but from the slight sting I could tell it was all happening. “I’m not crazy, he really did it.” I ran my hand through my hair and but my lip. All through the night I couldn’t help but toss in bed, unable to bring myself to sleep. I spent the last hour staring at the ceiling, I turned to my side and then my back again, rearranged my pillow a thousand times because it never seemed to make me feel comfortable. Thinking about it for another hour I slowly fell asleep. My alarm went off at seven and I lay there on the bed for a moment with my eyes still closed. Pushing myself up, I strolled out of the room, seeing I had woken up before them both, I used the time to shower quietly and make an actual seasoned toast unlike the disaster I made thanks to the distraction of a guy. ~~~~~~ “Hey babe.” Blake was outside my lecture hall at eleven, leaning on the wall quietly with his bag hung over one shoulder when I walked out, he had seen me just before I did. “There she is.” He waved, stepping in front of me, and placing a kiss on my lips and ignoring the streams of students flooding the hallway already. My cheeks warming up already. I still felt the same way I had done since we had met eight months ago… in love. He had walked up to me during a party I had attended and handed me a drink while I was lost fully thinking about the loss of my mother. I spent four years crushing on Dani and yet Blake looked at me like I was his heaven on earth. So the moment he asked me out on a date I said yes, I said yes to being his girlfriend without hesitating. Eight months later and I don't think my feelings would change. His fruity scent hit my nose the moment he leaned close to me, the particular scent I picked the first time we talked. “How was the move?” He asked. “Good, the room is better.” I shrugged. “So it’s fine.” “You should have just let me talk to the housing.” He sighed, pressing his lips into a thin line. “I’ve sorted it out.” I stopped to look at him. “Ross’s place?” His lips curved down in a frown. “Aren’t there other options?” “I have no issues living with him, besides I have a room to myself so…” I stared at him before looking away, and continued walking. “With his brother?” He frowned. “You know how I don’t like you being around other guys.” He pulled me closer. “Aren’t there other options, baby?” “Dani lives there, he’s been there for two years, Blake, it’s his apartment.” Blake nodded his head slowly, a tinge of disappointment in his eyes, walking down the hallway, he pushed the door to the lecture door opened, letting me in, since we both had the same course unit. Throughout the lecture, I noticed he was quiet and barely took any notes. Once the lecture was over he walked right out, leaving me trying hard to match up his pace. “Keep it slow Blake, I don’t have legs as long as yours.” I rolled my eyes, frowning at him. “My bad babe.” he listened and turned to look at me. “I have a game tonight.” He said almost excitedly. “By five.” “Well I have a study group by five too.” I spilled, pressing my lips together. “Don't you want to see your boyfriend play? The other guys are bringing their girls over.” He stopped and turned to me. My jaw gaped open, staring at him quietly and wondering what was the reason behind this. He was never really bothered whether or not I attended his games…. Why was today any different? “I can’t move it, four others are waiting for me and I already promised to attend.” i tried to reason with him. “Wren.” He called my name calmly, sending chills down my spine. This time, I knew it, calm and demanding with a tinge of anger in his eyes. “Come to the game.” “Blake… I have important things to do.” i pressed on. “I’m not asking Wren.” His lips slowly curled into a smile, even when angry he always found a way to smile which most of the time made being with him uncomfortable. “It’s just a study session, you can catch up some other time.” I looked at him for a second, and he looked back, still smiling. I was slowly wondering if I should go on to listen to him or not take the risk. After much thought, I sighed. “Fine.” he was right. He smiled. “Good.” Pulling me into a small hug before walking again with his arms around me talking about the game but everything sounded gibberish to me since I wasn’t paying attention. “You know my rival’s going to be there.” He said like he was thinking out loud. “What do you mean?” I raised my brows. “Ralston’s team is playing against us.” He glanced sideways before speaking. “Calloway is their captain.” “Oh.” I nodded… Dani's team, he’s at it again. Dani won sportsman of the year for three years straight, while Blake always came second place, Blake was adamant on winning the award the fourth time he contested for it. Blake also tried to sobotage Dani once, by spreading a rumor about him, and they had been at loggerheads since, they're both great at the sport, I always wondered why they needed some stupid award to proof that. “Just so you know.” He shrugged. “Didn’t want it to be weird.” “There’s nothing weird about that.” I shrugged, Dani being on the opposite team playing against my boyfriend isn’t such a big deal… right? The arena was so loud before the game started. I found a seat in the middle section, close enough to see the rink clearly but from a safe distance as well. Blake had texted me three times on the way over, once to confirm I was coming, the other was to know where I was to sit, and to remind me not to be late. Ralston’s team was finishing their warm-up session when I arrived, blue and white jerseys moving across the eyes, the sound of the blades cutting clean thin lines into the ice surface. I sat down and wrapped my scarf over my head to cover my face, paired with a pair of sunglasses, while telling myself not to look for number eighteen, Dani's number. Well my eyes didn’t listen as much as I wanted them to, I noticed Dani at the far end of the ice, moving with so much ease that it looked effortless but in reality it wasn’t. Dani on the rink was a totally different guy, that flirtiness was replaced with a cocky attitude, his smile was cold, and he? He never missed a shot and he was part of the reason the Ralston team was the top lead nationally. I watched him dribble a pair and take a shot, hitting the back of the net causing a handful of the team's supporters to cheer near the glass. He didn’t react, only turned toward the center ice with his jaw set and his damp hair tousling over his forehead. I looked away, biting my lips. What the hell am I doing? I have a freaking boyfriend. “Damn you Wren.” I looked back at the other end of the arena, seeing Blake on the bench in his red and black team jersey, he saw me and waved. I waved back with a smile, blowing him a kiss while thinking about the study group and all the flash cards I was currently missing out on. The game had started with a buzz sound. From what had been happening, Blake's team was down by two goals before the second period had ended and Dani had scored a goal of his own while his team did the other. I could literally feel the intensity of the game from where I sat, both guys were literally kicking in on each other. By the third, Blake’s team had pulled back but were still pumping with energy. I couldn't help but notice Blake’s jaw clenched every time he looked across the rink toward me. The final buzzer sounded with Ralston ahead. Blake was at the boards, helmet off while talking to his teammates when Dani skated past them and said it loud enough that everyone close by could hear. “Just because she’s dating you doesn’t mean you win her dimwit.” Everywhere went silent for a moment like something more was about to happen. Blake stopped and turned, slowly. “Excuse me?” He said. Dani smiled. That sneaky smile he makes whenever he is about to do something crazy. “Oh don’t pretend, I saw you stare at her.” He didn’t look at me but I felt it anyway. “She will never be your property even if she’s dating you, is that clear?” I was shocked by the statement because no one expected it, especially me. “Fuck off!” Dani leaned in slightly, whispering something I couldn’t quite catch him say, and suddenly Blake threw a punch to his face.Wren’s POV “You’re lying to my face right now and you think I can’t see it? After everything, after I had given you another chance, after I drove you home and ate dinner with you.” He raised his voice slightly.“Your father said something at dinner that you still haven’t had a clear explanation for.” I pointed out. “Yet I didn’t behave as crazy as you’re doing right now.”He went still, like he was searching for what to say. “I let it be because you asked me to and now you’re standing in the hallway accusing me of lying because I have male contacts on my phone.” I looked up at him. “Do you even hear yourself?”He clenched his jaw. “Wren,” Alex called behind me, standing at the doorway. “She needs to come back inside.”It was silent in the hallway, and Blake stepped back from me a few steps.He looked at me then Alex and scoffed. “The professor asks that she come back in, whatever the issue is, you can talk it out later,” Alex added.She turned to look at me in concern. “Are you okay?
Wren’s POV Ross had made eggs this morning. He slid the plate to me across the kitchen island and poured two cups of coffee. This was one of my favorite things about Ross. The fact that he knew how to cook. I rubbed my belly while eating quietly with him.Dani’s door was still closed and I did not think about any other thing not worth thinking of.“Ready?” Ross asked, having already eaten breakfast and cleaned up our plates.“Yeah.” I nodded.The morning was cold and bright and this was a trick that makes you leave your jacket because you believe that it's actually going to get warmer. And then a few seconds into the drive you realize you made a huge mistake. I pulled my jacket tighter and walked across Ross into the school, watching students walk in as well.Everything felt almost normal till I saw Maria. She was standing at the fitness building with two of her lollipop girls, whom I recognized from the party. They talked about something I didn’t hear and burst out laughing. She lo
Wren’s povI looked between them, Blake’s father had his glass halfway to his mouth with a calm expression. He was looking at me like he was expecting a reaction from me.Blake was staring down at his plate and didn’t bother glancing at me. He stopped eating, his jaw was clenched.“I’m sorry?” I arched my brows, for some reason I didn’t feel weird about my words.His father set his glass down. “I think you heard me.”“ I heard you well sir.” I kept my eyes on him. “I don’t know what you mean.”The table was quiet, then Blake looked up.“Dad.” His voice felt forced. “I’ve got it.”His father looked at him, they liked liken they were fighting through their eyes. “Do you? His father said it without asking.“I said I’ve got it.” Blake held his gaze for more than a second and then looked at me like he was trying to reassure me. “Why don’t you go grab your bag from upstairs, we’ll head off soon.”I looked up at him. He stared back.“Wten.” He muttered quietly. “Please.”I folded my napkins
Wren’s povBlake drove through the road angrily. His fists clenched around the steering wheel.I watched the street pass by in a haze and could only think about Dani standing on the pavement with his helmet in hand.I had made my decision and I wasn’t turning back from it.Blake's house was on the quieter side of town and we had gotten there sooner than I had expected.“We’ll talk inside.” He tells me before stepping out of the car and walking toward the front door.I nodded without question and followed suit.The first thing I noticed when we walked in was the smart seventy-inch television, which I had only seen in showrooms online that I knew I could never afford.The volume was low, displaying an evening program and casting a blue light across the living room. My eyes caught sight of someone, a lady on the couch with her head leaning at a weird angle and her shoes still on, seeming to be asleep.Squinting my eyes I could tell the resemblance to Blake… perhaps his mom.I recalled hi
Wren’s POV With the way everyone looked at me as I walked through the main door, I knew something was wrong, their heads turned in my direction, the mumbled speech they said whilst I walked by was enough for me to know I was still the latest topic in school.I didn’t care and just kept walking.I made it to my locker and opened it, reaching out for my textbooks when I heard the first one.“That’s her.” A girl mumbled to her friend beside me.I turned, and there were about four of them in a semicircle… I saw the picture on the phone of me in those skimpy clothes and a video of me dancing in it.“Didn’t know we had entertainment in school.” One of the girls snickered my way, staring right at me like she wanted me to know she was talking to me.The others burst out laughing.“Apparently she’s been all over Dani.” Another girl added. “Meanwhile she has a boyfriend and is also dancing at her job place, who knows if she’s a hooker.”There was more laughter. I turned around, shut my locker,
Wren’s povI walked out of the house without a word and walked down the street with my bag slung over my shoulder in the cold night.The street was quiet. I stood on the pavement outside the house. They had made a video of me dancing in someone’s living room a few minutes ago and why was I stupid enough to let that happen when I could have just walked out?I began walking down the road and assuring myself that everything was fine but no matter how much I tried to convince myself, I knew it wasn’t true.My phone buzzed, I pulled it out of my pocket and stared to see Ross’s number. I stopped walking and stared at the screen for a while before picking up.“Where are you?” He asked in concern, as if he could tell what had happened. “Wren, where are you right now?”“Outside,” I replied. “I’m walking.”“Walking where? It’s nearly ten, Anna told me you slept over last night and today you’re yet to be home.”“Can’t I walk outside anymore? I just need some air.”“When are you okay?” He asked,







