LOGINChapter 2
Astrid's POV
The music was booming so loud I could feel it in my entire body.
I should've turned around when we walked into the house party, but Talia had already pulled me in by the hand, grinning ear to ear like it was her wedding day.
“You need to have fun for once,” she shouted over the music. “For goodness sake, you got back to LA just yesterday. Let loose.”
Maybe Talia was right. After the awkward charger incident with Rhett the night before, my brain had been fried. I needed this.
I needed distraction, music, crowds. Anything but him.
The living room was packed with sweaty bodies and cups lifted up as cheers followed. A fog machine was going for some reason, and lights strobed across dancing faces.
We were at a frat party Talia had introduced me to.
I tried to relax on a chair, but I felt bare. I couldn't even think of anything.
“Astrid!” Talia shoved a drink in my hand. “Vodka. Don't waste it.”
I nodded and took a slow sip. It was strong. Too strong I coughed and laughed at once.
I wasn't much of a drinker but trying it out once a while wouldn't bring any harm. Would it?
Talia grinned. “You're welcome.”
When I finished drinking, Talia took my hand and pulled me to the dancefloor as we followed the rhythm of the songs that played.
It was enough to make me loosen myself, to forget about the tension I felt the first time I arrived. I let go of my hoodie, let my hair out of its burn, and I started to enjoy myself.
Then I felt a prickle–like heat sliding down my spine. I turned and saw Rhett.
He was across the room. Half-shadowed in the corner of the staircase. He wore a black shirt over his chest, his arms crossed and eyes pinned directly on me.
Dammit.
My blood immediately ran cold. And then hot. All at once.
What the heck was he doing here?
I didn't even have to ask. He looked furious as his brows knitted tightly. And those eyes–those dark eyes that once looked soft in the glow of my brother's hallway–were now hard and burning.
Rhett Rivers started walking to me.
“Talia,” I whispered, grabbing her wrist. “I have to go.”
“Wait, what? You just got here.” Talia argued, still dancing.
“Now.”
Rhett reached us before I could explain to Talia.
“Astrid,” he called, his voice low and calm.
Talia stopped dancing and stepped back instinctively.
“What are you doing here?” I hissed.
“Micah told me to always check on you. I didn't expect to find you half-dressed and drinking at some stranger house.” Rhett answered.
I looked down. For Pete's sake, I was only putting on a crop top and jeans. Nothing wild.
I frowned slightly. “I'm not half-dressed. And you don't get to talk to me like that.”
Rhett's nose scrunched up as he scanned around as if something irked him. Then his gaze fell on me again. “Get your things. We're leaving.”
“No.”
“Now. Astrid.”
He didn't shout. His presence was enough. The way people moved aside as he trod closer.
Instantly, his hand curled around my wrist firmly.
“Rhett, let go of me.” I retorted as I tried to wriggle out of his grip.
He leaned in. “Do you want me to cause a scene?”
I wanted to argue and push him away. But I knew it'd only felt like pushing on a wall.
I nodded slowly and followed him out.
*
The ride back to the house was silent and tense.
Rhett's hands gripped the wheel tight, his jaw clenched. I stared out the window, my arms over my chest. I pretended I didn’t care that he’d just pulled me out of a party like some overbearing...Brother? Friend? Guardian? None of it fit. Because what I felt when he looked at me didn’t belong in any of those boxes.
He parked in a driveway and turned off the engine, but didn’t move immediately.
The silence sat between us for a moment. Finally, I turned, tipsily.
“What are we doing here?”
No response.
“You didn’t have to embarrass me.” I added.
He looked at me, his voice quiet but deep. “You shouldn’t have been there, Astrid.”
“So what? You’re my dad now?”
His hand curled into a fist on his thigh. “Micah would lose it if he saw you dressed like that, drinking like that. With others staring.”
“Micah's not here.” I corrected.
“Yeah,” Rhett muttered. “And that’s the problem.”
I stared at him as my heart pounded.
He wasn’t looking at me like a big brother. He wasn’t even looking at me like a friend.
He was looking at me like a man trying to hold himself back. And failing.
Before I could think, he moved fast as his hand came up to my face, his warm fingers brushing hair from my cheek.
“You don’t get it, do you?” he said, voice tight. “Micah left you in my care. And now I need to watch every movement of yours.
My breath caught. I didn’t speak.
He leaned in, just close enough that I felt his breath on my lips.
“The next time you'd go out dressed like that, I'll make sure that will be the last dress you'll find in your closet.”
“What?”
Without a word, he leaned in, just close enough that I felt his breath on my lips.
“Say stop. And I will.” he whispered.
I swallowed the lump in my throat as my gaze slid down to his lips.
Those damn kissable lips.
I didn't.
Neither did he.
The moment his lips slammed into mine, everything blurred.
Chapter 69Rhett’s POV“I’m pregnant.”The words didn’t land all at once. They staggered in, slow and uneven, like sound traveling through water.For a moment, I was sure I’d heard her wrong.I stared at Astrid, at the way her shoulders trembled even though she was trying to stand straight, at how her hands hovered over her stomach like she was guarding something fragile and alive. Her lips were parted, breath uneven.Then she asked it—softly, almost afraid.“Aren’t you happy?”Happy.The word felt foreign in my mouth, like a language I’d once known and forgotten.My gaze dropped before I could stop it. To her stomach which was flat and innocent. Giving nothing away. And yet my mind filled it in anyway. Something was growing there, something that didn’t belong to just us anymore.A baby.My chest tightened violently, like a fist had closed around my ribs.Shit.I stepped back from her, the air suddenly too thick for me to breathe in. My hand dragged through my hair as I turned away, p
Chapter 68Astrid’s POVA month laterA dull heaviness settled deep in my abdomen like something foreign had taken residence there overnight. My limbs felt slow, useless. When I tried to breathe, my chest resisted, thick and tight, as if the air itself needed permission to enter me.I rolled onto my side and groaned.The fucking nausea came again. So hard my throat hurt and tears watered my eyes.My stomach clenched violently, a twisting sensation that sent me scrambling upright. I barely made it to the edge of the bed before nausea surged up my throat, hot and unforgiving. I gagged, pressed a hand over my mouth, and stumbled toward the bathroom.I retched until my eyes burned.When it was over, I stayed there, palms braced against the sink, forehead resting against the cool marble. My reflection stared back at me. I looked pale, eyes glass with trembling lips.What was wrong with me?It felt likemy body was turning against me, moving on its own rhythm, demanding things I didn’t under
Chapter 67Astrid's POV Steam curled off my skin as I stepped out of the bathroom, towel wrapped around me, breath still uneven from everything that happened before the door closed between us.Water dripped from my hair, trailing down the back of my neck, and for a soft second I imagined Rhett still standing in the center of the room.But the room was empty.Still an quiet.My brows creased. He hadn’t left a mess, not a dent in the door. A strange, unwelcome hollow opened in my chest.I crossed the room slowly, scanning for any hint of where he’d gone. Then I noticed his closet door left open. One of his shirts—black, soft, worn enough to know he liked it—hung loosely from the edge.I reached for it.My fingers sank into the fabric, and the scent hit me before I’d even lifted it.Rhett's warm, cedar scent. Something that felt like the memory of being held too tightly, kissed too hard, wanted too much.My heart kicked.Before I could think twice, I tugged the shirt on. It swallowed me
Hello dear readers, I'm sorry for the inconsistency lately. Actually, this month has been a whole lot shitty for me. But I'll try as possible to be back fully by next month. For the remaining days of this month, update won't be coming. And oh, yes! This book will be coming to an end soon and we're gonna kick off officially with the second book "Ruin Me, Saint" (though I'll be updating once a while die to busy schedules) Guys, you can try out my new baby🤭 I just felt the need to disclose it to you guys on a short notice because your engagements keeps me going.Ciao Bella🖤
Chapter 66Rhett's POV Dominic’s voice was the first thing I heard when we stepped inside the villa.Astrid froze behind me. I felt it—the slight falter in her steps, the sudden inhale she tried to hide. And I hated that Dominic noticed it.He always noticed everything.He stood near the overhang, cigar between his fingers, one eyebrow raised like he’d been waiting for me to walk right into his trap. The lights above him cast a shadow across his jaw, making the small smirk tugging at his mouth look crueler.“So you knowingly skipped the makeup dinner with Serena Valenti for the toy behind you?”Astrid stiffened.I straightened, slowly positioning myself in front of her.Dominic’s eyes flicked down to where Astrid’s hand was still half tangled with mine from the rain. He paused and the smirk widened.“Bold, Rhett.” His voice dropped. “But risky. Unless she’s that sweet. Sweet enough to make you forget your own damn operations.”Astrid tried to pull her hand away.I tightened my grip.
Chapter 65 Astrid’s POVI didn’t breathe the entire ride to my mom's place. Rhett didn’t speak once. Nor did he look at me. When he finally parked at the curb, he only said, “Ten minutes.”His voice had dropped into that low, pressed tone he used when something was caving in inside him. My chest tightened. I nodded and stepped out, the air cold enough to sting.The walkway leading up to the small apartment glowed faintly under the porch light. I pushed the door open quietly, expecting darkness.But laughter drifted out first.My mother’s laughter.It hit me so hard my throat closed instantly.I strode inside fully, and Dave was the first to see me. His eyes widened, surprise breaking over his face. The mug in his hand paused halfway to his lips.“Astrid?”My mom turned at the sound of his voice, still smiling—until her eyes landed on me.Everything on her face dropped.Her hand flew to her mouth. “A–Astrid?”I didn’t mean to run.But I did.I covered the small living room in seconds







