How am I feeling right now?I cannot fully get myself out because of how he chose to answer me.Right before he leaves the kitchen and looks at me, and then says.“Give me ten minutes.” He says to me, I wonder what he is talking about. Is he about to really take me to school like I asked and if so, what was all that argument about? If he was going to say yes and take me to where I needed to be. Why did he just do that from the very beginning.This actually gives all the sense in the world because now I do not have to go back up to this and beat myself out of the condition that I'm stuck in.I stand at the counter waiting for him to get backlater, and just like, he comes back in ten minutes. We head out of the house together. I'm still kind of so just shocked about everything and I'll definitely went through all of that arguments just to do what I want. Does this mean I have the ability to fully manipulate him and knowing this. I'll find what I want to get out of him. If that is th
I feel like I exaggerated the way my life was changing, especially when I was on the run and I thought I was going to definitely either going to be caught or die while trying to escape. I'm about to get out of the car when he says." I need you to stay in school premises at all costs." Also, wolves will not pass human territory as long as you're there, in the building. What time does this place close? He asks and looks at the school.I nod my head in agreement."So, what you're saying it that I would not be caught by those searching for me as long as I do as you say." I say to him. "I also care about your safety." He says.And I'm not trying to fall into the hands of the enemy myself. Come pick me up by three! I say to him, and I open the car door and begin to walk towards the school premises. I'd already texted to Georgina prior to this time that I'll be coming back to school. As I enter into it you also have Eastwood high school. I can literally smell the memories in the air an
Right before the teacher comes into the class, he's about to say whatever he was gonna say, and I make sure not to break eye contact with him. He now is by my side definitely knowing that there's something different about the way I carry myself. And it's all about the confidence. It's all about the fact that I've been through enough to not get agitated by school boys, or whatever they think they've got going on. They do not in any sort of way, make me feel less of what I am. I feel powerful and just wish that I felt more of this way when I'm amidst the pack members, based on the rest of the pack members treat me like I'm some scallywag some opposition of course, as usual, and always slide back.I always slumped my shoulders and allow them to belittle me. If I could have a spark off his confidence while being in the midst of Dane.I will surely have something to say out loud to that arrogance if his without popping my head in between, it will do great for my esteem. I wish for that
At this point in time I am angry, every bit of my body, mind and flesh is filled with anger and I definitely want to ruin everything that stands in my way. I'm holding onto my fist so tightly because I feel as if I could drag down the pillars of the school and make it fall down to pieces. I'm holding my anger in so bad, so bad that I am trying to tell myself that it did not have to turn into our work. And I could control myself and control the way I reciprocate anger and things that affect me. I'm telling myself all of these amazing things that I do not even care to hear because all I want to see is something horrible happen to know other than the one who keeps doing things to hurt me and make me angry. Does he have no sense at all? He continues to make everything so upsetting to me. And at this point, I want to break everything. I close my eyes immediately and as I'm closing my eyes, I begin to open them slowly. The moment it opens, Georgina walk in that moment and she cares wit
All because of what has happened, the school is shut down and everyone is leaving for the day. I cannot believe that I have been sent on for school and I am already preparing to head back home. I've already made up my mind to go to go back with Georgina since I've already told Dane to come pick me back by three. I know I should definitely tell him all the change in plans because of his rule be but if I definitely possess the sort of power that I think I possess, then I need space.I don’t care what they anyone tells me based in n legend of the pack members, nor anything they have to say to me. I definitely am something bigger than any of them can imagine. And I should rule them with an iron fist. Yes, I know that sounds crazy, like literally iron Fist. This isn't something that should be said but at this moment. I know there is no reason no reason within my fingers why I should accept what they think I should act like. The way they talk to me and look down upon me. I don't have t
There it is. I see Dane’s car pulling up and it's right in front of Georgina's house. I'm tighten my hands as I watch him pull out of the car and immediately, he begins to head towards me. I will not lie there is fear on my face because I'm not sure what he's about to do. I don't know whether he's about to scold me whether he is about to ban me for life. I'm supposed to stand on my feet in confidence and try to show him that he cannot be be me around them not a child. And he should tell what to do and what not to do. I can see the fine lines of anger on his forehead as he walks towards me and pulls me me with one of his strong hands without even giving me time to even speak or say anything for my own aid. He drags me out from Georgina's front porch and pulls me into the car. He slams the door and enters into the car. I literally am waiting for him to say a word because if he is angry, he should say all of it but then he doesn't say a word. He doesn't show anything too serious abo
My heart is already beating. I don't know why but the moment I open my eyes and look onto the ceiling I just don't want to get out of i.And that there is no need for me to let out another bit of my energy because I've come so far to be disappointed. And even when I feel as if I've struck something, something that looks like healing. It isn't. Oftentimes, I feel so confident like I'm at 95% but when but when in reality of exposes where I am comes, it back to me. I feel alone. “Tired, frustrated.” Words cannot express how I feel at this moment. There is a slight knock at the door when I'm busy in my morning thoughts that wish to cripple me. At least that is what they're good for. I raise myself up from the bed and push the blankets away. I do not bother to change into something the night before because of how horrible I feel. I'm just in the same position as I head to the door and I open it. For some reasons, I am not surprised by the person standing right in front of me. He look
He lets me go the moment he sees what I have turned to. I can already guess what he has seen.I have been so stupid with myself, vulnerable in front of me, but I did not think that my powers will show up once again, while I'm busy in act which it is no as I expected. It just happened. It looks to me. There's no word that has escaped from his mouth. And I bet because he's trying to understand what the hell I am and why I am the way I am. I cannot even begin to explain what I think it is. I wonder if it is fear or shock that is in his eyes as he looks at me. Then, he takes his finger slowly lifts it up to my face and touches to glow on my forehead. It touches it and there is this look in his eyes that gives off the hair of infatuation of admiration and just surprised of what he's saying it makes it feel as if what he's seeing right now is splendid.“It is beautiful. “And I'm looking short of it. He then takes a look into my eyes. I don't think I'm aware of I say to him, and this is