LOGINChapter 3
Astrid's POV
I didn't plan on waking up tangled in sheets that didn't belong to me.
Or next to a man whose face I couldn't fully see.
My head banged terribly from how drunk I was last night.
All I remembered was laughter, lights. The feel of a stranger's hand on my hip, his mouth on my neck.
And then sex.
I blinked slowly, my head still pounding. The early morning sun filtered through unfamiliar curtains as a deep, masculine scent lingered around me. My bare skin prickled as the sheet slipped down my shoulders.
Panic crawled into my chest.
My bra was on the floor.
My dress–the tiny black one Talia insisted I wear–was draped over a couch.
Realization hit me right there. I turned to a man's silhouette, face turned away, one muscular arm thrown over his eyes.
I didn't recognize the room.
I couldn't even remember how I ended up here!
What the hell did I do last night?
I carefully slid out of bed, moving slowly and trying not to wake him. The throb in my head wasn't helping at all.
I gathered my clothes, and tugged my dress back on with shaky fingers. Then I stuffed my heels into my bag.
Whoever the heck that was, I would make sure we never crossed paths. Ever again.
Eventually, I got out of the hotel and hailed an Uber.
The ride felt endless. I kept checking my phone, expecting a text from Talia but nothing came. I looked like I'd lived through a tornado of sin and shame.
I didn't go straight home.
I couldn't let anyone see me this way. So I located a store and got into a new dress.
I wasn't sure how to feel. I wanted to be cool with it, and shrug the fact that I'd slept with a complete stranger.
Because damn, that man last night felt so dangerous. It didn't feel like a mistake.
*
By the time I got home, the front door was already open.
I paused. Did Rhett forget to lock it?
I walked in quietly, still barefoot. I made to move toward the stairs when the familiar voices and laughter echoed through the walls.
I tiptoed closer and peered around the corner to see Micah.
My brother stood in the kitchen, a bag on the counter, and a phone in his hand. He wore a wide grin.
Rhett stood beside him. They seemed to be in a deep conversation to even notice my presence.
Rhett looked so calm like any other day.
What the fuck was I thinking?
He looked so damn hot in that T-shirt that almost exposed his abs.
Like he felt my stares, his eyes flicked to me in a matter of seconds, and his smile faltered.
Something flashed in his eyes that reminded me of last night when that stranger touched my waist.
Those eyes…familiar. They looked so familiar. I couldn't remember.
The same warmth. It was the same way Rhett looked at me.
When he lifted his hand to his face, I saw the tattoo on his arm that looked exactly like the man on that bed.
Wait, was I hallucinating?
No. It couldn't be Rhett Rivers. It didn't make sense. It had to be someone else. It had to be.
Right?
Rhett was the only guy with that tattoo and those eyes.
“Astrid,” Micah's voice made me flinch from where I stood. “You're up. I didn't come upstairs to your room. Rhett said you were fast asleep.”
I flickered my gaze to Rhett and back to Micah, trying to move along with the lie.
“Ah. Yes.” I mumbled, forcing a smile. “Barely awake.”
“I also didn't tell you I'll be returning today. Rhett picked me up from the airport. Flight was hell.” My brother walked toward where I was and hugged me briefly.
Rhett leaned against the rails, his arms folded as he watched me.
“She looks like hell too,” he said causally, but his voice dropped an octave.
I glared. “Thanks. You look like a walking headache yourself.”
“Alright. That's enough.” Micah chirped in with a chuckle.
Rhett's mouth twitched and he gave me a knowing look. “Long night, huh?”
“None of your business,” I muttered, brushing past him toward the stairs.
His hand brushed mine for barely a second. My heart jumped.
I turned around, and stared at him.
This time, I saw the same eyes. I knew I wasn't hallucinating.
It was him.
No. No way.
Was it?
“Don't stare too hard, Astrid,” Rhett said, his voice low. “You might fall.”
I swallowed and bolted up the stairs before Micah could notice.
Once I was in my room, I rested on the door, my chest rising and falling as I tried to catch my breath.
What did I just get myself into?
Memories came in like floods. The frat party with Talia, Rhett's arrival, and how he forced me to the car. Then we pulled up at a spot.
And now I couldn't look Rhett in the eye without wondering if it was his lips I felt.
Goddamit.
I couldn't believe it. It was still difficult.
Rhett wasn't the man I woke up to find on that bed.
For crying out loud, he was my brother's best friend. He only teased me and got protective when I dated losers.
But last night…why couldn't I forget it?
The feel of his lips on mine. His hands on my waist as he spread me open. I couldn't remember much, but I could swear down that I recalled how he thrusted into me like a possessed man.
“Astrid,” Micah's voice called from outside.
I gathered myself back together and replied with a trembling voice. “Yes, Micah? Do you need something?”
“No. I just need you to come downstairs for breakfast once you've changed. I'm preparing something delicious.” My brother said again. And then I heard footsteps retreating.
I held my chest like I was suddenly having a panic attack.
If my gut was right, if the goosebumps still racing in my arms meant anything–then I didn't sleep with a stranger.
I slept with Rhett Rivers.
And I had no idea what the hell I was going to do about it.
Chapter 69Rhett’s POV“I’m pregnant.”The words didn’t land all at once. They staggered in, slow and uneven, like sound traveling through water.For a moment, I was sure I’d heard her wrong.I stared at Astrid, at the way her shoulders trembled even though she was trying to stand straight, at how her hands hovered over her stomach like she was guarding something fragile and alive. Her lips were parted, breath uneven.Then she asked it—softly, almost afraid.“Aren’t you happy?”Happy.The word felt foreign in my mouth, like a language I’d once known and forgotten.My gaze dropped before I could stop it. To her stomach which was flat and innocent. Giving nothing away. And yet my mind filled it in anyway. Something was growing there, something that didn’t belong to just us anymore.A baby.My chest tightened violently, like a fist had closed around my ribs.Shit.I stepped back from her, the air suddenly too thick for me to breathe in. My hand dragged through my hair as I turned away, p
Chapter 68Astrid’s POVA month laterA dull heaviness settled deep in my abdomen like something foreign had taken residence there overnight. My limbs felt slow, useless. When I tried to breathe, my chest resisted, thick and tight, as if the air itself needed permission to enter me.I rolled onto my side and groaned.The fucking nausea came again. So hard my throat hurt and tears watered my eyes.My stomach clenched violently, a twisting sensation that sent me scrambling upright. I barely made it to the edge of the bed before nausea surged up my throat, hot and unforgiving. I gagged, pressed a hand over my mouth, and stumbled toward the bathroom.I retched until my eyes burned.When it was over, I stayed there, palms braced against the sink, forehead resting against the cool marble. My reflection stared back at me. I looked pale, eyes glass with trembling lips.What was wrong with me?It felt likemy body was turning against me, moving on its own rhythm, demanding things I didn’t under
Chapter 67Astrid's POV Steam curled off my skin as I stepped out of the bathroom, towel wrapped around me, breath still uneven from everything that happened before the door closed between us.Water dripped from my hair, trailing down the back of my neck, and for a soft second I imagined Rhett still standing in the center of the room.But the room was empty.Still an quiet.My brows creased. He hadn’t left a mess, not a dent in the door. A strange, unwelcome hollow opened in my chest.I crossed the room slowly, scanning for any hint of where he’d gone. Then I noticed his closet door left open. One of his shirts—black, soft, worn enough to know he liked it—hung loosely from the edge.I reached for it.My fingers sank into the fabric, and the scent hit me before I’d even lifted it.Rhett's warm, cedar scent. Something that felt like the memory of being held too tightly, kissed too hard, wanted too much.My heart kicked.Before I could think twice, I tugged the shirt on. It swallowed me
Hello dear readers, I'm sorry for the inconsistency lately. Actually, this month has been a whole lot shitty for me. But I'll try as possible to be back fully by next month. For the remaining days of this month, update won't be coming. And oh, yes! This book will be coming to an end soon and we're gonna kick off officially with the second book "Ruin Me, Saint" (though I'll be updating once a while die to busy schedules) Guys, you can try out my new baby🤭 I just felt the need to disclose it to you guys on a short notice because your engagements keeps me going.Ciao Bella🖤
Chapter 66Rhett's POV Dominic’s voice was the first thing I heard when we stepped inside the villa.Astrid froze behind me. I felt it—the slight falter in her steps, the sudden inhale she tried to hide. And I hated that Dominic noticed it.He always noticed everything.He stood near the overhang, cigar between his fingers, one eyebrow raised like he’d been waiting for me to walk right into his trap. The lights above him cast a shadow across his jaw, making the small smirk tugging at his mouth look crueler.“So you knowingly skipped the makeup dinner with Serena Valenti for the toy behind you?”Astrid stiffened.I straightened, slowly positioning myself in front of her.Dominic’s eyes flicked down to where Astrid’s hand was still half tangled with mine from the rain. He paused and the smirk widened.“Bold, Rhett.” His voice dropped. “But risky. Unless she’s that sweet. Sweet enough to make you forget your own damn operations.”Astrid tried to pull her hand away.I tightened my grip.
Chapter 65 Astrid’s POVI didn’t breathe the entire ride to my mom's place. Rhett didn’t speak once. Nor did he look at me. When he finally parked at the curb, he only said, “Ten minutes.”His voice had dropped into that low, pressed tone he used when something was caving in inside him. My chest tightened. I nodded and stepped out, the air cold enough to sting.The walkway leading up to the small apartment glowed faintly under the porch light. I pushed the door open quietly, expecting darkness.But laughter drifted out first.My mother’s laughter.It hit me so hard my throat closed instantly.I strode inside fully, and Dave was the first to see me. His eyes widened, surprise breaking over his face. The mug in his hand paused halfway to his lips.“Astrid?”My mom turned at the sound of his voice, still smiling—until her eyes landed on me.Everything on her face dropped.Her hand flew to her mouth. “A–Astrid?”I didn’t mean to run.But I did.I covered the small living room in seconds







