LOGINKieran By the next morning, when I prepared for class my temper was already Razor thin.I caught Ronan by accident at the west wing, it wasn't planned, I just needed him to talk to me, I wasn't stalking him.I was turning a corner too fast, already irritated by my own thoughts, when he stepped out and nearly collided with me.For half a second, we were close enough that I could inhale his scent through my lungs.The scent hits me, faint, restrained and weird in a way I couldn't put into words too.Soft and Lunar, held too tightly, like someone pressing a hand over a wound and pretending it wasn’t bleeding.It wasn't like a scent from an Omega or an Alpha either, it wasn't the calm, satisfied wash that followed a rut either.It was suspended, as if his scent was holding it own breath.My instincts leaned in before my mind could catch up, My chest tightened, breath going shallow as my wolf tried to take the reins from me and pull me into his arms.Ronan stiffened instantly.His eyes f
Kieran I don't remember falling asleep. One moment I was lying down on my bed, staring at the ceiling. Next I was running, grass brushing my legs, tall glass with the moonlight making them silver as bending as I was pulled through it.Laughter rang out ahead of me, a child's laughter.“Kieran!” The voice called out.I pushed harder, my feet barely touching the floor, my body felt lighter, how unburdened, I knew this place, though I couldn't say how.The boy came into view, small, blonde haired, running ahead of me, glancing back with a grin that punched straight through my chest.A feeling, “ Wait,” I called out, even as he smiled. “ You're cheating.”The boy laughed again and bumped into another figure.I slowed down, confusion hitting meThe child was caught by Ethan.The scene twisted and the child became Ronan, and I woke up with a sharp inhale, perking upright.The room was dark, and silent, with Ronan asleep on his side.My heart was racing enough to hurt.For a long moment, I
Ronan The door clicked shut behind Ethan and the sound felt too loud in the small bathroom, I was still in pain and shaking.But not violently anymore, not like before but enough that my muscles wouldn't quite listen to me anymore. The heat spike had receded from a scream to low, grinding ache, the kind that settled into bone and waited.Ethan stood near the door, deliberately distant, his were relaxed and at his sides, his posture was very careful and contained like he was holding himself in check.“I'm not going to touch you, “ he said quietly. “ Unless you ask.” I swallowed, my throat burned and he turned to leave.“Don't, “ I managed. “Just…. Stay. Please.”He nodded once, no hesitation, no questions.“Okay.” The bathroom smelled wrong, not loud, not broadcasting, but contained and my own failure sweetness under stress, I hated that it existed at all.Ethan moved slowly and deliberately. He cracked the window open despite the cold, the evening air slid in, sharp and clean.“Br
KIERAN I stop outside the dorm room, as I see signs of forced entry, I don't even remember deciding to come here.One moment I'm crossing the corridor, telling myself to get back training, to burn off the restless edge since Ronan told me to Get out.Next I'm standing in front of our dorm room, breathe tight, pulse too tight, as I'm scared someone had broken in.All my military training instincts kicks in.Then my body hums faintly towards the door, something is wrong. It isn't loud, it doesn't even hit like like an Alpha’s challenge or a threat.It seeps, soft, distressed and wrong, my breathe catches it before my mind can catch up.But it's waking up my protective instinct, as my wolf paces inside me, I tell myself it's leftover tension. Residual adrenaline from the trials and lack of sleep, and my imagination filling the gaps.But my body doesn't listen, my chest tightens, a coiling pressure pulls at me low and sudden like something waking up that should have stayed dormant, my fi
RONAN My chest heaves as I kneel down next to the box. I dig through the box until I find the fleshlight and thick knotted dildo. I need it to stop. The pain or my mind, whatever comes first. Whatever way works. Using the wall, I push myself to my feet. And do this under the cold water. I’m so hot. It feels like my flesh is seconds from peeling away from my bones. Who cares if I don’t see myself with anyone but Kieran, it would have been just sex. Because with each passing second, my mind becomes convinced that’s exactly what’s going to happen. So with shaky legs, I stumble to my feet,Dropping the toys to the ground, my hand quivers as I put the shower on cold, full blast. Thankfully, I’m only in my boxers now, so I peel them down my legs and step out of them before my knees finally give out. I gasp as I fall under the cold spray, but fuck does it ever feel good. It manages to take some of the pain away. But I still need relief, the need to cum finally hitting me. Grabbi
Ronan The minute i leave the academical buildings i run, the walls blur as i push past them too fast, boots striking against stone hard enough to send pain through my legs, it feels like something inside is trying to claw its way out through my skin. There's heat beneath my ribs, not warmth but pressure, a restlessness it coils and twists with every breath. My pulse is not slowing down, my breathing is not stable. “Goddess please,let me get to the dorms please,” i pray “ just get inside.” The doors open as I pass, I barely register them and do not close them behind me, my focus is just on the room, silence and taking care of this situation. I make it, I barge into the room with a force that echoes down the hallway, my hand trembles but I manage to slam the lock home, once on every bolt I can reach. Silence washes over me, thick and oppressive, I stagger forward, barely making it to the bathroom before catching myself on the sink, my reflection stares back at me, for a moment







